< h1 class = "pgc-h-center-line" > envy the train for so long</h1>
You have been ignorant for a long time to understand who can be close and who is far away, this is growth
When you know a lot of real and false things, there's not so much sourness, and you're becoming more and more silent, and you don't want to say it
Times have passed and bad things are still going on

If there is an afterlife, may it be a dead wood, born with the spring, withered with the autumn, and enjoy the sorrow and joy of the world, forever
If, I prefer to live affectionately in this world of thin affection
I have long passed the age of loving someone without scruples, and I have this relationship with you, I am like a dying old man, seemingly young but old in heart
"Only by staying out of the matter can we see the clearest and lightest"
As a person, the water pours seven points full of words leave three points soft
In fact, I secretly remembered a lot of things that you thought I had forgotten
Everyone who has made me extremely sad has made me happy
The Boundless Sea of Suffering still welcomes you to the earth
Liking you is like a glass of water that gets hot and cool, cold, then hot, capricious, always unwilling to waste
I really got my wish and went to the school I wanted
It's like an old house, the windows are closed for a long time, and the sun suddenly shines in, not warmth, but glare
You don't have to be perfunctory, pretend to be sincere, I'm not going to live in vain for more than ten years, whether you really treat me or I can barely see through it
All worldly love is either going to bed early or drinking plenty of water and a nonsense I love you
Why miss the mistakes made, why regret those ifs
Stories soaked in time rot before I can read them
I prefer simple rejection to all kinds of perfunctory
In a long life, why, joy always fades at first sight, and the most urgent time is the most beautiful time
If you become a thing of the past, say it in the hope that it will not become a regret
Seriously living a life is not much worse, even if it is a person
You're like the cornered page in a book, and you're turning over
But soon it will be found again
You are an outsider in the years of stability
There is no deepest love in my opinion than that after I separated, I lived myself like you
When you truly love something, you will find how fragile and powerless language is, and there is always a gap between words and feelings
When I was young, I met a person who was too amazing, and I didn't want to settle down in the future
I'm not good at words, but I can't hide my love for you
Of course I don't want to break up, but I always have to let you go
You've turned the page here with me