This article is based on real events.
For reasons that are well known, this article is narrated in the first person "I".
Call me Shizuko, although I am a 43-year-old aunt, I am still full of confidence in life. Many times, in the mirror that makes me unhappy, I will say to myself:
Live well and be sure to laugh.
I ripped open the corners of my mouth and wanted to give myself a big smile.
But I really couldn't laugh. To simply freshen up, you have to hurry to wash your husband's face and rinse his body to feed him breakfast.
He had been lying in bed for four months, and the after-effects of the cerebral hemorrhage, like a piece of wood, were spread straight there, eating and drinking Lazar, and everything depended on me.
When he first did this, I still had a little happiness in my heart: Who told you that you were not good to me for so many years, and the retribution came.
Yes, in this marriage of more than ten years, his attitude towards me is not like a lover who has come all the way, but a thorn in his eye.
I was in free love with him, he chased me, although he was only 3 years older than me, but mature and stable, although the family conditions were not good, I was not deeply involved in the world, I still plunged into his arms. Soon we had children.
Because there was no stable job, we had to start our own business and open a small supermarket. Both people are hardworking, slowly saving a sum of money, and later he got to know some big brothers and sisters who mixed in society, and those people often played in the hotel room, and slowly they didn't like to dress up and dress up the rustic me, and the words were contemptuous.
In those years, he never came home before 12 o'clock, and many nights I tossed and turned in bed until dawn, slept badly, and was anxious about marriage, which caused me to look old, with bags under my eyes, dark circles, and looking much older than I actually was, which annoyed him even more.
During this period, he also proposed to divorce several times, I am an old-fashioned woman, always feel that divorce is a very humiliating thing, every time after being hammered by him, I grit my teeth and insist on not leaving. Over time he couldn't help it. So they don't care about me, the money is not given, the home is not returned, and I am like a piece of garbage that has been discarded. Fortunately, there are still children at home, and if there are no children, I think life will have no meaning.
Two years passed quickly, and I was used to this kind of life. Who knew that one day, a phone call broke my peaceful life, it was about him, he had an accident.
At a party, he suffered a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, and after a period of hospital rescue and treatment, he was sent home to recuperate.
This person who gave me love and hate, now lying on the bed like this, can no longer hurt me, let alone give me love, he has become a super heavy baggage.
Yes, he is a baggage, a money shredder.
In the hospital icu, he exhausted all the savings of the family, I also borrowed more than 200,000 outside, and now I can't open a shop, I have to take care of him every day, and there is no income, thinking about this day, I am afraid and desperate.
But the roof leaked overnight, and these days I suddenly found that my head was always dangling uncontrollably left and right, with tingling pain and dizziness. For so many years, I am a very domineering person, and the general small illness and small pain will not have any effect on me at all, but this headache has come so violently that I can't stop it.
Went to the hospital for examination, the doctor said it was a malignant tumor. I was dumbfounded on the spot. There is already a patient in the family, and now I am like this, how can I live? I explained the situation to the doctor, and although the doctor sympathized with me, he couldn't help it, but he just advised me to raise the money quickly, the sooner the better.
I don't remember how I got home that day. I just remember the child lying on top of me and crying.
Soon relatives and friends know, these days, they all advise me to cooperate with the doctor to actively treat, saying that this disease, the hope of cure is great, let me not give up.
As for the cost, all they can fund is a drop in the bucket, or I have to rely on myself to solve it.
It's not that I don't want to be cured, but the family is already like this, how can I treat it at all costs? Selling the only house? That's impossible, I'm just a child, always leave something for him.
At this time, I have nothing else to think about but regret, regret.
Actually, I shouldn't have gone to this step.
I used to buy insurance.
300,000 sum insured, on this disease, can be paid immediately, follow-up treatment costs, but also through additional medical insurance reimbursement, I can get good treatment.
But now, that insurance is gone, and I've returned it, I've returned it.
I always feel that this insurance has been bought for so many years, and I have not lived in a hospital once, and it is useless at all. So half a year ago, it was all withdrawn at once. This is good, sick! Still seriously ill!
It was winter, the house was as cold as an ice cellar, and the house was still filled with a strange smell, and I knew that it was produced by him. He lay there, motionless, long gone from the viciousness and hostility that he had faced me all those years.
Yes, he's honest and won't me off anymore. But what about me? This painful day is not the end, but the beginning of the year again.
I weighed it repeatedly in my mind, yes, to cure, to be cured, to take a bunch of debts, and such a patient, life is not much better; in case it is not cured, the house is gone and no one is gone, how can the lives of these two fathers and sons, especially my children, survive?
At that moment, I understood that I had no choice.
I have been wandering in this world for 43 years, love or hate, everything, let it go with me. I'm just sorry for the parents and children, there is no way to accompany them all the way, and all this is because I can't drag them anymore, as for the person lying there, then it can only look at his creation...
The medicine was drunk by me, it was cold and tasteless, and all the words I had to explain were written on the paper. I am relieved, Mom and Dad, child, you have to be well...
The protagonist of the story, a customer of my colleagues, last year's company held an event, and she also went to Participate in a Hong Kong tour together at the invitation of her colleagues. My colleague made an insurance plan for her, and she did buy several insurances in my colleague's hands, and the amount of major illness insurance was about 300,000, and when dealing with the aftermath, she didn't know when she took all these insurances and returned them. If all these insurances are there, she can live well...
Oh, things are uncertain, tomorrow and accidents do not know who will come first. If you have the conditions, try to give yourself more protection. It's not just for yourself, it's also for your family. Love and responsibility are the meaning and efficacy of insurance.
There is love and insurance in a home, and this is the life we want.
Friend, you say?