The pandemic has indeed changed a lot of my life trajectory
I was supposed to go home for the New Year last year, but I didn't make the trip until yesterday
Why do you have to come back to see it, maybe it's home, missing your parents.
Now that I think about it, I vaguely remember when I left last year, and because my parents did not prevent the epidemic as required, I had some conflicts with them.
At that time, I felt that after being together for a long time, there would inevitably be some contradictions, and I was glad that I was finally leaving.
But when the time has passed for so long, especially if I haven't even come back for the New Year, I want to come back and see it more and more.
Every time I come back to some place that I haven't been to for a long time, I feel that the places in these memories are not the places I remembered in my mind for the last time. There are also people I haven't seen in a long time. It feels like something is not human. It felt as if something had been touched somewhere.
Today, on the second day of my return, when I was sitting directly opposite my mother for dinner, I looked at my mother carefully, probably because it was too sunny this summer, and her face was tanned. Coupled with the wrinkles on her face, I felt that my mother was much older. I couldn't help but feel some desolation in my heart, my heart ached. My mother was born in 56 years, and she is 65 years old this year, so if she lived well in the city, she might not look much younger. But she basically works in the countryside all year round, and almost no maintenance is done. Heck, in my mind, my mother has always been a middle-aged woman. But at the moment of eating, I felt a little like I should change this view, although I didn't want to. But... Writing this my eyes are moist... Look at my father, who eats on the left-hand side, whose face is also tanned and wrinkled. My heart is full of mixed feelings. Mom and Dad have been thrifty all their lives. This habit has remained so far. I always like to buy things that are cheap. Yesterday my dad wore a big suited trouser top. In fact, my father did not want to wear, but my mother said, this is cotton and linen, only a dozen dollars, the quality is very good, the dress is also very cool. It feels like you're earning it when you wear it. Parents are frugal to themselves, but they are still generous to their children as always, and they all save money for our children to use, which pities the hearts of parents in the world. Think about how such parents can not meet their own requirements. My parents' biggest wish now is to hope that I will get married soon, in fact, I have been looking forward to such a day. Unfortunately, the people who looked at me couldn't see me. The people I look up to can't see, it's really torturous. I want to meet my parents' wishes as soon as possible and I want to find one I like, in short, it is really difficult. I actually don't have much of an advantage now, and the 30s are not taller than 180 and have not maintained a good fit. I feel that it is impossible for a young and beautiful mushroom to look at me, but I just don't die, and I feel a little unrealistic. Anyway, this time I went back and continued to work hard.