On the afternoon of July 5, 2010, a loud noise came from a neighborhood in Beijing, and the actor Jia Hongsheng fell on the body of a black car downstairs, and there was no sound on the spot.
For Jia Hongsheng's sudden death, people familiar with him may not be surprised at all, why is this? That's starting with his early years.
Jia Hongsheng jumped off the building
Jia Hongsheng was born in a drama family, and his parents were both drama actors.
Under the influence of the family environment, the young man heard about it, and he also developed a strong interest in acting, and his bones revealed a literary and artistic atmosphere.
Jia Hongsheng and his friends when they were young
Jia Hongsheng's family is not rich, but for his requirements, his parents will try to meet, so his childhood did not experience too many twists and turns.
At the age of 18, he was admitted to the Central Academy of Drama, and at the age of 21, the famous director Li Shaohong took a look at his unique temperament and invited him to lead the starring in the suspense film "Silver Snake Murder".
Stills of Jia Hongsheng
After graduating from the Central Academy of Drama at the age of 22, Jia Hongsheng entered the Central Experimental Drama Theater and prepared to welcome a new stage in his life. I have to say that Jia Hongsheng's starting point is indeed higher than that of ordinary people.
He also lived up to expectations, through tireless study of acting skills, in the next period of time, successively starred in film and television dramas such as "Beijing, You Are Early" and "Shaanxi North Sister-in-law", and was once named by everyone, calling him the most idol young actor of this era.
But just when Jia Hongsheng's career improved, he came to the node of the downhill road of life.
At the age of 25, it was a mixed year for him.
When Jia Hongsheng was invited to appear in the drama "The Kiss of the Spider Woman", after getting the script, he learned that he wanted to play a gay man.
At that time, everyone's concept of homosexuality was still very vague, and it was difficult for people around him to give him accurate advice, so Jia Hongsheng felt pressure during rehearsals.
Jia Hong's vocal drama performance
He couldn't find a way to relieve stress, and it was at this time that he was exposed to marijuana.
With the inspiration brought by marijuana, Jia Hongsheng finally starred in the drama smoothly, and the role was very successful, which won everyone's praise, but also let his life go to the bottomless abyss.
Jia Hongsheng was young
Later, Jia Hongsheng also became fascinated with John Lennon and became fascinated with rock and roll, saying that in Lennon's songs, he saw the bluedest piece of the sky.
Jia Hongsheng believed that he had found spiritual sustenance, and even called John Lennon his "spiritual father".
John Lennon
As he grew older, Jia Hongsheng was somewhat tired of the trivialities of life, and he began to look for answers to "the meaning of human life". This, coupled with his dependence on marijuana, causes him to torture himself over and over again, and also pains those who care about him.
Is Jia Hongsheng lonely? No, he's surrounded by people who care about him! However, in the case of a depressed mental state, coupled with the invasion of drug addiction, he became indifferent to his surroundings and could not feel the love of the people around him.
Jia Hongsheng
Jia Hongsheng has been entangled with two women in this life, one is Zhou Xun and the other is Wu Yujuan.
Wu Yujuan was a classmate of his Central Academy of Drama, one of the "Five Golden Flowers of Chinese Opera" at that time, and there were countless boys chasing her, but none of them were moved.
Later, when they came into contact with Jia Hongsheng, the two gradually became in love, and soon established a love relationship, and lang cai's female appearance made people envious.
Jia Hongsheng and Wu Yujuan
Later, Wu Yujuan has been with Jia Hongsheng and put her true heart on him, and the two have also entered the palace of marriage hand in hand.
But the sweet love between the two did not last long, because Wu Yujuan accidentally saw Jia Hongsheng, who was committing a drug addiction, and she almost collapsed.
Wu Yujuan and Jia Hongsheng
At that time, Wu Yujuan did not want to give up on him, so she cried and persuaded Jia Hongsheng, hoping that he could be himself again. But Jia Hongsheng's drug addiction was so bad that he couldn't listen to anything, and even his parents were helpless.
Wu Yujuan couldn't bear to watch Jia Hongsheng give up on herself, and even knelt down to beg him to sober up, but it still didn't help. In desperation, Wu Yujuan chose to leave, although she loved Jia Hongsheng, but she could not gamble the rest of her life.
In the face of his parents who washed their faces with tears all day, and the beloved woman who left him, Jia Hongsheng woke up.
At that time, in order to detoxify, he tried all kinds of methods. It is rumored that the desperate Jia Hongsheng even washed his face with disinfectant water to force himself to survive the days of drug addiction.
Under the torture of drug addiction, his personality became more and more withdrawn, and his thoughts became heavier and heavier.
He began to think about the meaning of his coming to the world, thinking about why everything around him existed, thinking about why his life was so unhappy, and the strong depression and helplessness overwhelmed him, and he even had symptoms of visual and auditory hallucinations.
