Freshness can come, but my love will never come again

The days after the breakup, let's hear how we survived

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I had a long time with him, and then the cold war, and finally did not contact, every night I slept until midnight to wake up and look at the phone, but there was nothing on the screen, every day to do a lot of things to distract myself, but the heart will still hurt, or will miss

It turns out that I can really break up for a few days without eating, I can't sleep, I have no appetite, weight loss, I wake up crying in my dreams, I stay up until two or three in the morning, you see, it's dawn, I survived another day

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During that time, I didn't sleep well for more than a month, I could only fall asleep at two or three o'clock in the morning every day, I would wake up at five or six o'clock, I didn't eat well for more than a month, and I couldn't eat a little bit and I would cry.

I remember a day or two after the breakup, I decided to pack my bags alone and go to Lijiang to relax, I prepared all my things alone, arrived at the airport waiting, looked out the window, suddenly cried, arrived in Lijiang, sat in the car, watched people coming and going, I suddenly cried tears my heart out, thinking that it should be two people who came here. Only to know that breaking up and going out on a trip alone is not okay at all, it will only make you more sad. It's been almost a year, and my life is finally on track, and I occasionally look back, but I have to keep looking forward.

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I am very fortunate that I have also survived that period of gray days, the sequelae is that now I am not interested in anyone, the freshness can be said to come, say no, before the love of the miserable that person turned back to me, there is no wave in the heart ...