The empty room is the biggest loneliness for adults

Where is the empty room, your lonely and lonely soul,

This feeling of loneliness comes from not planning for your future.

And this feeling will always exist in the depths of your heart,

It doesn't decrease because of the increase in the number of people around you.

It depends on whether you're working hard for the life you want,

In other words, if you have a sense of loneliness in your heart, it means that your life is stagnant.

Live for yourself, plan your future well, break down your goals into executable steps, resolutely execute them, and understand that everything you are doing is meaningful.

Operate your life as a business, you will not squander your time and money at will, you can discover the excitement of life, there will be no loneliness.

This year should be your hardest year.

Cold and windy winter nights,

You curl up in the bed and brush your phone,

The colorful world on the screen,

It seems that none of it has anything to do with you.

The only thing that accompanies me is this empty room,

And indescribable loneliness and loneliness.

Haven't eaten in a day today,

You shrugged your slippers and ran into the kitchen,

On the empty stove, all you can see is the two buckets of instant noodles and the eggs sent by the neighbor the day before yesterday.

You're hungry,

Before the noodles were ready, they devoured it,

At this moment, it seems to be back to childhood,

At that time, it was rare to eat instant noodles once a year.

Even if the noodles don't bubble open, they're still a little crispy.

But you think it's the best food in the world.

You didn't go to clean up immediately after eating.

Instead, looking at the noodle soup at the table,

Pondered for a long time.

You're 24 years old this year.

Counting the days, it has been almost a month since you left the company,

Without financial resources, you can barely make ends meet on your meager savings every day.

Think back to when you first graduated, you didn't feel this pressure,

That will just enter the company, the monthly salary of 6000, nine to seven,

Although the salary is not high, but it is also quite moist,

Except for being tired when I go to work, everything else is fine,

Every day after work, you can eat and drink with your friends from the old university, and play games in the Internet café.

It's like being in college, having fun every day.

But I don't know when the brothers have had families one by one,

Shouting out at night to get together is no longer free,

Suddenly a sense of loss struck my heart,

You can't help but have the idea of wanting to get married,

So you and your girlfriend came up with the idea.

The girlfriend thinks you've been very nice to her all these years.

Agreed to take you back to meet your parents,

To that end, you happily bought a new set of clothes and a bunch of gifts with your few savings.

Before entering the hotel, you can clearly feel your body trembling,

Others don't know, but you understand,

The shiver is not because of the cold weather, but because you are not confident enough.

Sure enough, after your girlfriend's parents talked to you for a while, they obviously felt that they were not satisfied with you.

You don't know how to be good,

What jumped into your head at that moment was only to threaten you with stalking,

But who knows in exchange for the girlfriend's parents look down on you even more,

You two,

There is no more hope.

One night, the girlfriend proposed to break up with you on the phone,

You are sad, feel that this year's efforts to her have been wasted,

You said a lot of ugly things,

There was no sound on the other end of the phone.

Hang up the phone, you throw the phone aside,

The brother sitting next to him asked what was wrong with you,

You smiled and said it was okay, broke up with your girlfriend,

"It's not worth it, it's not worth it, come and keep playing."

After saying that, he continued to crackle and crackle the keyboard,

The muddy air in the Internet café drowns not only your sadness, but also your shabby life.

Until the last brother who can accompany you also returns to his hometown to marry and have children,

Suddenly you feel incredibly lonely,

Every day when I come home from work, I am overwhelmed by the empty room,

Open that game, online now only I am alone,

You played a few games, and you thought it was particularly boring.

It was as if everything had lost its taste of the past.

You start to think of your girlfriend's goodness,

Remembering that every day after work, she cooked a hot meal,

It was a pleasure to think of playing with her every night.

You really can't stand this loneliness anymore and start to call her in a frantic way.

What awaits is a sentence of "I'm getting married, delete each other",

Sending a message again is already a "you're not a friend" notification.

You are desperate,

Sadly, you start going to the bar to get drunk,

The lights dilute your moments of sadness,

Although I met a group of fox friends there,

But back home,

Waiting for you,

Still fatal loneliness.

The overwork of the night gradually drains your energy,

Because the work is always wrong, coupled with the sluggishness brought about by the loss of love,

You've been criticized by your supervisor more than once,

In the end, you still did not escape the fate of being dismissed.

These days, you go to the toilet during the day in addition to sleeping.

In the evening, get up and eat casually.

Now you, with no friends, no socializing, are like a broken clock every day, stopping there and not moving.

Looking at the cold world outside the window, you suddenly feel that you are really hard to live, and you want to cry.

You feel useless, you can't take care of yourself, you can't protect your family.

At this time, the phone rang suddenly, and it turned out that the courier had called,

When I went downstairs, I saw that it was something sent by my parents.

The courier box was tied with tape over and over again,

You know in your heart,

Parents are afraid of damage during transportation, so they will be so careful.

On the way back, you suddenly see a man picking up rags,

Looks thinner than you,

He staggered forward, walking with a limp,

In his left hand, he dragged a gray snakeskin bag,

In his right hand, he was holding the cardboard box he had just picked up.

Seeing a thrown water bottle in front of me,

He is like a healthy normal person, walking like a fly,

Getting the bottle, the smile on my face is so innocent,

At this moment, you suddenly feel that your hardship is really nothing,

No matter how difficult the days are, there are always people who smile and face it.

This year is probably your hardest year, right?

It will also be the year that will make you grow the most.

Thank you for the panic that life has given us,

May the King later

Umbrellas for rain,

There is light in the head.