pain! pain! pain! Innate pain! Cone heart piercing pain! Endless pain! The pain struck, he gritted his teeth and the scissors...
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He was born on a cold winter's day.
The honest father looked at the male baby who landed on the ground, held it in his arms and couldn't help but be happy, and gave his son a lively and beautiful name - Baoqing.
However, no one thought that from the time the umbilical cord was cut, there was an inexplicable pain that accompanied Baoqing. Compared with children of the same age, he seems to be particularly crying.
At first, the family thought that the crying children were lively and smart. However, when he was a little older, the joints of his body often bleeded, red and swollen, and he cried and screamed in pain.
"Ah, it hurts! hurt! Baoqing cried and struggled.
Such abnormal behaviors occur frequently, which arouses the attention of parents. Therefore, he took Baoqing to the local hospital for examination.
The doctor's analysis may be caused by rheumatoid arthritis, and it is a needle and a medicine, but it does not work at all. Young Baoqing rolled on the ground in pain, crying and convulsing.
Faced with this scene, his parents panicked and hugged him everywhere to find medicine, whether it was Western medicine, Chinese medicine, or folk herbs, "earth recipes", "secret recipes", and even burning incense and prostrating their heads to pray to God and worship Buddha.
Baoqing's stomach and intestines were damaged by the medicinal soup, resulting in malnutrition, slow development, small growth, and a thin face.
He couldn't jump, he couldn't jump, he couldn't run, he lost a little, he didn't know when and where in his body he was going to bleed, he didn't know when the pain would hit, what would happen.
During the day, his parents had to work in the fields and did not have time to take care of him and accompany him. Bao Ding could not go out to find a playmate by himself, and could only stay alone in the dark old house in a daze.
In the evening, his parents came back from work, saw his pained appearance, and their hearts were like knives, and they held him tightly in their arms. In this family, the little ones cried, and the big ones also cried, and the people in the village cried with their hearts and sighed.
When Baoqing was 14 years old, his mother held the last glimmer of hope and took him from the county seat to the city hospital for medical treatment. The doctor passed the examination and suspected that he had hemophilia, and suggested going to the provincial hospital for further review. Therefore, he was transferred to the provincial hospital, and the final diagnosis was completely consistent with the conclusion of the municipal hospital.
Hemophilia is an inherited bleeding disorder due to a lack of a group of coagulation factors that leads to coagulation disorders, which is characterized by impaired production of active thromboplastin, prolonged clotting time, and a slight post-traumatic bleeding tendency throughout life. "Spontaneous" bleeding can also occur in severely ill patients without significant trauma.
That is to say, for Baoqing, a small bump that is insignificant may lead to incessant blood flow and endanger life. People with this disease are often referred to as "glass people".
Through genetic analysis, Baoqing's hemophilia is caused by genetic mutations. From the day he was born, the pain dragged him like a demon. His first cry was different from other children's, except that no one knew.
At that time, the medical conditions were limited, there was no specific drug to deal with this stubborn disease, and the only way to alleviate the pain was blood transfusion.
In order to raise money for Baoqing for blood transfusions, the family was in debt, and his father worked day and night in the field, selling the young pigs that had not grown up in exchange for money to save his son. The mother hated that she could not grow three heads and six arms, and that one person worked several jobs at the same time, so she wanted to earn more money for her son's blood transfusion.
The pain of the child, the nerves involving the whole family are in pain, pain! pain!
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Because of his illness and inability to do so, Baoqing could not go to school normally, repeated grades four times, and was forced to drop out of school before finishing junior high school, when he turned 19 years old.
How will he make a living if he is still alive in the days to come?
Parents pondered for several nights before coming up with a conservative and traditional way: let their children learn to sew and support themselves by craftsmanship in the future.
Parental decisions are non-negotiable. As the eldest son of the family, Baoqing obeyed the arrangement, went to the door to visit the teacher, began to suppress the lively and active nature, and patiently learned sewing techniques from the master one stitch and one thread.
