The voice of a middle-aged dog that is not young in 82 years

82 years of false 40, half old not young old dog, recently often brushed to the headlines over middle age, now proper middle-aged people, over 38 years do have feelings, special to sigh about life, 38 before whether the body or spirit are obviously different from now, 38 years old before the morning there is no thing to sleep can be more than 8 o'clock, and basically will not get up at night, will not inexplicably wake up at 3 or 4 o'clock in the morning, this is a change in sleep, the body is somewhat a little problem appears, no before willing to move, more lazy, and then talk about work, From 2020 after the epidemic the company is basically in a semi-closed state, because it has been losing money for two consecutive years, the income can not be made endeavor, there is no hope, simply close the store to reduce expenses, loss for two years, but life has to live, family expenses can not be less, husband and wife are the only children of both sides, fortunately, the elderly have retirement wages, occasionally can also help a little, personal credit and the company's business loans can borrow, four credit cards have been turnover can not come, the first few days really can not borrow more than 30 from Teacher Ma, I was relieved, but in fact, there were no more than three reasons for anxiety:

First: the child's school district house has not been implemented, still continue to rent a house to live, their own house is in other cities, now the second-hand housing market is also drunk, watching the school district house jump up almost desperate, a few years ago their own house can be changed to the current city a set and a half, now in turn their own house can change most of the half set, failure, the most anxious thing every day is to sell the house, the most anxious thing the couple said is how to sell the house to buy which house, and then sighed that there was a slight mistake before, because more than their own house to sell, The fact that both parents' houses are also to be sold and then bought in the same city is the most anxious and difficult problem to solve at present.

Second: work, the company has said above is like chicken ribs, tasteless food, abandonment of pity. Want to start a new project, the funds in hand are limited, and they have not done it is not too bottomed, many friends have persuaded these two years to invest money to do industrial things do not do, but also can not be every day big eyes and small eyes of idleness, go out to work bar this age high salary will not want you, low wages you can not look up, the family can not feed, entrepreneurship and before afraid of wolves after fear of tigers, this egg of middle-aged life, too many worries, think about it, sometimes a fierce heart to dry it, sometimes think about whether there is a better choice, Tangled up and tangled, alas!

Third: the old man, both sides are only children, there are four old, there are two small, the old body is not very good, one of the previous year just finished cancer surgery, the recovery is not too ideal, the remaining three major diseases are not but a lot of fatal symptoms, at any time may explode, I don't know how to get sick two people at the same time in a few years, how do we do, have money and good body and spirit will be relaxed, lack of money, physical and mental double pressure, then if you catch up with the child in the college entrance examination, dare not think, think about whether it was not a semi-old dog, but a dead dog, Suddenly remembered the most classic dialogue between Zhou Xingchi and Zhu Yin - you see that person is so strange, to a dog [tears], in fact, people are not themselves in middle age, you need to play more roles, help more people around you who need your help, and these people are your obligations, there is no choice, there is no choice.

The above three points are the problems and confusion faced by middle-aged students and the brothers and sisters who have reached middle age, after 80 have reached the 40 mark, friends who have not reached 40 cherish the good times before middle age, time is like shuttles, it is really too fast, you cherish [prayer]