In February of this year, I suddenly saw the news of Zhao Yingjun's death on the Internet, and at first I didn't believe it, because he was still so young until he later saw the official news.
In fact, I don't know much about Zhao Yingqiang himself, but I often listen to his songs, such as the king asked me to come to the mountains, send you a small red flower, etc., and died of illness in Beijing at the age of 43.
It is said that Zhao Yingjun's last song was recorded at home after taking painkillers. At the end of his life there was no complaint about life, only optimism.
In his suicide note, he wrote: "I love the world too much, I love this era too much, I love the life I live too much, I love music and movies too much, I have not yet married my beloved, I have not yet had a child, I have not taken my parents to the beach to surf, I have not gone to the Bird's Nest to hold concerts, I have not yet become a film director, I have not seen the reunification of the motherland, and I have not seen the end of One Piece." Throughout the text, there is only reluctance to life, but there is no complaint or pessimism about life.
At the end of the suicide note, he wrote, "I hope you don't forget me so quickly, as long as someone remembers me and remembers my singing voice, I may still be with you somewhere." ”
It is now the middle of November, more than half a year since the day of Zhao Yingjun's death, from the beginning of his news flooding, to now no news, people's attention is dissipated so quickly. Life is so fragile, life is so short, life is so precious.
May in the days to come, you and I smile and face life, no matter what.