After reading the latest episode today, I suddenly discovered that the secret of the gods may be talking about the attitude towards the past.
In the chaos of the warriors brought to the gods and artifacts by the mantis, Huang Mao explains the secrets about the gods.
In fact, this paragraph has had a similar description before, but I didn't have such a feeling when I saw it before, and I still have an understanding of the new setting, and now I probably think of Xueyin's experience, and I have different ideas.
Xueyin also had an outbreak before being triggered by the secret of the gods by the ant, and it was the happiness brought by his family and friends when he first became a Night Fighting Artifact, and the daily life of his peers at school made Xueyin feel the gap. This time it was mainly the impact of dissatisfaction with the status quo, after all, he did not know at the time that he also had a past. And the blackening and confusion of the present, no doubt, is the influence that the past has brought to him. He was completely addicted to the past, coupled with Huang Mao's incitement to him, the uneasiness brought to him by the night fight, and everything now was ignored by him. He was obviously happy, and what he had now was clearly what he had desired before, but he could not see it.
For Huang Mao, why not?
Obsessed with the past, he forgot the original intention of action. All that drove him now was a constant distortion of the pain, year after year, which had made him lost, and it seemed that he did not know how to go on except to destroy the heavens.
It's a good feeling, it's hard. How to accept the past, how to accept the past, and how to face yourself and the things you have, is so difficult. I just hope not to lose myself, at least not to lose myself.