Overwhelmed, Jia Hongsheng fell, and his parents really couldn't bear to see their son tortured to the point of no one, so they sent the 28-year-old Jia Hongsheng to a mental hospital.
After 3 years of treatment, Jia Hongsheng reappeared on the screen through the movie "Suzhou Creek".
After being discharged from the mental hospital, Jia Hongsheng was slightly unfamiliar in acting, and it was this strangeness that allowed him to show his truest side in "Suzhou Creek".
After the release of the film, his acting skills were once again recognized by the audience and won many awards large and small.
It was under the opportunity of this movie that he and Zhou Xun met, and the two were very close.
At that time, Zhou Xun was still an inconspicuous little actor, and when she played with Jia Hongsheng, she was deeply attracted by the temperament of the other party and her dedication to art, and Jia Hongsheng was also drunk in Zhou Xun's smart eyes.
Driven by love, Jia Hongsheng walked out of the haze of the past.
Zhou Xun stills
It is reported that at that time, Jia Hongsheng went to audition for director Li Shaohong's "Daming Palace Words", but did not find a role suitable for him.
Just when Zhou Xun was also present, Jia Hongsheng introduced li Shaohong, so Zhou Xun won the role of "Princess Taiping", thus becoming a hit.
But the good times were not long, and this "two-way rush" love lasted only more than a year before a rift appeared, and the two eventually broke up. As for the reason for the breakup, some people say it is because of Park Shu.
It is said that when Jia Hongsheng once watched TV with Zhou Xun, he saw Park Shu wearing a necklace he gave to Zhou Xun and was immediately sad.
Shocked, he was once again dominated by depression, and the pain of the past swept in again, so the two broke up.
Park Shu and Zhou Xun
After breaking up with Zhou Xun, Jia Hongsheng had a deep sense of loneliness, and he was addicted to Lennon and rock and roll all day long.
Later, when he starred in the imitation documentary feature film "Yesterday", he ripped himself layer by layer in an artistic way and showed it to the audience without reservation, so that everyone had a new understanding of this "marginal person" who longed for freedom.
In the film, Jia Hongsheng plays himself, and his parents and friends also participate in it, which is like a biography of Jia Hongsheng's life and a summary of his short life.
In the film, Jia Hongsheng presents his pain of drug addiction. During his rehab, he and his father sat on the lawn without saying a word, sometimes sitting for an entire afternoon.
Jia Hongsheng lay on the lawn, looking at the fluttering kite in the blue sky enviously, he felt that his soul was deeply trapped and could not break free.
Jia Hongsheng and father
Jia Hongsheng is like a walking corpse, he tortures himself, tortures the people around him, and can only perceive his existence in pain.
Once, after drinking, he moved his hands on his father. The slap was slapped in his father's face, and he questioned his father why he was not Lennon's son; he asked his father, is it happy to live like this, is it meaningful to live like this!
It was also like asking himself. Jia Hongsheng vented his inner helplessness and disgust for life, but in the face of his father's sluggishness, he gradually regained his calm and knelt down to ask for his father's forgiveness.
There is a scene in the film where Jia Hongsheng leans against the wall and cries tearing his heart and lungs, and the audience is all moved by this scene. He mixed his grievances, regrets, disgust with life, and confusion about life all in tears.
During his treatment in a psychiatric hospital, he said that he saw a dragon, and the dragon stared at him and repeatedly told him that you are a person, that you have too many evil things in you, that you are nothing, that you are a person.
We can't tell whether this was Jia Hongsheng's hallucination or an excuse for himself to appease the restless soul.
Jia Hongsheng was hospitalized
After being discharged from the hospital, he still lived in his parents' house, and Jia Hongsheng, who did not know much about interpersonal communication, always said that he was nothing, that he was a person. He no longer allowed himself to float in mid-air, and he finally landed on the ground.
During that time, Jia Hongsheng listened to rock and roll, went into the wet market to bargain with the boss, he took his medicine on time every day, and even repainted the walls of his room, all of which looked like he was ready to start over.
At the age of 40, Jia Hongsheng starred in the drama "The Blind City", playing a doctor to show the audience the never-ending desire of human beings and the fragility of human beings in the face of disaster.
Everyone can always see the shadow of Jia Hongsheng in the works, and he can always integrate himself with the role he plays.
Three years later, Jia Hongsheng, wearing a white bathrobe, jumped from the window on the 14th floor, ending his bumpy life.
He may have already made plans to end himself in this way. But at the last moment of his life, did Jia Hongsheng find the meaning of his existence? Did he hesitate the moment he jumped?
Maybe at that moment, he saw the dragon again, and the dragon said to him again, you are nothing, you are a person! And that dragon is also another self that Jia Hongsheng is struggling with internally.
He expressed his reluctance to the dragon in his own way, and in his own way, he went to the spiritual world he wanted to go to.
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