Back to Beijing.
The whole winter without snow, but in the lunar year of the pig ushered in a snow. See many people in the circle of friends to punch in the souvenir, only a few words, expressing the joy of the heart from the inside out. I think this may be a true expression of the afterglow of the holidays and the fact that the beginning of work is not so busy. Many people have "disappeared" in the circle of friends, including myself. Why disappear? : Added too many irrelevant people? Is there no need to "show off" all the time? Don't want others to see your heart? Cancer-style personality's low-key and shameful sense of expression? Just don't want to send it? ...... Sometimes it comes to interest, and soon after it is posted, it is changed to only visible to itself, or simply deleted. As if with a psychological cleanliness fetish, there is a kind of cleaning to do housework, while tidying up while soothing the folds of the heart of the healing function.
I like the whole state of physical and mental relaxation at this moment. It may be that it has been too long, too long, too long to really feel this long-lost feeling. If you use some metaphor to describe it, this feeling should be like unconsciously entering a state of meditation. Not deliberately, very relaxed, very natural to get a deep rest of the well-being. I am a person who is always tense. I thought about it, and probably was too serious about anything; or the kind of guy who couldn't do two or three things, single-threaded. For example, if I don't wear headphones on the subway, I can't hear the conversation in the handset of my phone at all; I don't like to answer the phone on the road; I talk during any shaky movement, because I will feel sick and sick.
Listening to the theme song of "Princess Mononoke", it is natural to type these words loosely. A little sleepy, I thought, if I was still sleepy for a while, I would lie down on the small desk and squint. It's like taking a ten-minute break from school to lie on your desk and take a break.
Music has a hypnotic effect, of course, it must be the kind that listens to a slow rhythm and a long sound. The lead vocal of "Princess Mononoke" is very special, a bit of a bel canto singing voice. It is said that this song that sounds like a female voice is actually sung by a man, I don't know if there is a mistake in memory, anyway, I don't want to go to Baidu (if not please leave a message to tell me).
This Spring Festival, at first, was at the home of Tongliao's sister and brother-in-law. On the round-trip train, for more than 4 hours each way, continue reading The Valley of Shamo. Some time looking out the window at the scenery. Look at the unique blue sky in eastern Inner Mongolia, the chimneys standing on the land, and the white smoke floating in the direction of the wind on the chimneys. Separated by a glass window, I knew it was freezing cold outside. The cold air of the northern winter and the uplifting smell of breathing into the body. The train runs from Chifeng to Tongliao, passing through stations that have been known since childhood - Four Dao bends, Eight Immortal Tubes, Naiman, Donglai, Yuliangbao... There are also crooked neck woods that will appear in a certain area.
At lunch that day, my sister and brother-in-law found two friends, brothers I had known before, and together with my eldest nephew, the six of us had a drink, reminisced about the past, and ate a reunion dinner.
No one else is important (and certainly important), because I mainly come to visit and accompany my eldest nephew Xiaoming. The two of us had an agreement to watch anime or movies together every time I came back to Tongliao. Last year's eleven long holidays, I watched "Bug Master" in one breath, as well as Miyazaki's "Red Dolphin" and other others. Take a look at this movie list:
Anime Bug Master Sequel: Suzu No Drops
Anime Princess Mononoke
Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone
Movie "Interstellar"
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
Well, there are five of them.
Bob said that the Harry Potter book he had seen several times when he was a child, and this time watching the film, the plot and details were really exactly the same as when he read the book before. Interstellar has some bugs, and of course, the movie is good. The unicorn beast in Princess Mononoke is beautiful, but humans are too greedy. Miyazaki's anime, as always, is not generally good-looking.
Drinking with my sister and brother-in-law. In addition to the morning, it is also drunk at noon and drunk at night. I'm a good drinker, but the amount of alcohol is particularly poor. The first drink was drunk and vomited, and before the guests left, they got off the table and slept for an afternoon. Xiaoming quipped: Are you here to accompany me or are you going to sleep?!" Haha ~ cute Xiaoming.
There is also "glutinous rice" that is obedient, clean and looks particularly good. A Japanese Shiba Inu that is almost four years old.
The train is speeding, and the view is right outside the window. The vast winter inner Mongolian plateau is where my hometown is. Lonely, solemn. My heart was like that.
The above passage was written by me on the train to Tongliao. Therefore, it is not that I do not love to express, but that the desire to express is always there. The feeling of rolling inside, absorbing and squeezing water like a sponge, must not be lost. For me, this is something precious.
I would love to be as relaxed as I am now. Because, it may well be some kind of real happiness and ease.
Isn't it?
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