Hey, Luo Jing.
See the letter as you see.
I never mentioned you, my big Gemini boy, and hey, suddenly wanted to reminisce something with you as if I didn't know where the memories started.
Well... I know a person who is the same day in the same month of the same year as you, and if you let you know, you will say, "Oh, you're going to provoke someone you can't afford to play."
I remember that time when I was playing ambiguous with Wang Yifeng, hurting people a thousand and losing eight hundred, you said, Hey, if the two of us are together, we get married, we have small children. I think it cancels out all the suffering I have suffered for you, and no matter how much you hurt me before, no matter how bad you are to me in the future, I have earned it. I looked at you with a confused look on my face and said: You took advantage of me again, and then said how I hurt you, you know, I don't like old men. Roy is also a dog and likes to stare at me and call my sister-in-law. For a moment I wondered if I was with you.
Say something that moves you,. You are really handsome, how can I describe you as handsome? I think your handsomeness is incomparable to anyone, and I regret deleting all your photos. I don't even dare to leave a thought for myself, otherwise I can show it off now.
You must not know when I am touched by you, maybe it is really too familiar, I am not familiar with it, you know, but that time I am really absolute, a look of ten thousand years of feeling. You can marry you every minute.
On that Roy fight I went to the play, you replied at that time or what to do, wore a suit, especially formal, and then the suit jacket was thrown to me, the tie was also given to me, it turned out that you fought so fiercely, after the end of the time you looked at me, at that time I thought to myself, you proposed marriage, I immediately promised you, I know you are handsome, but you know, I see the feeling, at that moment, I actually wanted to kiss you, holding you and dragging it home directly to the kind, the dog is also my dog, and then there is no then, to eat Haagen Dazs. In fact, if I told you at that time, Luo Jing, I was touched by you, is it cool now?
In fact, smart as me, how can I not know your feelings for me, but you are really an old dog, at that time I really did not like old men, Nong was snickering, hey, when you were 20 years old, I tattooed my birthday behind my left ear, when I was only in the second year of junior high school, you were 22 years old and tattooed my English name on my left chest, and indeed no one can be more romantic than you. Now that I think about it, I'm really cute, maybe a perfect match.
When you said on your 20th birthday that you were planning to get married at the age of 30, I couldn't think about you, I told you, I got a license on May 20, 2020, I hope you can cheer. You say, well, you happen to be 30. Roy said, you two team up to get a license without me? I said: You and Luo Jing come on, I guess I must have had a boyfriend at that time. But I still have nothing, Luo Jing, do you think this is retribution? I said if, if you were still around, what would it be now.
On your 22nd birthday, you said that you are a person who can hold a certificate to work today. I said: Congratulations. Roy said: Little sister-in-law, you still have 5 years. You said: I think it's all right, if we argue, I can even think of the child's name, there must be a character. I ask you why. You say, your Jing is next to the king's word, and so is my Yao... I said, "Well, shut up, I see. You see there really isn't anyone in the world who is more romantic than you. I asked Roy why he was so obsessed with calling me my sister-in-law, even if you and Si Si were together, he told me, that time I went to your junior high school, introduced to others, I was your child bridesmaid, and then you let him call me my sister-in-law, afraid that the child bride would become someone else's family.
This year is 2020, dear Luo Jing, I want to tell you, in fact, I really should love you, so that I only know that I love you until now, if I want to, I can exchange my life for your life. It's also true that I want to erase you from my life. I actually know that Helian is a beacon for me, an obsession. And you are different, you and I actually don't even dare to mention it, mentioning it once hurts once, the kind that hurts to death. In fact, if you are still there, maybe, the two of us really met at the 520 Civil Affairs Bureau, but unfortunately not if.
I was actually quite bad, at that time you and Si Si were together, we went out to play, Si Si provoked me, I said to her, believe it or not, I can break you up with a word. When she asked you in the face, I said, Luo Jing, I let you divide this hand, you can't divide it. You don't think about it. I knew I had won, and you see how despicable I was, and I looked at Sisi as a winner, and she looked like she had been slapped loudly, and in the end it was Roy's round field.
Luo Jing, I am trying to remember the things we did before, I don't know if I can meet you again in the next life, but the things of this life, I can remember all of them.
The Yao you know is a squeamish bag, will play with you, work hard with you, always lose your temper, your mouth is poisonous, you seem to have a very good temper all the time, all my good, bad, you accept. You always like to say: Hey, you're good. But I don't seem to be good all the time. Luo Jing, I'm curious, how do you know that you have always tolerated me. I wonder if you're masochistic.
I originally thought we could go on like this, even if we are not lovers, we can be friends, family, but God likes to joke, that day we were in KTV, Roy wanted to call you to come, you don't come, let me talk to you, I said, you come, come for a while and then go, it's raining outside, take a taxi.
The last time I see you, in the morgue.
I remember reading an article before,"Whale Fall," and the final ending was best for us.
"You should have had a gorgeous palace, but I could only give you a huge corpse."