This year, I thought of Chai Jing after the snow

This year's snow came quite early, it froze overnight, I was like a child, I was happy when it snowed, I liked to touch the cold feeling of snow, the snow balls were in the palm of my hand, very clean, suddenly reminded me of about a few years ago, when the air pollution was serious, it is said that a primary school student took a basin of snow and put it indoors, and soon it became a basin of muddy water experiment. I also remember that after the snow melted, it was always very muddy water on the road, muddy and black, but this year's snow was very clean, I think this is the result of everyone's common attention to the environment.

At the same time, I also remembered some memories of those years, a famous journalist, her child was born with a tumor, she associated her child's misfortune with the smog of the time, photographed under the famous dome, but it was not long before it was blocked, I did not understand that she was treated like this. It seems that I agreed with her right to speak up in that place, and there were some voices on her side at the time, thinking that she dared to tell the "truth" for her. And now I look at the crystal snowflakes in my hand and seem to understand a little, at that time she just wanted to throw the pot, even if the careful cover-up is actually to throw her misfortune and the child's misfortune to a bigger place, the data I can't remember, but her anger is obvious to all.

Yes, I can understand that when something unfortunate happens to us, that feeling of not wanting to accept and powerlessness, why me, why should I bear this, we all want to get rid of all this and make ourselves feel better for the first time, because it is difficult to face, if there is a real perpetrator how good it is, at least this anger has an object to vent and complain about, it is difficult for us to admit that in fact, in every misfortune, we are involved, we are all responsible. And it is very easy to identify a perpetrator, in an instant we can list a variety of reasons and hats to buckle up, "is the husband irresponsible", "is the leader to wear small shoes for me", "is the child does not study hard", crowned for their own misfortune, let themselves stand in an invincible position, however, this reality does not help, because everything is decided from the moment of division of responsibility, and those who do not want to be responsible for pain are doomed to enjoy the results. Whoever bears the effort for that pain will naturally reap the sweetness of his heart when the snow falls.