Young love is a disaster that can not be avoided

After enduring the restlessness for a long time, I finally broke out yesterday, hum, "What a stupid girl" There was a voice that seemed to circle in my ear. Delete the other party's WeChat one second ago, look up at the time the screen points, 13:53, 53 mistakenly deleted? Oh, nature is very difficult to change, otherwise why does God become God. The gift gives me a sense of satisfaction, like the ceremony of holding a sacrifice, choosing a day, arranging, preparing, and on that day, like a god presenting a load of sincerity, may the future be smooth, stable and peaceful, and the sun is shining.

I also gave Ge Ge a gift, which is a gift in the true sense of the word. Ge Ge was just a boy. I want to be friends with him. Knowing Ge Ge was when I was most humiliated and helpless, and Ge Ge was the iron brother of the person I liked. At that time, in the film and television novels filled with love soap bubbles, the love blood in my heart was awakened, and on an afternoon when I was prepared like I was not prepared, I said to a high school classmate, I like you.

I'll call him xixi. Then, Xixi said to wait for him to get back to me in a week. I held my phone every day and waited for a reply, and before it was a week, Xixi deleted me, and at that moment, I shrunk my heart into my stomach. It says it hurts. No one responded. But I still remember him, a back, the front and back seats of the exam, posture, look, I will not be so bad bar a little obsession to make me find him again, to be an ordinary friend is not also very good, re-add back to QQ.

When did it start to become delusional again? Oh, he sent one, or let's try dating. Ah, try it, maybe after I lose my temper and ignore me again, I will cry for a long time, no one will pay attention to me, there are people outside the heavens and the earth, will it? Who is it? How did it know that there was a broken sound screaming and crying, and the wooden hammer that beat the drum outside the gate of the county court never stopped, through the throat, the vocal cords, the pain, changed a kind of vocal cords, and did not stop. Because there's still a little bit of strength. If the martial arts special effects in the movie can be moved to real life, how good it is, then the sound can break through the hard bricks, will there be echoes from thousands of miles away, haha!

However, this time I refused. I don't want to try, my relationship with xixi, love is a kind of faith, I will also be in, not simply touch, wrinkled and discarded, like an object. Xixi replied, All right. Everyone is living their own lives, a few more months or a year? To grow up, to find their own money to go, the university did not learn any skills of leaning on the body, hey graduate school anyway everyone is in graduate school, the family is calling again to care about the phone, the pressure is great, I am now so good ah to start making money, they will definitely be happy for me, haha!

There's going to be a war, maybe a year, maybe many years, and I'll think of you, and if I never see you again, then, before I go, I'll see you. I told Xixi that I want to go to Nankai on National Day, I want to go to Nankai University, Nankai is in Tianjin, Xixi is in Hebei, Beijing-Tianjin-Hebei, let's meet there. Xixi didn't reply for a long time, I almost cried, I don't know why I cried, maybe it makes me feel bad.

Xixi said he also went to Beijing. Oh, got it. When I get to Beijing, I want to tell him that my dear uncle's family is in Beijing, oh, xixi will not want to ask me, is your uncle's family okay, what is it like? I'll crack it and say a bunch of it.

October holiday finally arrived, I first went to Tianjin, Nankai is more low-key than imagined, at the moment in Nankai, as if I have become a Nankai person, just when I have a dream I will not face it for 5 minutes. Thinking xixi, turned out his mobile phone and asked him, xixi said that he was in Peking University, I was still wandering around Tsinghua, asked me to go to him, well, I have a bicycle, and it will pass in a while.

Finally see xixi! Oh, hahaha, why I laughed, I don't know, it's because I saw xixi! But xixi stared at me to see what I was doing, I had something dirty on my face! Mad, looking at me, I still raised my head high again. It's done!

The first time they met, it was an unpleasant rush. How to make Xi Xi tell me that he likes me, so I want to cry, Xi Xi is laughing at me. I thought I had been pretending to be happy to see Xixi, but when I heard him say, no wonder you have so many acne. I cried. It's sad. I'm so ugly, xixi doesn't praise me for being good-looking and says I have acne and whining.

On the day of the separation, I was worried, Xixi didn't see that I was in disguise, really, I was afraid that the next second I would not be able to stop crying in front of him, that shame oh. You have said goodbye to me, I can't regret turning back, I will go, you waved to me and said goodbye.

On the second floor of the waiting hall, I secretly looked down at you, you are still standing at the exit of the hall that sent me, you will call me, say let me not go, say you did not abandon me, yes or no, but no.

I saw it with my own eyes, you left, you messaged me that bored on the road can chat with me. Because thank you for this. You're finally gone, right. Then I was going to go too, two thousand kilometers away, so far away I could surely forget, to forget this place that had broken my heart. Finally, the carriage was crowded with lively pedestrians, I was infected, I thought xixi, pulled out the mobile phone from the bag and called xixi, wow, I got on the car, how did he say that the sound was not good, was it my voice that was not good? There was no response again. Sure enough, he didn't like me at all... How ridiculous I was in front of him, I was humiliating myself. Sad people don't even want to look at the sad place, I want to go back, to face everything I should face, what voice is telling me, go back to the real world, be a war horse, I'm going to fight, wait, after this battle, will you find out, you also like me.

When we were young, we always thought that we could do a lot of things for the people in our hearts, but when we grew up, we found that the years were short and difficult to look back.

"Young Favorite"

The short passage of time is hard to look back

I can't hope to wear the shadowy time

There are always some fragments that are hard to forget in the mind

I remembered the rest of my life

The clear appearance gradually became abstract

Trying to grasp it is becoming more and more difficult to resist

The death of youth and ignorance

I like you for your youth

Blushing bravery

The warmth of your palms

Hold every inch of temptation

No more lamenting the impermanence of fate

Learned to fight against reality

Later the young likes

Become a stubborn answer

Each stood at both ends of the silence

Finally scattered at the end