Yesterday evening, I received a phone call from my grandfather, which was full of words of concern and interspersed with my sister saying that she missed me.
But my sister has a bad habit, always I mention that I will run as soon as I study well, obviously I did not criticize her, but she still couldn't stop running to the side without speaking.
A few years ago, I asked her if she thought I was good or other sisters, and she told me that other sisters are very gentle, and although I am also very good, sometimes I will kill her.
I explained to her one by one, how many times a year do others meet you? How long will I stay with you at a time? Of course, others are just guests will not criticize you, so long time without seeing you will definitely think you are cute. But I'm different, I'm your sister, of course, I want you to get better, of course, to urge you to write homework, you do something wrong of course to criticize you. At that time, she didn't understand it.
And now she and I, between us, there is too much distance, there is still too much time, I can only watch her class in a daze, from the inside to get some progress about her grades.
But in fact, I never criticized her, even if I didn't do well, I just said it didn't matter, and then let her learn the wrong questions. Only later, as soon as everyone was happy on the phone, as soon as she mentioned the results, she didn't know where to run.
I was suddenly a little confused, the little girl who had grown up on my shoulder day by day gradually became what I didn't know, I couldn't see her, I couldn't touch her, and even the conversation she could run aside when she didn't want to listen.
I could only sigh deeply, hoping she was better, but there was nothing I could do. It's just that I think everyone is growing up in a different way, and no one is taking it easy. Today's laziness, cowardice, I only hope that she will not regret it after understanding things in the future.