The British philosopher Bacon said that on the road of life, the nearest shortcut is usually the worst road!
Yes, that's what I've been through over the past decade, and it's also completely dead ends! In my thirties, watching my peers, getting married and having children, and even some of them are divorced and married, but I am always lost in my own world, dare not face reality, and always fantasize about being able to achieve the turnaround of life through shortcuts!
Ten years ago, the pride in my father's eyes, ten years of cold window, I was also admitted to the university, for a poor rural area, it is not easy to come out of a college student! And I also worked harder, and in my spare time, I went to find a part-time job in a restaurant, and I went to school to earn living expenses for myself while working, because children from the countryside have a strong sense of strength and self-esteem!
In fact, all the changes are after talking about the object in the sophomore year, because of a momentary good feeling, I talked about the object with a classmate of the same class, but because of the immaturity of the mind, it was always because of a little trivial matter, tearing up the bullshit! If a student can't handle emotional problems well, there is no extra mind to learn! Then I learned to skip class, and my classmates in the same bed pulled together to borrow wine to pour sorrow! Playing cards in the dormitory, clashing with classmates in the lower grades, going to the animation game hall in the society, emotional frustration completely makes you forget your origins, and forget how you should learn to deal with things, is to escape!
The self-study exam that reported did not end in a hurry, because the school mandatorily required that there must be a skill certificate to graduate, and this certificate is to pay three hundred yuan to buy a certificate, give you the answer package, because of the problem of money, plus feel that this certificate is useless, the strength in the bones, let yourself make up your mind not to pay the unjust money, I do not believe that the school does not give the graduation certificate!
But when I graduated, when the whole class didn't get my diploma alone, I was confused! Because usually no matter how hard I study, students who have won scholarships, that kind of confused scene when graduating can not be forgotten for a lifetime, send away all the classmates, leaving me alone and not knowing where to go!
A person with luggage can only go to his own part-time restaurant first, have a job first, and have a place to live! In fact, later everything also had room for redemption, and then the instructor also found me, saying that as long as I paid the money, I would give you a diploma, and once I even went with the money, but the psychological trick was that I couldn't get through that pass, and I also made a complete decision, isn't it a broken graduation certificate, no I can, mix up a personal sample!
However, the reality is so cruel, without a diploma, even if you enter the factory, you can only go to the dry assembly line, and there is no difference between those who have not gone to school! So, here I also advise those children who go to school, why do not have a diploma, no culture can get ahead, you have no background, no foundation at home, in your society that can only rely on yourself, that diploma is your minimum guarantee!
Because the same into the factory to work, people have a diploma, once you enter the factory, the basic salary is higher than you, the promotion space is also larger than you, and you are on the assembly line, hard work will not get any good opportunities, who cares whether you have culture, even if you say that you have culture, you have to come up with proof!
Just graduated, feel that they are still young, for this flower world, full of freshness, thinking of playing for a few years, and then consider getting married, the result is that this idea has made himself on the wrong road, go too far, forget the original intention!
From frugality to luxury, from luxury to thrifty. I earned a salary, I always spent it with a lot of money, I don't know how to deal with the money, every month is moonlight, and then I accidentally encountered lottery tickets, high-frequency lottery, and completely stimulated the innate gambling in my heart!
When you have money, you can buy it, and as soon as you have time, you can do it in the lottery shop, study the lottery, and dream of being able to achieve salted fish through this shortcut! The money you lose is because you win money, and the money you win is not in your plan at all, so you don't care too much! If you lose, you will wake up and stay away, but gambling is the most serious thing to control your heart!
Won will not close, but also want to win more, lose, but also think of one day to turn the book, so, a man, this life can not go to the gambling, touch, is no longer their own, no matter how strong your control, one day you will be because of a little thing, a little emotional head, let you lose your mind, a thousand days to chop wood a day to burn!
Brothers who go out to work, it is not that we are not hard enough, but in this materialistic real society, we have too little experience, there are too many routines in society, and we are too easy to lose ourselves!
Can you think of a beautiful girl and a middle-aged man, on the road met said that the family is superior, out of the house encountered difficulties, asked you to borrow money, tomorrow immediately return you, can be a liar?
On the street, you encounter chess pieces, guessing the number of melon seeds, corn kernels, you know that it is a deception, but why do you still send ghosts to join in the fun, and then be deceived?
Can you think of someone on the street who deliberately sprinkles gold grains and throws away wallets, as long as you pick them up, someone will surround you, blackmail you, and make you pay money!
Can you think of buying a piece of fried cake on the street, you can also be deceived, a knife down, more than a hundred yuan, you don't buy it, don't pay money, immediately surrounded by people, the police come to no avail!
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Too many routines, let us grow, but also let us learn to disguise, we are always inadvertently, lost ourselves! We forgot the direction of home and forgot the way home!
Ten years later, I knew that I had gone too far down the wrong path, and I chose to go back to my hometown, past experiences, full of bitterness and regret! I want to start over, in this hometown where I was born and raised, where I love people and the people who hurt me the most in the world! I am afraid that if one day, my spiritual world collapses, I will never find the courage to live again!
Born poor, our fault tolerance rate is very low! In fact, now I am also a little confused, because gambling, let myself lose not only money, but more is the good youth that should have worked hard! Now I have decided to find myself, because when there is no one, I have a dialogue with my heart, what I can really get, what I care about most!
Listen to the inner arrangement, no longer hold a fluke mentality, down-to-earth, find yourself, in order not to let yourself in the future life be like this mood, full of regret and regret!
In this world, as long as our father and mother, they will dig out their hearts and lungs for us, and they will not remember any returns! Parents are here, there is still a place to go in life, parents are not there, life is only the way home!
People who see the article, may you be healthy, work smoothly, and wish all parents in the world well-being!