I'm getting married! Well, yes, it's tomorrow! Tomorrow, I'm getting married!
The mood at this moment is wonderful, there is tension, there is expectation, there is happiness, and there are many soft moments to go to remember and record.
There are many artists who have married this year, and while blessing them, I am also looking forward to this ceremony of my own. For me, it is not only a unique testimony, but also a new beginning for life, for relatives and friends, for careers, for the people who love me.
I spent a carefree childhood in my hometown, where I took everything for granted. Later, when I arrived in Beijing, the lively days suddenly became quiet, and many of the things I originally had became deep thoughts at night. I remember my parents sent me to beiying's dormitory, when I left, I didn't shed a tear, but that night, I looked at the ceiling, crying a lot, for the first time I felt confused and scared, I don't know what the future looks like, I don't know if I can become friends with so many strange people, I don't know if such a big city of Beijing can accept this little me. At the beginning of campus life, I could only let go of the playground after rehearsals at night, the clear heartbeat and the instinct of my feet to keep running forward. Fortunately, in my sophomore year, a director chose me, and then more and more people knew me, got to know me, and began to contact me for work, kicking off my nearly 20 years of life as an actor.
Along the way, a lot of bitterness and hardship have made me ache and cry, but I have never given up, but gradually, I have lived into two selves: a soft and pure true self, who will fantasize about beautiful love, who will warmly expect someone to shield me from the wind and rain and make me dependent; a tough and solid me, working hard, smiling desperately, and desperately living like me in the public eye.
Filming day after day, experiencing countless different lives and emotions in the play, but let me live more soberly in reality, even if the friends around me have married and had children, but I am more stubbornly loyal to my heart. Fortunately, this persistence did not live up to my expectations for love.
In fact, Mr. Dai's appearance in my life, from hearing about it, to acquaintance, from understanding to knowing each other, from love to staying together, is actually a natural, even very ordinary process.
I heard from my agent that he existed and although he had developed well and excelled in Singapore, his introverted and closed personality made him out of place with the domestic market. In order to let him learn more and understand more, under the arrangement of the agent, we began to contact on WeChat. We were filming in different cities at the time, and he would ask me about things in the industry. When we get acquainted, occasionally we talk about things in life. I always felt like he was a man living in the old society, especially earthy. It's like one day he told me a very stupid thing, I replied to him, really drunk, and then he asked me very seriously, have you drunk too much? Girls still have to drink less. I couldn't enjoy it. There are many similar things, although it is very silly, but it is very real.
Mr. Dai is a typical Capricorn, most of the time in life is alone, with him only books, computers and games, I am a typical Aries, life can always find self-amusement fun, perhaps the enthusiasm and teasing of Aries let the cold Capricorn feel the joy of life, share laughter, and gradually become a habit.
Then we started talking on the phone, sometimes for two or three hours, sometimes longer. After more and more understanding, I found that Mr. Dai is a very strange person - he is restrained, self-disciplined, like a robot, such as going to bed at ten o'clock every night, getting up at 7:30 in the morning, exercising twice a day, ten years like a day, eating figs, broccoli, sweet potatoes, chicken at every meal... I've never seen a boy like that, he's weird and special.
For a long time after getting acquainted, we didn't meet until a chance, we did a show, he needed to take my car, as soon as he got in the car he suddenly gave me a lunch box with fish and sweet potatoes, although I was not hungry at all, but I kept eating the contents of the lunch box, because I didn't know what else to do except eat this action... We didn't say a word along the way, but we were super feel,It was this bento that made us sure of each other's intentions.
After becoming lovers, because of work, we are still in different cities, one night I walked the dog while calling him, he was very worried and said very sternly, you a girl so late how can you walk the dog outside alone, hurry home! This dog followed me for eight years, and in those eight years, no one ever worried that it was not safe for me to walk my dog at night alone. That winter night, although it was cold and windy, my heart was particularly warm. I said that in the first thirty years of life, we have finished talking about the things you are not around me, but what to do, Mr. Dai said then continue to talk about the last thirty years of life, I will tell you a fairy tale that has you and me.
My Mr. Dai, a person who does not understand romance but is very warm-hearted, he makes me feel at ease to be back to the soft me I once was, happy, crazy, pure, gentle, every real me, because I know that there is a person who will protect me.
If you say, love is a perfect trip to be true to yourself. So love, for me, is also a belief, it makes me brave, makes me strong, from the age of 16 to today, so many years have passed, I grew from a weak little girl to an independent woman, I am grateful to myself, never gave in to time, tomorrow, I will finally join this man I love, start our new journey. This love has not been lost by its long overdue, but it has become more precious, and I am grateful to Mr. Dai for accompanying me on this perfect journey of loyalty to myself. I am also very grateful for helping me, like me, and the people who have hurt me, thank you to my seaweed and Mr. Dai's fans, from our license to the wedding, the blessings along the way have made us grateful.
I believe that no matter whether it is sunny or rainy in the future, there will be love in the heart, and in the eyes, there will be the direction of love, and it will guide us to the other side of happiness. Expect love, marry love, guard love, and may the future life only laugh.
Love is an eternal companionship, and loving you is a fairy tale that never ends.