"If, that's all there is to it, what a torturous thing it is, and how long it will torture me before I can forget you." If love is just like this, how many unforgettable hearts and how many sleepless nights can be exchanged for the little strength that I have to resist loneliness. Those sweet onces, gone with the wind, disappeared at the end of the day. ”
The old things are halfway through life, turning around and looking back at the past in the hometown like smoke, Wangza Nanfei is pleasant, walking and stopping to forget when today is; autumn cicadas chirping the empty bamboo idle seat, dream Yaoxiang sound next to the creek road, family affection and noble family, the heart reads a dream hometown sound, returning to the heart like an arrow When the beginning was young; Dream water town I love you, sesame watermelon city south of the old things overlap Mingjian.
01～
"If you have smelled the fragrance of flowers, don't ask whose flowers are red, love is heavy, drunk and drunk, flowers blossom and thank you is ultimately empty, fate does not stay, like the spring breeze comes and goes, women are like flowers and flowers like dreams." 」
Because the young people have shallow cognition, as long as they work hard, hold a passion and go south with their friends...
My parents originally asked me to re-study the college entrance examination, but I was proud of my talents and wanted to earn money early to support my family and reduce the burden.
At that time, the family was really difficult to provide, our sisters had food, clothing, shelter, and transportation, and my father's January salary was indeed calculated by my mother, and then calculated...
Sometimes I find my mother getting up in the middle of the night sobbing, crying and saying what the children should do, one by one, yellow-skinned, and next month I will pay the tuition fee to the second brother, and the book fee will wait a little longer...
All this was heard, and I was bitter in my heart and prepared to go south after high school. Because as a girl, I can go to high school, and if I have enough, I can prepare to work and study on my own, because I always have a dream of going to college.
I am very envious of those children who went to college until now, if they had chosen to continue studying, what kind of mood would they have been?
Fortunately, the teenager has the courage to explore, is not afraid of failure, and this time the vicissitudes have become mulberry fields, and finally took root in the old place of Guangzhou, honestly cultivating for 20 years...
From a young girl to a middle-aged person, the sour, sweet and bitter is only experienced by yourself, and the family is treated with good news and no worries, and there is as much support as possible at home. At that time, desperately making money was to supplement the family, Dad's administrative salary was not high, so as to reduce some of the burden on the family, and the parents were happy to keep their mouths shut, and finally let the two younger brothers go to school, they also had a good job today, and started a family, which made me feel very relieved, and finally relaxed.
02～
"After experiencing the wind and rain, I only hope that on the bumpy road, I can have a heart to follow; After a hundred turns and a thousand times, I only hope that on the difficult embankment, I can raise a glass with my confidant and eliminate all fatigue. ”
At the beginning, a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, from what would not carry simple luggage to work in the factory, slowly rose to a small management. Despite this, I did not dare to slack off and slacken off, but made great efforts to set goals for myself.
Only in this way can I make my life a little better, and I know that only by working hard and diligently, and only by learning skills compared to others can I change my situation.
Kung Fu pays off, and in the end, the fate of the harder you work, the better your life will be improved. At this moment, it has also achieved impressive results, but the kind of hardship that has just paid the rent, no living expenses to force the days, and finally gone.
A month to eat white water bubble steamed buns, no vegetables survived, bitter to know that life is not easy, at that time the left hand bowl, eye water flowed into the bowl to eat, and that bitterness contributed to today's food, can never go back.
Today, in middle age, I finally want to go home and see!
03～
"Thinking of you is a beautiful sad sweet melancholy, but in the heart, it is a warmth that cannot be expressed in any language."
Hometown has changed a lot, our old house seems to no longer exist, now it has become a railway and highway intersection, I can't find the old house new house address... When I returned to the new building of my parents' house, I chose a day to look at...
Dad excitedly took me to Xinxiu MountainTop Park for a morning swim, we were still eating farm food at the farm, Dad looked at me with kind eyes, our baby girl has grown up, I sullenly smiled...
Was that sycamore tree osmanthus tree still there, Dad? "It was cut down earlier, but we still planted osmanthus and gardenia trees in front of our yard." I looked at it and smiled, yes, yes, my hometown has changed a lot!
We grew up with it when we were kids, so what about Dad and the citrus tree persimmon tree? Dad said we would do it, and when my brother bought back the seedlings, he would plant them...
Ha ha... Maybe next year we will be full of fragrant yards, waiting for you and your children to be lively together, and I look at my father's rich and kind eyes and smile.
It also reminds me of when I was a child, in order to eat a white mask and how luxurious, the white mask at home can only be eaten by my brother, because the patriarchal family style has always existed, because the female baby cannot eat at the table...
It can be seen that the poison of feudal relics has always existed, and some of our parents have continued. Now it is not the same to eat anything, not to mention that we also have the ability to make money and plan, as if changing ourselves in an instant, but also let people sigh and be happy.
I looked at the happy and harmonious atmosphere in the house, and let me keep asking about the small situation...
04～
"The eternal happiness in the world is ordinary, and the longest possession in life is cherishing."
Dad said that the little one was married and had a good life, and now two children and a family of five, two old people have passed away. I muttered, not too old, how did you leave? Dad paused and said, not tired...
I know that the two generations of the small family are very poor, the family is honest and hard-working peasants do not have much cultural knowledge, let alone much savings, often rely on two hands to plan the land, it is like this can not be exchanged for a family's food and clothing.
I decided to go to see the small, the result of two or three small western-style buildings towering in front of me, I also thought that I walked the wrong yard, looking at the huge yard vegetation flowers and trees like a big park, the yard is full of flowers, grass, fish, ponds, chickens, ducks and geese, the whole yard is lively and orderly, completely unlike the past environment.
But there was a big soap horn tree in the yard that inspired me, and this soap horn tree was the tree that we used to revolve around when we were young, because there was no washing powder and soap at that time, and the village used this soap horn to wash clothes.
It just so happened that the little family yard was built around this tree, and suddenly I saw The little one — she was much older, and now she was in her early 50s! Holding a grandchild? There are also two little girls running in the yard, she said that they are all the boss, and he is holding the second daughter-in-law in his hand...
Busy pouring water, I handed over small gifts to greet the warmth, small talk for a morning hard to eat lunch, I leisurely around the house outside and out, completely cement wall smooth and bright dazzling, let me envy.
Maybe we are always looking for it in life, and finally return to the natural dream, or envy the kind of adobe house and never go back to the years.
"To be a human being, first of all, we must maintain our true colors, because only in this way is it easy and happy, and secondly, we are not greedy, we do not do those unnecessary assumptions, and we do not want unrealistic delusions." 」
In a good mood, the old people are like Si, or in and away - will leave us with the seeds of firelessness...