Life has cracks, and the sun can shine in.
In 2021, half a hundred, sighed, almost swallowed by the crack. I don't want to think back or talk about more than ten years of illness, and I don't want to repeat the pain.
But from another point of view, the whole person has been honed by life and has undergone earth-shaking changes, mainly personality, which has increased resilience.
Then there is the mentality, which is manifested in emotions, and there will be no major ups and downs. Yes, anything is a small thing in the face of life and death.
If you have a choice, no one wants to live through the ups and downs, and they all want it to be smooth sailing. But since fate has arranged it this way, it must be faced.
Everything that happens will have a cause and effect, and it will benefit me.
Life is a practice, the mountains are high and the road is far away, although the road is full of thorns, but all the tribulations will pass.
This year should be the dividing line of my life.
01. Review the bumpy experiences
If we say that in the first 50 years: going to school - working in a state-owned enterprise - buying out business - opening a store - micro-business - agent, during this period, I got a serious illness, nine deaths, and have been half-life for more than a decade.
What sustains me are my children, my family and the three words: "Don't give up." Because of physical reasons, it is not suitable for opening a store, so I will do an online agent.
There has always been a voice in my heart that warns me: "You can't do nothing and be idle." "You can't be a waster, you can't drag your family down.
In this process, the books that accompanied me the most were books, which accompanied me through the difficult days and nights, forgetting the pain and broadening my horizons...
When I was hospitalized, I was holding a hanging bottle while reading the Tao Te Ching. Because of illness, life was suspended, no longer busy with various things every day, but able to calm down and read.
Read more, the face naturally changes, many times, you may think that many of the books you have read have become a cloud of smoke, no longer remember, in fact, they are still potential, in temperament, in the conversation, in the endless mind, of course, may also be revealed in life and words. - Sanmao
02, 2021 a year of historic significance
Opportunity always favors those who are prepared.
Accidentally saw an advertisement of Ewha Book Garden: "Reading monetization", never heard of it, open the video to understand.
Reading monetization, also known as dismantling book monetization, is to disassemble and integrate the content of the book through reading, and write out various monetization content.
There is such a good thing, it feels like it is tailor-made for me. For those who like to read, this is undoubtedly good news.
So I signed up for the 35-day training camp for reading and realizing held by Teacher Zheng Xiaoqian. I have unlocked recommended book manuscripts, book reviews, and textbooks, and prefer to write emotional essays.
This 35 days of learning is especially thanks to our substitute teacher May, who is a very cute and down-to-earth little teacher.
She is particularly patient, sometimes knowing very simple problems, but she does not understand, May teacher will explain from all angles, until the understanding.
Although she has to work, often works overtime, and has a young son who has a birthday, she has been tutoring us and grading our homework until late at night.
The students encouraged praise as long as they made a little progress, and a group of adults found the feeling of childhood.
A group of people doing a positive thing together is easy to harvest and full of positive energy.
In this training camp, I also met a group of like-minded students from all over the country, all of whom like to read, exchange reading and writing together, and have common topics.
For these 35 days, every day we input - reading, output - writing homework, turning in homework, grading by the teacher, we modify the homework, and every day is enriched and busy.
Classmates are better than learning to catch up with each other, really a bit of a feeling when they used to go to school, a group of people to do a meaningful thing together, especially motivated.
I've always had a habit of taking notes while reading a book, and seeing that the sentences in the book that are heartfelt and insightful will be recorded in the book.
This book of reading notes is exactly the program of collecting materials that the teacher talked about, and it can be used to read books and monetize.
Opportunities just give you a good starting point, and what you do next is up to you.
03, how to move forward in the future
In the past, when I worked in a state-owned enterprise, I liked to write something, and I also published an essay like "teenagers don't know the taste of sorrow, and they have to talk about sorrow".
Participating in the reading and monetization training camp, every day of study, little by little accumulation, lit up a small flame of hope in the heart, and lit up the way forward in the future.
Although the training camp is over, reading and monetizing have been integrated into life. Although there is no teacher to supervise reading and writing homework, I have become accustomed to reading and writing as soon as I have time.
When I sit at my desk and take notes, my husband will laugh and joke: "Write your homework well, or sue the teacher." ”
Submissions need to be uploaded in QQ mailbox, QQ has not been useful for more than ten years, my husband restarted QQ with me, after uploading a successful manuscript, he was happier than me.
Although the child works in the field, but every day will be video, the topic of communication is to read a book, when the child heard that I was edited with "flying book", it was very surprising, she had to use "flying book" every day to work.
Participating in the training camp to understand the sound realization, it is recommended that the child to understand, the daughter learned broadcasting, vocal music when she was a child, I want her to develop hobbies in her spare time, enrich herself.
Teacher Xiao Qian talked about how to operate his own reading and monetization path after the camp, which is particularly clear and clear.
I registered a few self-media, daily dynamics, will also send articles, a month's time, today's headlines and hundreds of numbers have income, although very small, but also full of confidence look forward to writing a hit.
Occasionally try to submit a manuscript, that is, try it, practice your hands, and have the feeling of throwing stones to ask for directions.
In this training camp, many things are started from scratch, although there are twists and turns in the process, but in the end they have learned, happy at the same time there is the joy of growth.
People must keep pace with the times and live to learn from old age, otherwise they will be disconnected from society, eliminated, and even chat with children without a topic.
One person is the sum of the books she has read. Your positive efforts will form a positive magnetic field, which will affect and drive your children, and your family will also be in a positive cycle.
The real positive energy is that you live as a beam of light, and when others come close to you, they are close to the light. Teacher Xiaoqian is such a person, and I am very lucky to walk into Teacher Xiaoqian and learn from her.
For the rest of his life, he will always take the road of reading and monetization, turn his hobby into a career, keep up with the pace of the struggle of teacher Xiao qian, enrich himself, and motivate the people around him.
The harder you work, the luckier you get, cherish every minute and every second of your limited life. No matter what kind of chess life is, there is no regret in the fall, the good and bad in the past are experiences, take every step of the current chess, and have no regrets in the future.