Chekhov – grief

Can you say that Petrov did not love his wife, although for forty years he had only drunk and slept and beat his wife for three things, and on the short snowy road Petrov fantasized about his whole life, and what needed to be done to his wife and his career, secretly swearing that if his wife was safe and sound, he would start a new life, and people would die, and his words would be good. When everyone withdraws from life, they can see a little bit of human brilliance and will begin to repent and reflect. This storyline is like facing the end of various things, tearing our hearts and lungs with remorse, looking back on the past like a marquee, and imagining where it began to be wrong, infinitely hoping to return to the past and straighten everything out. Along the way Petrov did not dare to look back at his wife, and death was the last thing he wanted to face. He thinks that things in this world have become too fast, his grief has just begun, it should not end so soon, he has not had time to let the old woman live a good life, he has not had time to show love to her, how did she die? They had lived together for forty years, but those forty years had been like a nightmare: poor, fighting and drinking, and not having a good day, and besides, he was about to change his past, he was about to love the old woman, and when he was about to say sorry like she was sorry, she died.

Love and hate is not more than a hundred years, everyone's biggest enemy is themselves, a lifetime of dealing with themselves. When my parents were young, they often quarreled, very fierce, and they would drop things and move knives, but I don't know when I began to accept these things, realizing that even if I love again, there will be trivialities in life, so arguing is a normal thing, keeping the bottom line of morality, except for death, there is nothing that cannot be tolerated and let go. Until now, I can't tell how much they love each other, only that they may already be a part of each other's lives, although this part is unacceptable to themselves, and there are often emotions that they want to get rid of, but maybe that is life. With the passage of time, the ability to empathize with the strong, you know that many things are not just love, and willing to be together, but more together, once with the father shopping, casually in a stall to buy snacks, all the way to eat, there are still a few, turned to the father said, to no longer buy a box for the mother, the father said not to buy, the first reaction at that time is, why, this little thing can not bring some to the mother, the father continued: "The whole box of your mother must say that you spend money indiscriminately, you have left these two, She went back to eat a lot of fragrant. "At that time, a wave of sourness surged into my heart, and now people in society think that new, more, and expensive is good, and I think so, but at that moment I understood how much my father understood my mother." My mother is such a person, no matter what the new she said expensive, don't buy, spend money indiscriminately, but others left her, turned out the clothes or things many years ago, will give me a look, but the popular style, but that style I have only seen in old photos. When they were young, they lived in poverty, their mother had seven children in the family, it is conceivable that the father is fine, there are two sisters on it, the grandmother is very loving, the father always describes to me when the two people first met, the mother's eating appearance, when the eyes are full of contempt Today seems to be full of memories. My mother always said that if it wasn't for me, I had divorced my father earlier, she cried back to herself, she was sad, she would tell me, she would scold my father, but once my father suddenly came back, my mother suddenly turned her face and didn't say, and then she said, Your father is not in good health, let him hear that he should be angry. Two people over fifty years old, life does not give two people more intellectual wisdom, but more and more ordinary calm, the mother is still very cute, often do something to make people laugh, the father is also constantly mature, the mother often pointed out to me, said you see your father is bald. Their love story may also be like in the novel, a few words, a few sentences can be summarized, but few people know how they love each other, I only know that their story is still going on, still writing, and I am only a witness. Everyone in the long life, there will be a time of continuous self-struggle, I hope not to be like the sad writing, lost to know how to cherish, after the struggle, face the person in front of you, if she is still there, please treat it with heart.