Amorous people give their love to whom

1

On my 30th birthday, I received a fly of flowers and gifts at the company early in the morning.

Taken apart, it's a gemstone necklace.

In my drawers, there are several necklaces of these kinds, from cheap to expensive: silver, K gold, platinum, all the way to witness the success and prosperity of the giver.

I was wearing a silver ring that I had given me when I was 20 years old. After an era so long ago, I still clearly remember what he said at that time: "Honey, when you have money later, buy you a good one." ”

He did have money, but he didn't have our future.

On the line, YiFei waited there and couldn't wait to ask me: "Do you like gifts?" ”

In fact, he should know that the young lady has long since become a woman who can stand alone, and those gifts, to me, are dispensable, and for him, perhaps it is just out of inner guilt and wants to make up for it with materials.

I suddenly wanted to try him, tapping the keyboard lightly: "I haven't seen you in a long time, can you come?" ”

There was a moment of silence.

I stared at his avatar and sneered, knowing that I couldn't, I still had to try, whose heart was broken?

Sure enough, Yifei said, "Xiaohua, I'm sorry, you know..."

"Yes, I know." I interrupted him hastily, not wanting to hear any more reasons. Time has passed so long that I can't see him clearly.

Now, he is in the coastal city thousands of miles away from me, his career, his family, the grassland that enriches his life, I am just a flying dandelion, falling with the wind, and if there is another gust of wind, it will still leave.

Upset, although I could see clearly, I couldn't extricate myself.

2

Before leaving work, assistant Xiao Wu walked in: "Director Chen, are you interested in having a happy Friday night with us?" ”

I looked up and thought that instead of guarding a room full of cold self-pity, I should go on a rampage.

In the K song room, I deliberately indulged, carrying beer bottles, bumping with this, touching that, and directly blowing bottles to drink heroically. Soon, three points drunk, some fluttering.

Xiao Wu came over and tried to stop me, but I pushed me away: "I'm happy, don't bother me." He was speechless and sat in the corner of the couch, looking at me from time to time.

After drinking too much beer, I walked out of the KTV box and heard who was singing: "Many lovers have given their souls to whom, why are their eyes always covered with ash..."

Dejected. Pulling out his phone and checking it over and over again, he got obsessive-compulsive stubbornness until tears came up silently.

Yifei always shuts down as soon as I get home, and doesn't give me the slightest chance to harass.

Sitting on the toilet in the bathroom, I cried loudly, finished crying, washed my face with water, combed my hair and makeup. Pushing open the door of the box again to meet Xiao Wu's gaze, I smiled slightly.

This is life.

Sit down and keep drinking, more fiercely, more fiercely. I can't wait to soak the name Yifei in wine, drink it, drain it, and let him and those excrement all go to hell!

I thought about it happily, and I actually smirked. Xiao Wu said, "Director Chen, you are drunk. ”

So the birds and beasts scattered.

Xiao Wu sent me home. The overflowing smell of gasoline in the taxi seduced the alcohol in my stomach, as if there were monsters stirring up the wind and overturning the river and the sea, I leaned on Xiao Wu's shoulder, confused, opened my mouth and vomited...

The next day, wake up to the warm aroma of food. Last night's everything, vaguely remembered, check the body wear, although the clothes are wrinkled, fortunately complete.

Xiao Wu was working in the kitchen, and when he saw me wake up, he blushed: "I can't find your home, so I have to bring you here." ”

I apologized to Xiao Wu, who waved the spatula and said lightly: "Nothing, people have unhappy times." ”

I stared at him suspiciously, and he was embarrassed, and defended: "You have been dreaming all night, calling a man's name." ”

Some hate, hate themselves, whether asleep or awake, can't forget the ruthless man.

3

Gamble like angry, for a long time ignored a fly, see him online, I immediately stealth or offline, the email is not returned, the text message does not return.

He seemed to be very worried, and chased after him and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Why ignore me? What happened? "But I know that no matter how anxious he is, he can't run to see me at all costs, and that's the measure by which he loves me."

It's hard to get through. But fortunately, there was Xiao Wu, because I knew the wound in my heart, the distance began to close.

This young man from the countryside has the simplicity and expanse of the earth. Since he knew how to fly, I needed to talk so much, so I borrowed the ear of the dirt and buried it when I heard it.

As I spoke, I cried, and I felt more and more miserable, and finally I cried and fell into his arms. His arms were a little tight, and his body temperature was a little high, and when he opened his eyes, he saw something floating past his face like a wisp of smoke.

His lips came close together, and I turned my face in panic, and the kiss landed on the cheek.

I was extremely angry, dragged him to the door, across the crack of the door, and said: "Come again, I will open you!" ”

4

In the middle of the night, Yifei suddenly sent me a text message, saying that his daughter was sick, very sick, and his heart was in tatters.

