When I have survived this time, when I have no worries, no longer take my grandchildren, and others do not need me, I am free, I will do whatever I want, no longer care about myself and others, and do what I like. I want to go back to my hometown, find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, rent a yard, raise a few pigs, raise dozens of chickens, plant flowers and vegetables, watch the sunrise and sunset, and live freely under the sunset. No more running for life, no more suffering for survival, just live quietly, forever and ever.
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