I thought, the holidays came early, and I went back early. In such an era alone, it is tantamount to crossing the wave of disasters and disasters, which is really alarming. How much people move, but with potential risks. However, I can't be offended by another wave of the epidemic to disrupt the rhythm of my return home! In this state, life has not been stable for a moment, and life cannot be relaxed at all. Even if the prevention of the disease has not occurred, it is also unexpected, this is not, Shaanxi is urgent, Henan is urgent, Tianjin is urgent, Shenzhen is urgent... When each wave of the epidemic suddenly came, all kinds of emergency measures were in place, and the white soldiers began a protracted "battle".
I thought that this was two years after the plague, and it was one of the few disaster years in my life. How to say that it will also be memorable, but the most unforgettable, in addition to the scene of Chinese New Year's Eve eating Chinese New Year's Eve meal, is the wave of nucleic acid testing during the epidemic period. But suffering is bearable, life is painful, darkness is short-lived, and light is inevitable. We must be like the petrel, fearless of wind and rain, piercing through the dark clouds and flying in the uninhibited sky. Without giving up a thousand mountains and not giving up thousands of waters, there is always a feeling of interlocking links, covering all of life. Over the years, because of the epidemic, how many people have been blocked from returning home? The mood of going home is like winning a huge prize, that kind of unspeakable, can't wait. The grass is simple, according to the thoughts, the mountains and rivers are thousands of miles, and the mulberry is planted.
However, after many years of wandering at the end of the world, I have less and less impression of my hometown. Who is not bitter and bitter in a city? No house, no car, no home, no love, there is no need to exist. Although it is five big and three thick, what can it do? What is the ability? What's the ambition? Time is not yours, freedom is not yours, dreams are not yours, happiness is not yours, but in vain, no matter how dead skin face drumming, day and night toss, it is only counting the only time and shade that has been left, sending away the remnants of unbearable worries. To put it bluntly, so lonely and unsupportable, but also so lofty, at best, it is an impatient ant! Before, I wanted to be the golden phoenix that flew out of the mountain nest, but later I learned that without the strong wings of the phoenix, it would never fly high and not far. After all, after half a lifetime of suffering in someone else's city, I still have to withdraw immediately and say goodbye in anger!
However, it took half a life to be completely sober, and how can it be erased from the white paper of life scribbled with letters and pens, and half of the wasted text written? I have also heard the elders say, "Only when you get ahead of the people can you return to your hometown in gold", and it is expected that now, what virtue can you get ahead? There was no determination of Su Qin to be angry and strong, and to make a name for himself, nor did he have the opportunity for Han Xin to endure humiliation and bear the burden and jump up, nor did he have the perseverance of Shi Gong to be imprisoned and desperate for life... I have to say that people often need to constantly swim in the sea of suffering, need to accept hardships in difficult situations, and need to stand firm in blows and forge steel! No one tells you how to go in the future, but you have to know it yourself; no one reminds you how to live tomorrow' days, but you should have a scale yourself! You can't always pin your hopes on unrealistic personnel, and you'll cry rhythmically!
Inevitably, the day of returning home is approaching, but there are not many thoughts! Not as good as before, I have long gone to the train station to queue up for a day and a night, just to buy a return ticket. In the end, I only bought a station ticket, and there were many people on the bus, crowded to death, what kind of mood should it be? Have you ever bought a ticket like that once? I remember that time, standing for 25 hours, from Xiamen all the way to Wuchang, it was really not something that people could stand! But standing is enough, right to be a warrior on the side! But the meal and the vending van, one moment later, the next, from this carriage to that carriage, never stopped. At that time, the mood was really broken to the extreme. He could only stand silly next to someone else's seat, and when he took the passenger to the toilet, he sat in his seat for a while, and as soon as he returned, he immediately gave up his seat. But this kind of situation ten years ago is really speechless. Years later, there are trains. But that time, buying a ticket, it was also a standing ticket. But also, I was so lucky. The carriage was still relatively empty. The conductor was a woman and found it very enthusiastic. He pointed to the seat on the side of the carriage and said, "There's no one over there, so sit over there!" "It's an experience many years later, but it's a lot of emotion.
Inevitably, the days of returning home are very limited. The first few days of the year are counted. Some people will say "Isn't it good to be at home?" Why are you running around? "If hometown can bring endless hope to life, then who wants to go around alone?" If life can give people a worry-free and stable life, then who wants to work hard every day and night? It is impossible to imagine that the people who returned to their hometowns with big bags and small bags like The Punishment Wanqiang rise up in the minority? It is impossible to forget that year coincided with a snow disaster, the train was delayed, and the tunnel mouth was nestled for nearly ten hours, and then a car of people rubbing shoulders was rattling, which would make people go crazy in an instant! I also secretly thought to myself, one day, I will have my own place to stand! Life has no roots, floating like a stranger! Instead of being like that leaf of duckweed, there is no ideal destination! I also often read news reports, those who live in the bridge holes, those poor people who live in the wells, those poor people who are homeless... Not to mention the tube building in Hong Kong, not to mention the pigeon building in Guangzhou, not to mention the ant tribe in Beijing, and no matter the wandering masters who hurt Shanghai, Beijing is the background, Shanghai is the commercial sea, and the ideal is to leave the hometown. You will find that it takes courage to live, life to remember, and a deadline to go home. when? Brave the wind and snow to return at night, that cold plum flower?
People who have not returned in the near future, infinite feelings are difficult to violate.
Although the mountains and rivers are thousands of miles, they are not as good as a plum in the old garden!