My fingers ran over the phone buttons, only to sigh and shut down.

Yifei is too smart, knowing that I can never see through this "love" word, it is hard to turn me from his lover into an extramarital lover, part-time confidant, lyrical and worried for him.

He always said that I was his first love, precious. To say that he and his wife is only for the sake of profit, has nothing to do with love. If you compare me with her, I am the white moonlight, and she is just a grain of white rice.

White moonlight is when there is emotion, white rice grains can be wrapped in the abdomen, who is more important than whom, he is more inseparable from whom, in fact, at a glance.

The reason why I have not been able to pull out is because I have lost to my own long feelings.

Flying is also my first love. When he left, I was in pain and came back to life, but when he appeared in front of me again, a tear, a hug, a kiss, a love, I remembered nothing, I didn't care about anything.

In this way, I have always been a.

5

Xiao Wu's name for me changed from "Director Chen" to "Ji Hua", and with his somewhat ambiguous and confused eyes, it really made my scalp tingle.

During the day, Ichigo's head has been gray. I didn't think or worry about him in the end, and sent him an email, with the sympathy of a confidant, telling him not to worry, everything would be fine.

After the email was sent, I stood in front of the window on the 16th floor and watched the traffic below.

The weather was bad and gray, just like I was in. But Xiao Wuyu did not know whether he was alive or dead, and when he sent the documents, he invited me to go to the movie together at night, which was actually "Pleasant Sheep and Gray Wolf".

I glared at him coldly, "Don't remind me of my old age and decay with the innocence of a child." ”

He looked down and pondered, and then he looked up, and there was disdain in his eyes: "You are a coward." ”

He was right. Love, if after Waterloo, Napoleon can't stand up, why can I stand up?

6

I actually received a call from Yifei, who was in a meeting, left the strange eyes of my colleagues, and hid in the bathroom to answer.

He cried bitterly on the phone: "Xiaohua, my daughter is gone, what to do, what to do?!" ”

I was shocked at first, and slowly wave after wave of evil joy rippled out.

Yifei always said that his daughter was an angel in the human world, and for her daughter, no matter what, he would not divorce his wife. Now, the angel is back in heaven. It was as if I had walked in the darkness for a long time, and when I was close to despair, I unexpectedly saw a ray of light.

I said sentimentally, "I'll go see you." ”

But he refused, without thinking. "She's very emotionally unstable right now and I can't leave her."

I silently closed my phone. The sun was suddenly gone, still gray.

But still not assured, not dead hearted. Want to hear from him every day and wonder what he's doing? What I dare not think about is that he and his wife, because together they are suffering great grief, feeling sorry for each other, and their hearts are close to each other's comfort.

The flight was silent, as if the loss of voice and crying that day was the end of the end.

I decided to go quietly to see him. It was the first time I had set foot in a city where he had been, and it had been his loan to meet me before.

Standing at the door of Yifei Company, my heart beat like a drum.

I soon saw him, holding a woman in her hand: not young, haggard.

It was at the end of the work hours that many employees greeted them and flew in response, and the hand never let go.

The coastal city was windy, and I quietly hid to the side, watching the wind blow the woman's long hair, and Yifei carefully combed them and clamped them with a small hairpin. I also saw that the woman said something to Yifei, and yifei was in the middle of people, hugging the woman tightly in her arms, with a look of pity.

If this is not love, then I don't understand, what is love?

I suddenly regretted standing here. Tearfully dialing the mobile phone, only "beeping" twice, it was hung up by Yifei, hit again, and hung up again. The third time, he shut down.

That's my love.

I can't blame Yifei for cheating on me, every married man wants to sleep with other women, according to the custom, always have to orchestrate some marital unhappiness, so that cheating can be at ease. I only complained that I was too stupid and too affectionate, thinking that our love was not much different from ten years ago, but I forgot that all love songs are sung like that: our love will not come back after it has passed.

The silver ring on my hand has long lost its luster, yellow, and dull, but I still have a heart of first love, and when the love of the past comes, I seem to be waiting with joy and sorrow.

If I was willing to let go resolutely, would Yifei be relieved and thank me for completely freeing him?

Walking aimlessly in the salty wind of the city, I was confused. I can't tell whether over the years, I have loved the memory of a flight to promise me a better future, or after the reunion, because the distance is too far away, I have to rely on imagination to fly perfectly? But I knew that it could never be the man who had just held his wife tightly in his arms.

The mobile phone in the bag kept whispering, it was Xiao Wu. He said he was right outside my house and had been waiting for me.

I am noncommittal. After hanging up the phone, he sent a message to Yifei: "Goodbye." ”

Then, finally, the 11 numbers were removed.