#Punch in a good life #My name is Thea, 28 years old, a white-collar worker in the company. Since I had entered the ranks of leftover women at my age, my mother often worried about me and worried that I would not be able to marry. I knew my mother was for my own good, but I had almost lost patience with her daily nagging. Today we have another quarrel over this matter. So unhappily, a person wandered aimlessly in the street. Suddenly, a figure flashed in his mind: Yuo, I think, just marry him.
I don't know where the courage comes from, it may also be driven crazy by my mother, thinking that if one day I will be forced to marry a person who has no feelings, it is better... He immediately dialed his phone and said that there was something to ask him to come immediately, and he could not refuse. But it seems that it is okay, and he has no intention of refusing.
Waiting for him on the Champs Elysées, I began to think about what kind of a person he was: in fact, he was just an ordinary technician in our subsidiary company, tall, clean, steady and humorous, with a warm look, and with a little arrogance, although his colleagues thought that he did not have the capital to be proud of. In fact, what I admire most is the kind of person who has a small talent and at the same time has a little arrogance, although he is not talented enough, but I can't take care of so much now.
I didn't want to think about it too much, and soon he was coming. He ordered me a cappuccino and we started chatting. Although I have always been a bold girl, I really don't know how to open my mouth tonight. Did I just say to him that I was going to marry him? Or do I want to get involved with him? Will he be scared away? Will he think I'm not normal? My heart was fiercely fighting, and I didn't know what to do.
He may have seen my struggles and struggles, and I found him unusually calm, not asking me what I was looking for him today, but telling me about his plans for the next few years. He said that he had no intention of getting married in his life, his plan was to work for half a year, then go to other cities for static tourism, run out of money and come back to work, and then continue to travel, it seems that his biggest dream in life is to travel the world.
Curiously, I asked, so wouldn't your parents urge marriage? He said yes, now he is urging, and said that as long as you get married and have children, you don't have to care about anything else, and other things (such as buying a house with children) are all inclusive, but he just doesn't want to get married. He feels that getting married is very troublesome, and he is afraid that he does not have enough ability to give each other happiness, dragging others down and making everyone have a bad life. Oh, I understand, it turns out that he is a celibacy, although I don't know if what he said is true or not, but even if I am stupid, I will not throw myself into the net again.
I like this way, even if it is rejected, it saves me enough face. His words can be understood like this: it is not that he does not like me, but he does not want to get married, he does not like anyone to interact with, and he has no intention of getting married. Besides, I haven't said anything, and it can't be regarded as a refusal. Having said that, he added that cappuccino was his favorite coffee, and that the ring of foam on the surface exuded a different kind of enthusiasm, exciting and touching, just as he was tonight. I used to drink lattes, and when he said that, he felt that cappuccino really gave me a different feeling.
At the end, he insisted on sending me home. Arriving at my door, he gentlemanly opened the car door for me, and I thanked him and thanked him for his warm hospitality tonight. He suddenly said to me very clearly, "Thea, I don't deserve you to throw that yellow rose down!" You must cherish and treat yourself well, okay? "I was shocked, it turned out that he knew everything, and he had already seen through my heart. I panicked and promised him, "Okay, thank you!" Then I went home nervously, my heart turning upside down, unable to calm down.
I think in fact, he can pretend to be stupid, watch me stage a good play, he can also pretend to accept my active confession, talk to me about a fruitless love, take advantage of me and no one dares to say that he is playing a rogue, because I am my own embrace. But he didn't, he didn't hurt me a little, he used such a delicate way, and my heart was full of gratitude to him at the moment.
I think my behavior tonight is really very childish and ridiculous, and no matter what, no matter how much pressure from the surrounding area, I will not do such a ridiculous thing again. He said that he wanted me to cherish and treat myself well, I must do it, I must be worthy of the people around me who cherish and value me, and I can't live up to them.
In the days that followed, I thought of him every time I drank cappuccino. That circle of white foam always emits a faint fragrance that surrounds the heart and cannot be dissipated for a long time.