At first glance, this work is not heavy, nothing more than meditation, patience, carefulness, and perseverance, but it is still a big challenge for a body like Baoqing.
He often lost blood, his body was weak, his bones and joints were deformed, he could not stay up late, he could not stand for a long time, he could not sit for a long time, and he had to overcome the psychological pressure caused by pain.
He struggled again and again on the line of life and death, and again and again came out of the ghost gate like a rebirth, using a very limited time to learn survival skills with the master, accumulating knowledge little by little.
He followed two masters successively, and both masters said that Baoqing was his most proud apprentice, and as long as he persisted, he would definitely become a talent.
After Baoqing left school, he followed his mother to the city to work as an assembly line worker in a jeans factory. Work 12 hours a day, with only one day off a week.
Several times he fell ill in the dormitory, his two knees were swollen like steamed buns, and he died of pain, so he had to rely on his co-workers to help carry water and cook.
Once, after some painful struggle, he asked his co-workers in a trance: "Do you know the meaning of the idioms 'cone heart piercing bone', 'pain is not desired', 'tearing the heart and lungs'?" No, you don't know, only I understand it the most. ”
Yes, women have ten levels of pain in giving birth to children, and the pain of hemophilia is twelve. You say how much he should hurt!
A co-worker saw that in order to resist the pain, his facial features were twisted and deformed, sweaty, and breathless, he hugged him tightly and said with tears: "Brother, I really want to help you!" ”
Baoqing's monthly salary is only two or three hundred yuan, which is only enough to support himself and cannot pay for expensive medical expenses. He clenched his teeth and held on for five years, his joints in various parts of his body severely deformed, and his walk was shaky.
He thought about it and decided to leave the factory and run his own ready-to-wear home workshop. On the one hand, reduce the rush and master the work and rest time; on the other hand, self-reliance, try to reduce the pressure of parents.
Soon, with the help of others, he rented a dilapidated house in the urban village of the city, with an area of only 10 square meters and a ground floor. Then, a sewing machine, two tables, a few scissors, a few samples ...
After the firecrackers were fired, he announced: Baoqing Garment Factory has officially opened!
One man's workshop, one man's stage. From looking for customers, fabric procurement, clothing design, material cutting, to threading needles, finished product ironing, and rushing delivery, all of them are Baoqing's own hands.
With technology, experience, integrity, hard-working and indomitable spirit, he took orders one by one, made a piece of clothing finished products, in exchange for a sum of remuneration, and truly achieved self-sufficiency.
In his work, he harvested love, harvested happiness, and gained full of self-confidence.
The Municipal Disabled Persons' Federation sent him to the province to participate in skills training, and then selected to participate in the provincial and national vocational skills competition for the disabled, he lived up to the expectations of the public, passed the hurdles, frequently won awards, and aimed at the international competition brave sprint.
Some people have made his deeds into a micro-film, which has touched many people and inspired many people.
With the increase of popularity, the business of garment workshops began to increase and expand. Baoqing has established cooperative relations with some fabric factories, garment factories and garment companies. As a result, he rented factories, built workshops, bought equipment, hired workers, built his own team, and started his own entity.
Soon, "Baoqing Garment Industrial Co., Ltd." was officially established to undertake the production of various types of professional clothing, industry clothing, household textile products, fabrics and curtains. In the recruitment of employees, he specifically proposed that priority should be given to people with disabilities who aspire to self-reliance.
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To say that clothing production is a very competitive industry, it is not easy to be among them, it is more difficult to be bigger and stronger, and it is really difficult for a disabled person to break out of his own world!
Baoqing has not been to school, cannot tell the big truth, cannot speak boldly, and cannot refine the "chicken soup for the soul". How did you get these years done? With a calm smile on his thin face, he said shyly, "My experience is only two words: quiet and forbearance." ”
How to understand the words "quiet" and "forbearance"?
Baoqing once heard a hematologist say that hemophilia is very strange and has the phenomenon of "son preference". People with this disease are very intelligent, have understanding, and learn everything faster than ordinary people to progress and improve faster. This is in response to the saying, "When God closes a door, he opens a window for you." ”
He knew in his heart that this disease was incurable and that the pain would accompany him for the rest of his life. The family was poor and couldn't afford to give him a blood transfusion, and his parents were already very sad.
