Reading Mr. Barkin's Book "Home" (III) - Reading Notes (II)

Behind closed doors is the deep mountains

Reading is everywhere in the Pure Land

9. Through the meticulous description of the Chinese New Year's Eve night and the reunion dinner, let us see how the old era was spent. On the surface, it is very lively, four generations are in the same house, and the warmth of home floats on the paper, but is the heart in one place under the surface of its happiness and harmony? How long can the prosperity of the old times last? Where will this family go?

10. When everyone thinks that Mei and Juexin are a couple, who cares about Rui Jue? Rui Jue is the representative of the women of the old society, how can she not know about them? But he was very good to both of them, willing to accompany Juexin to death, willing to fulfill them, Mei and Juexin were victims of the old society, wasn't Ruiyu also? Then again, Mei and Juexin were separated because of feudal etiquette, and if they were to combine, wouldn't they also be a feudal union? After all, they were cousins.

11. Juehui founded a journal. He seemed to have a place to vent, expressing his dissatisfaction with old things in publications. At this time, Ming Feng was dispensable to him. Qin published articles in journals to express her passion, she advocated cutting her hair, but she did not want to or could not cut, she had too many shackles, which reflected her revolutionary and weak nature. Reading this, Xu Qianru made people shine, she became the first person to cut her hair in the college.

12, "the family is very rich", "the children are still beautiful", "I haven't read many books", "It is better to marry you out early". These few words took turns ringing in her ears, and immediately a long, long road appeared in front of her eyes, covered with the corpses of young women. The path stretched out from her eyes to infinity. She understood that the road had been repaired thousands of years earlier, and that the ground was soaked with the blood and tears of the women, who had been shackled and shackled to catch up with the road. Let them kneel there, irrigate the land with their blood and tears, and let the beasts tear and devour their bodies. At first, they groaned, wailed, prayed, and hoped that someone would save them from this path. But it didn't take long for their hopes to be dashed, and their blood and tears were gone, so they fell down and swallowed their last breath there. From thousands of years in the distance to the present, I don't know how many women's youth has been lost on this road, and I don't know how many women's blood and tears have been soaked. Looking closely, there was not a single clean corpse on the road, and the women were all in tears, exhausted, made a final struggle, and then fell down, closing their eyes and burning fire.

13, for Mingfeng, Juehui is all she has, her hope. For JueHui, Mingfeng is just his venting to the old society in the high house (loving a slave, this kind of rebellious behavior is resistance to the old society). When Juehui finds a new outlet, Mingfeng is not important. I wondered, if Juehui didn't mess with Mingfeng and kiss Mingfeng, wouldn't she die?

14, Mingfeng jumped into the lake and left. "Soon the water surface returned to calm after a violent commotion, but the air was still filled with the sound of wailing, as if the whole garden was crying quietly."

The author spends the entire chapter describing Ming Feng, and learns to give someone else a small psychology. When he heard the news, he thought of Juehui, who should save himself. When looking at the wisdom in the candle shadow, he is so beautiful. A picture appeared before her eyes: a crowd of bustling boys and girls cast contemptuous glances at her, and among these contemptuous glances there was a glimpse of kindness looking at her, and she herself knew that this was the person she had been thinking of day and night. Love has not yet sprouted and become a bubble. Ming Feng knocked on Jue Hui's window, but he did not respond. The night before he was about to get married, he plucked up the courage to find Juehui, and in response to him was a kiss from Juehui. This kiss was all she had. With this kiss, the news that she had gone out of the house to do a small thing was never spoken, and Mingfeng's psychology at this time had changed again, she did not want to be tired of Juehui, and she was satisfied with a kiss.

Ming Feng is not willing, a girl like her, with a happy life to grow, why would she be in such a situation? Like the women of the old society, defending their rights and interests seems to be only one death.

Before jumping into the lake, Min Feng's heart was struggling, he was indignant about the injustice of the world, his 17 years were spent in serving others, spent in scolding, she was not willing. When she heard Juehui's call, she felt that she could not sacrifice Juehui to save herself. Finally, she stood up lazily, shouted twice in an extremely gentle and poignant voice, "Third Young Master, Juehui", and jumped into the lake.

To be continued...