I don't know when to start, my unrealistic ideas have long since dissipated, followed by focus on the family, not for anything else because home is a warm place, willing to work hard for this place to pay, although bitter but willing, due to their own special reasons can not often go home, and the home is only you so many times will transmit the pressure to you, itself you work hard plus there are night shifts, during the period is still more or not understood by the number of why so much, Being questioned about the lack of rigorous work, etc., and these will bring you negative emotions and even harm to your psychology, a moment of feeling what you are for, sometimes to the point of work, although happy, but how can not make yourself better but will be more unhappy, after arriving at home do not want to move at all and then according to their own wishes to stay quiet for a while.
In fact, I just want to tell you that when I am not at home, I must keep a good mood, even if I am helpless, I must make myself better because your strength will let me see the light, not blindly dark. I also know that my words are too light or even irresponsible, but on the contrary, because you give me the feeling that the sun is shining, although there is unhappiness but will soon be more joyful, in fact, to put it bluntly, where is the ease of life, if it is easy, it will not produce so much unfairness, we are still young, no matter how hard it is to believe in each other, I believe in each other more in these years, as long as there is nothing to try to overwhelm us, pinching my fingers is not far from the day I go home, I also believe I can bring you some fresh air to this home. After all, having me is really different from not having me.
There is no simple and no explanation in the adult world, and if there is too much to do, it is not okay, and I am willing to bear the brunt of it, because it is warmer to have your home.