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13 years of Weibo suspension, 18 years of fans are still calling for return, where is this otaku goddess?

author:Highly toxic effects

Text/Xuanzhen Daoist

In 2017, the live video of "Love Cycle" was circulated on major websites, and hanazawa coriander, which only relied on sound, attracted the cheers and shouts of all male fans on the scene. This scene was also commented by netizens: "This may be the power of otaku." 7 years ago, there was also an actress with such a big boom, when she was named "the most wanted to be a female artist with her", she is Yuki Kashiwaki.

13 years of Weibo suspension, 18 years of fans are still calling for return, where is this otaku goddess?

In 1991, eight-year-old Yuki Kashiwaki went to a concert under the guidance of his mother. Yuki Kashiwagi, who first felt the charm of the music scene, became extremely interested in performance. She seems to be the most competent fan, and collecting information about idols has taken up almost her entire life. However, all this did not satisfy Yuki Kashiwaki, and she had the idea of becoming an idol. However, the road was not so smooth, and her mother's obstacles made her miss out on opportunities again and again.

13 years of Weibo suspension, 18 years of fans are still calling for return, where is this otaku goddess?

In 2006, Yuki Kashiwaki was only 15 years old, a junior high school student, full of curiosity about the whole world. Like her peers, she also had seemingly unrealistic fantasies about becoming the brightest person. At that time, Yuki Kashiwaki probably felt that the stage was the place that could make her shine, and she firmly believed that if she dared to take a step forward, she would succeed. Therefore, her mother's obstacles ultimately did not resist Yuki Kashiwaki's desire to become an idol. In December of that year, Yuki Kashiwaki joined Akb and appeared in front of the audience for the first time.

13 years of Weibo suspension, 18 years of fans are still calling for return, where is this otaku goddess?

If the dream is really so simple to achieve, then each of us will not wake up again. At that time, Akb was still a small group of unknowns, and joining Akb did not make her dream come true, she was still as ordinary as ever. Did that make Kashiwaki give up? When we are in junior high school, don't we also give up when we encounter difficulties?

13 years of Weibo suspension, 18 years of fans are still calling for return, where is this otaku goddess?

However, the young Kashiwaki Yuki has the wisdom and decisiveness of an adult. In an interview, Yuki Kashiwaki recalled to reporters his dilemma in the early days of Akb: the resources of the whole team were very limited, and the team's publicity channels were also very limited. How to make fans remember her becomes a problem that Yuki Kashiwagi urgently needs to solve. At that time, Yuki Kashiwaki decided to shoot a photo album. However, this idea is a very unfavorable behavior for the team to be in the eyes of the teammates. Yuki Kashiwaki still decided to do it decisively.

13 years of Weibo suspension, 18 years of fans are still calling for return, where is this otaku goddess?

Teenage Kashiwagi Yuki, there is also a persistence and effort that does not belong to this age. When shooting photographs, Yuki Kashiwaki had no professional planners and could only conceive the shapes by himself; there was no comfortable venue, just shooting in the small room at home; and there were not enough assistants, so he had no choice but to call his parents to act as photographers. However, under such embarrassing conditions, Yuki Kashiwaki still insisted on releasing her first photo album. To her delight, when her first photo was released, she achieved the first sales result.

13 years of Weibo suspension, 18 years of fans are still calling for return, where is this otaku goddess?

These "adult" qualities in Kashiwagi Yuki make her look ordinary in the performance, but she is liked by the audience. Yuki Kashiwagi not only became the "female artist who most wanted her to be a lover", but also achieved good results in many subsequent auditions.

13 years of Weibo suspension, 18 years of fans are still calling for return, where is this otaku goddess?

Yuki Kashiwagi, who is green and cute, is her first impression of us. However, it is impossible for an idol's style not to change all the time. Time and experience make a person change, and these changes cannot be hidden. As an adult, Cypress Yuki became independent and mature. Even in public performances, the audience's eyes can always be unconsciously attracted to her like this. Since then, Yuki Kashiwagi has also embarked on a path of personal development.

13 years of Weibo suspension, 18 years of fans are still calling for return, where is this otaku goddess?

But the road, for Yuki Kashiwaki, doesn't seem so smooth. Although Yuki Kashiwagi poses normally during performances and portraits, it is inevitable that he will be criticized. Some people think that Yuki Kashiwaki's performance is nothing more than an act of "rubbing the edge ball", and she is no longer worthy of being the goddess of people's dreams.

13 years of Weibo suspension, 18 years of fans are still calling for return, where is this otaku goddess?

Even more, in 2013, news of Yuki Kashiwaki's "going to the sea" spread wildly. At this time, Yuki Kashiwaki wanted to clarify to the public, but it was obvious that people were more interested in the matter of the wind and snow moon. Her helpless voice could only be muffled by the crowd, leaving a faint sigh. It was also in that year that Yuki Kashiwaki turned off his Weibo, and it was difficult for us to find out more about her.

13 years of Weibo suspension, 18 years of fans are still calling for return, where is this otaku goddess?

Five years have passed. The grandeur of the past is no longer there, and Weibo is desolate, leaving only a few fans. But these fans insist on leaving her birthday wishes every year, and until now in 2018, they are still looking forward to her return. After all, the girl we want to fall in love with has always been the hard-to-touch white moonlight in our hearts.

13 years of Weibo suspension, 18 years of fans are still calling for return, where is this otaku goddess?

Recently, Yuki Kashiwaki made an appearance at the Hong Kong airport. Although she wore a mask, she could not hide the fatigue of the concert she had just finished. With a tight schedule, she still greeted the fans on the spot warmly. However, the scene is slightly embarrassing, and the sparse number of fans is ridiculed by netizens: "This may be the media taking over!" "Once a goddess, but reduced to such a point, is it really forgotten by the audience? I don't know, do you still like her?

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