Recently, I was fascinated by Chen Grain and her "Zhu Xing", and I was also fascinated by her and Zhu Xing's story, and I also wanted to write a poem and use my own story.
You gave me a sword with your backhand as you left
You turned your back on me and said I'll never see you again
You extinguished the flame of my love
Extinguished my affection
Destroy me
Please destroy me!
In silence I have heard the most vicious language of yours
The most fickle face I've ever seen in the dark
The brighter my smile is, the more sparse it is inside!
The more silent I am, the more sad I am inside!
Look at me
Please look at me!
I have walked through thousands of mountains and rivers day and night
I cross rivers, lakes and seas whether it is deep or shallow!
I rode the universe just to find the answer
Why is the time you give me bitter cold?
Forgive me!
Please forgive me!
I chewed on the fragments of my heart and liver with water
I used ice to freeze fresh on my body
My memory began to cloud
My eyes began to clear
Kill me
I killed me!