#Good Time in Autumn #Punch Card 100 Days Plan: Unconscious Writing Day 35: Subtitle – Persistence
Human inertia is still quite interesting. As soon as the weekend biological clock came, I felt that my child did not want to go to school today, and I immediately became lazy. I woke up at 8:30 this morning. It's bound to be late for work. Because the epidemic is coming again, business is poor again. This is scattered, intermittent and endless, and the mall is directly affected. All of a sudden, the mall was pitiful, with few customers. There is a feeling like a beggar begging.
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We are starting to get into that state of not being hungry and not dying. Let you drink some broth, it has not made you all starve to death. I remember the words that Teacher Zorro said yesterday:
"Poor, ugly, inferiority—the three secret weapons of her childhood success." To be poor is to be poor thoroughly, and there is no back at all. In this way, you work hard, let yourself swing the tip of the knife, and sweat hard. ”
Instead of letting yourself say poor, there is a little money to say that you are not poor, and you can't come up with money, this state is the most uncomfortable. Our mall is in this state now, it is so annoying. If you are not foreign and have always been very inferior, you naturally think that you are ugly, in fact, he is very handsome.
I have experienced that feeling of inferiority, when you do not succeed or even say that you are from the countryside, you will feel embarrassed, you will feel that the whole world is watching you joke. In fact, no, the world is so big, people are so busy, where is the time to see you?
And when one day you really succeed and become a superior person, you don't pay attention to the eyes of others at all, you can be like Ma Yun, even if you are ugly and pitiful, you will talk about it. You can also become an orator like Yu Minhong. Isn't he ugly? Very ugly, because the talent covers his ugliness.
This is the confidence and strength that success brings you. So if you want to make yourself beautiful, become temperamental, become very confident, then let yourself become a more hard-working person, become a successful person. Although everyone has a different definition of success in life. But it is undoubtedly the look that everyone thinks of 90% of the time, which is the look of success.
People who do new media operations are not the same as people who write novels. As a new media operator, people are more realistic, more full, speak more bluntly, and have a bit of a fierce appearance. They are not afraid to expose their desire to chase wealth, and they do not feel that chasing money is a shameful thing.
Yes, I want my life to be better, what's wrong with chasing money? Who is not living in a normal life, and life needs a lot of money to support, without material life, how can there be spiritual life? The spiritual life may really be achievable without a little money, but I guess it's lacking.
Physical and mental pleasure is not as simple as it seems, and it needs a deep foundation to support. At the very least, you have a strong backing to support you. Your own success and your own ability are the most important.
If you want to have, don't bow your head on any occasion, raise your head happily, and say what you want to say, then you can cheer yourself up to become that good self. I don't know if there are any shortcuts to success, but I know that persistence and hard work are the most important, and this social choice is also important today.
Don't keep pulling the cart with your head down, but also look up at the road. That's the power of my choice. I still feel that our post-80s have been pulling the car with their heads down. It's not that we don't want to look up at the road, but we are used to the comfort zone of the moment and are unwilling to break through the comfort zone. I think I'm really going to take this step.
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I don't know if you've ever seen that novel, the TV series I know is played by Yang Shuo, Wang Kai, and Tong Zijian. But I really haven't seen it. I didn't like watching TV dramas from the time of the founding of New China. I think the people at that time were very bitter, and although the picture was very simple, it was also accompanied by a very bitter feeling.
So I never read that type of book and novel, and TV dramas were rarely watched in that period, always watching some mysterious or small sweet dramas. Thinking about the original me, it was still a bit of an escapist look. I think my life as a child is very similar to that in "Big Rivers".
Until this year, when I started writing novels systematically, I also began to listen to novels and audiobooks from beginning to end. Start buying one by one and reading them back. It turns out that turning your love into a job is another feeling. When you read a book again, you read it with thought.
It used to be good to look at it with feelings, but now it's good to look at it with thoughts and notes, as well as output. The whole process of reading the novel and feelings are different. I saw that Lei Dongbao encountered so many difficulties and survived, and he did what he said and did, and this kind of personality really made people learn.
Song Yuhui he is very smart, and his words are rarely like my husband. He always practices the principle that more words are more than one loses, but I always feel that this personality is a bit of a non-committal. You say he's wrong, he's good, and he thinks twice when it comes to big things. You say he's right, a little twisted.
The most powerful thing inside was the little boy who was forced by the poor and rich family to go to the northeast to do business. Speculation in that era was still illegal, unlike our time when you were casual. By now, social speculation has made this thing impossible to do anymore, because it has been made public by the whole people and replaced by live broadcasting.
So what should we look like in the future? When I went to Guangzhou the other day, I would have found the answer, but I didn't find the answer. I found that the people over there didn't seem to be doing as well as they used to. The wholesale business is not so easy to do, and the business of physical stores has repeatedly reduced prices. Like Benny Road, which was once popular, it has 99 yuan for three pieces.
