It feels like people have many faces

Sometimes his performance, let me feel so scared, is to feel that facing different people, his performance is not the same, changeable, feel very mature and rounded kind, in front of people he can perform particularly well, feel very good for you, but when you are alone with you are not willing to take care of your kind, special indifference, and then I feel particularly frightened, feel that people are really too good at acting, I can't do this, I feel that it is always the same, for interpersonal communication is particularly wooden, do not know how to be flexible, Looking at the very stupid kind, only one face, I feel that I am more harmless.

But the kind of person who behaves particularly well in front of people, but after the person is another face, I feel terrible, I don't know when I will offend him, and then I don't know how to die. But my family just likes his kind, I feel that people are too good at acting, I am not his opponent, I don't know what he is thinking in his heart, really sometimes I can't see through, maybe people are also using me, when there is use value, look for me, no use value do not want to take care of me, I really can't fight him.

So it is still the kind of fear of marriage, because they are all short-term time together, they have not been together for a long time, a lot of things are not known, they feel particularly strange, it is not clear what kind of person he is, maybe hidden very deeply, especially the kind of city government, I am such a small white he does not pay attention to.

Still feel more afraid to go into marriage, feel wrong there is no way back, many times marriage seems to be to give parents an explanation, feel sometimes really a little sorry for themselves.