At this time, he did not despair, nor was he discouraged, but became calm, made up his mind, fought a battle against the water, retreated into advance, and endured!
Fortunately, later the state developed a recombinant human coagulation factor VIII injection, which is injected every three days, which can correct or prevent bleeding problems and greatly alleviate the pain of patients.
After Baoqing took the drug, the disease was controlled, and finally there was a time to breathe a sigh of relief, and the quality of life slowly improved. What a blessing in disguise!
It should be admitted that many times disabled people will be in a helpless situation, need a person to fight alone, patience does not mean cowardice and retreat, it is a manifestation of a person's willpower to the limit, is a "nuclear weapon" to fight against disease. Only those who carry the hidden tolerance to the end can become the final winner.
After experiencing the baptism of pain again and again, and fighting hard again and again, Baoqing felt that hemophilia was not terrible, the pain did not matter, and the physical damage was nothing remarkable.
He is now fully able to calm himself down after the pain, regain his mood, put aside distractions, read and learn without distraction, delve into clothing making techniques, and give full play to his ingenuity.
He even thinks that bad things can be turned into good things, and misfortune can be turned into luck. If it were not for the constraints of illness, perhaps he would be a idle person, spending time and energy on brushing mobile phones to play games, and his youth was wasted, and he would not achieve anything in the end.
Along the way, he learned to accept reality, to live in peace with illness, to be in pain, and to be happy.
This reminds me of the bound Prometheus in ancient Greek mythology, who went through all kinds of pain and suffering and never lost faith and courage. "Meditation" and "hidden forbearance" are life perceptions extracted from tribulations, simple, true, and philosophical.
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The cold past spring came early!
In the Fifth National Vocational Skills Competition for the Disabled, Baoqing successfully won the laurel of the men's wear production project with a total score of 95 points, and won the honorary title of national technical expert.
Not long after, he participated in the World Vocational Skills Competition for Persons with Disabilities. A yellow-skinned, dark-eyed, single-skinned player stood in the men's production team with great energy, surprising the world.
In the face of hard-won achievements and honors, Baoqing was excited, and there was a feeling of breaking the cocoon and turning butterflies in his heart, as well as a sense of the value of life. He proves that people with disabilities can not only support themselves, but also live a wonderful life!
At the same time, under the aura of achievements and honors, he always maintained a clear mind, knowing that the work could not be completed, and the money could not be earned.
In terms of business, the digestion capacity of their own factories is limited, physical conditions do not allow blind participation in market competition, can not accept large orders, greed for fast expansion of production is easy to plant. We must adhere to the quality first, and win with integrity.
In the face of the complex and changeable clothing market, he set his sights on the development direction of women's clothing customization, mainly serving modern fashion women. Guarantee that every piece of women's clothing customized here will be a unique boutique, worn out without colliding with shirts, with personality and taste.
In his spare time, he likes to listen to music, plant flowers and plants, meditate in the depths of nature, and relax himself in the tranquility of nature. Maybe on the way to pick up and drop off her daughter to school, maybe when a person walks the West Lake and shuttles through the laneways of Jingshi, there are many design inspirations in my head. He captures various fashion elements of life and integrates clothing design concepts, and tries his best to add a beautiful scenery to the city.
Today, Baoqing has many positions, in addition to serving as a director of a clothing company, he also serves as a municipal disabled person. He said: "I am disabled and I know what people with disabilities think and aspire to. Most people with disabilities now depend on the Government and the family for their livelihoods. I want to integrate the resources and forces of all aspects of society, provide suitable venues for the disabled, find suitable projects, help them get rid of inferiority complex, support them to find employment, or start their own businesses. The ultimate goal is to let the disabled people huddle together to warm up, form a big family, integrate into social life, and share a better future. ”
I firmly believe that under baoqing's scissors, the painful days will gradually drift away, and life will become more and more exciting!