Recently, I have been reading the book "The Disproof of Youth", and there are Arjun who doesn't care about everything, Leopard One who is deeply influenced by Arjun, Anjiro who doesn't pluck a dime, and Kiyoko with beautiful faces.... In the story, people are full of misunderstandings, there is an insurmountable gap between people, the book has not yet been read, but I can't bear to know everyone's small ending, I am afraid that these people will encounter a bad ending, afraid that they will be hurt.
Reading books is unbearable, reading books is sad.
Part 01.
Life is a constant search for the unity of reality and false life.
In fact, our human life is constantly looking for the unity of reality and false life, and our human life is also constantly experiencing, constantly tangling, and constantly living with ourselves; anyway, we always have to go through, and we always have to find the strength to move forward in life anyway, so we constantly change our positioning.
The little life of each of us, although not as entangled as Leopard Yi, will also have entanglements and sadness.
Leopard One has an extremely strong sense of self-esteem, Leopard One has found his own way of life because of this self-esteem, and because of this self-esteem, he has been admitted to the Third Middle School, and because of this self-esteem, he has left the Third Middle School.
Life is tired of being unprovoked and then compromising at will at the end of the day, yes, I have lost the power of the "soaring" comeback, I can only bravely move forward and keep moving forward.
No matter what way it goes.
Part 02.
In fact, everyone is very distorted, in fact, everyone can not live a normal life.
In fact, everyone has their own distortion in their hearts; an erlang who puts out a loan shark is very rich, but he is wronged by his wife Arjun, Arjun's life is very painful, but he works hard for his son Leopard, wants Leopard to have a little pocket money, really can't understand why Arjun who works so hard has such a desolate end, fate is really too cruel, brutally treat everyone.
In this book, the young widowed Arjun was originally a primary school teacher, but this primary school teacher remarried the loan shark boss because of the death of her husband, this boss is very rich; but it is a very stingy Grantai, he will go to the market to buy sardines, buy six, eat four of his own, the remaining two Arjun and his children each person a fish, even so, Grantai still feels that he has suffered a loss; Arjun's children have to pay tuition fees, Arjun has no choice but to borrow money from Grande, But the borrowed money had to be repaid at an interest rate one cent lower than that of the usury, and even so, Yasujiro felt that he had suffered a big loss.
The author Oda Sakunosuke downplays the evil and entanglement of human nature, but it is vivid, this is probably human nature, this is probably life;
Arjun's child Leopard One has a very strong sense of self-esteem; in order to make others look up to him, he feels that urinating incontinence and peeing his pants during the exam is very humiliating, so he turns in a white paper in the examination room, deliberately stays outside in violation of school rules, deliberately learns to smoke, deliberately skips class, and deliberately does a lot of things that he thinks are cool but in fact, they are just wishful thinking.
The most common sentence of Arjun is "I, I can do anything"; the most troublesome thing in Leopard's life is his self-esteem that has nowhere to rest; Anjiro always has only his own money, a proper scrooge; man, in a fixed environment, will always find a way to assimilate himself, will always find a way to let himself live a dull life and then stagnate, this is probably life.
A life of pain and entanglement but extreme helplessness.