I really don't know where the real business should go now, and sometimes I even wonder if everyone will go live in the future, who will go to work in the factory, and who will do the hard work?
We all turn into a masquerade doll on the beauty camera, draw a big heavy makeup, and the right lens can sell the goods and make money, can't we? Why did my mother follow the rules to sell something? What kind of business do you do when you go to the factory? I have worked hard to become a worker.
I don't know if it's too extreme, because many of the post-90s children around me have made tens of millions, and I sometimes really want to say that Virtue is not worthy. But what qualifications do I have? Now, after all, it is still a society of power and money. Or that money has always been respected.
I remember when I was a child, I heard a saying that the old man described the northeast people: laughing at the poor and not laughing at prostitutes. I couldn't understand it at the time. I can't understand why I put my dignity down to do that kind of business, and I can still be respected and understood. There are even many people who follow suit. After giving birth to a child, he went out with his fellow countrymen to do the same business. Knowing that after many years of being too old to be wanted, he returned to the village and continued to live his old age.
Although they still can't understand it when they grow up, maybe they are really too poor and afraid. He hadn't read many books, because he knew that he could only exchange his body for his own survival. If his thinking does not change, and he has been stuck in his own way, he may become a state.
After all, it is painful to change yourself and step out of your comfort zone. People always like to act like that all the time in their orbit. Unwilling to make any changes, the slightest change will feel that their flesh hurts. But you know what? If you really change you well, your life will change qualitatively now.
I was more fictional last night until 12 o'clock because I wasted my day time and talked to others about the mountains. But I know that today's event is over, and no matter what time it is, it must be written down. So yesterday I finished. If I hadn't done it yesterday, the amount of tasks today would have increased.
I have heard more than 70 chapters, and he has more than 500 chapters. I think I'll definitely listen to it, and I like this order in which this author writes novels. He is a flashback, interspersed with each other. When he joins a character at the beginning, he doesn't tell you what they do and why they can drive the plot? But as you listen, you find that this character can push the overall plot and solve a thing that no one can solve.
He is definitely a mature novelist. Very inspired. Read a lot of other people's articles, and you will know how bad your own level is.
I was still trying to study book reviews, and I had written a lot of small manuscripts that recommended books to others in Zhihu, but suddenly I pushed it to a professional and found that I didn't have the courage. It turned out that I felt that I was very poor and that my self-confidence was lost.
I finally know why there are so many people in Jane's Book, because the threshold for Jane's Book is very low. He is a place to practice your pen, a place where you can find self-confidence. All lovers of literature can come here, and whether good or bad can be written.
And you find your own problems as you write, whether you stick with it the better, change yourself as much as possible, this is a place of data recording. I also heard a new term today called the protocosm. That is to say, our minds can be recorded by numbers, and in the end the physical human body is not needed.
If you are interested in science, it is really interesting to study it. Science is really getting more and more developed, what kind of system, what kind of things can be studied. With humanity repeatedly in space, we may one day actually live in space. However, I don't know if I can achieve it in my lifetime, and I guess I can't reach it.
Think about it, it is only more than 30,000 days in a lifetime, and it is long and long, and it is quite short to say short. Don't waste time when you're fine, let every minute and second live on the blade. Don't be anxious about useless things and useless people, go to sigh. Live your present moment and strive to become a person you think is excellent.
Today's unconscious writing is written here.
I wanted to put it to rest, but then I thought about it for 100 days and it didn't take long to stick it out. It's like keeping a diary yourself. One day, you can make it into a book, turn it over one by one, or you can record it into the kind of audio of an AI robot by cutting it. Put it on a USB stick and listen to it when you are seventy or eighty. It must be a very magical brain trip.
On Saturday, October 30, 2021, the weather in Beijing was smog. 11:32 am.
Beijing, China, these two years have been really turbulent. I really hope that this epidemic will pass quickly and let me find the direction of my life to clear the fog. I really felt like I was standing at the crossroads again.
The first time I stood at a crossroads was when my parents didn't pay me high school tuition. The 2nd time I stood at the crossroads was when I chose my current partner, my love. The 3rd time I stood at the crossroads was when my business was good and I was expanding rapidly. Then it lasted for more than a decade, until now it is at the crossroads again. I want to change the industry or break through the bottleneck of the industry. I am a very real person who wants every decision I make to be right or rewarded, not wrong.
But I also have the advantage of not regretting what I have done, only when he is the experience of life. Our lives are based on step-by-step experience. Well, that's the end of the rambling. I really want to go to see the fragrant leaves of Beijing once in a few days. Because the autumn leaves in the photo are really beautiful, when you are extremely anxious, nature really has the power to heal you.
The beauty of nature does not need to be artificially portrayed, it is an innate leaf, a taste and a landscape, which may heal your long-wounded soul. It's just that you yourself don't feel the beauty and beauty of your eyes. Well, you must cherish the present moment.
Essay (Personal Growth)