Liu Yong once said: Life is a road of no return, go up, you can't go back, after it passes, it becomes, it does, it is done, and it is wrong.
All people's lives have experienced the past and cannot be changed, and those who have left cannot be recovered.
Just like in the movie "Forever Excuse", the male protagonist Yukio is a relatively famous writer, at the beginning Yukio's wife Natsuko is cutting his hair, and the two have a ride and are chatting.
At this time, a text message came from Yukio's mobile phone, and neither of them paid attention to it.
But the next topic unfolds is that Yukio has always been dissatisfied with Natsuko, a bit of a taste of curiosity, he told Natsuko not to let her call him "Yukio" in public, and his language was full of annoyance.
After the haircut, Natsuko hurried to go out, and Yukio couldn't wait to pick up the mobile phone, but when Natsuko returned home, he quickly put down the mobile phone and looked at Natsuko in shock.
Obviously something was hiding from Natsuko
Sure enough, after Natsuko left, Yukio called Xiao San to come home, and the clouds and rain turned over.
Yukio's attitude toward Natsuko and Xiaosan was almost as good as two
Just like Yi Shu said: When a man no longer loves his woman, it is wrong for her to cry, it is wrong to be silent, it is wrong to breathe alive, and it is wrong to die.
Just as Yukio and Kozo were entangled, the news of an accident on the TV was playing, and the phone call came, and the police told Yukio that the bus that had happened was the one that Natsuko was sitting on, and everyone died.
However, in the face of Natsuko's death, Yukio was not sad at all, and in the process of talking to the police officer, he first lied that he had participated in one yesterday
At the banquet that could not be pushed off, when the police officer asked him what color clothes Natsuko wore yesterday, he couldn't say anything.
At the memorial service, even Natsuko's colleagues were indignant for Natsuko, and then cried bitterly, but Yukio still did not react at all.
When he read the memorial service, he pretended to choke, and then falsely covered his face and pretended to be sad, but after getting into the car, he combed his hair from the mirror of the car.
It was as if everything that had happened had nothing to do with him.
For him, he's just playing a writer who is in the pain of losing his wife, immersed in the flash, so selfish that he goes online as soon as he gets home to see what people think of him.
And the sudden death of his wife disrupted the normal life, without his wife, he would not do housework, and even heating something with a microwave oven would explode, and the family was in chaos.
Even when Kozo arrives at Yukio's house and begins to blame herself for Natsuko's death and can't sleep at night, Yukio still just wants to sleep with her.
This indifferent attitude of Yukio finally couldn't stand even Xiao San, because she felt that a person like Yukio didn't know what love was, and she didn't know how to love others.
At this time, Yukio also lost the inspiration to write, and for a writer, the saddest thing is this.
Later, Yukio realizes Omiya, the husband of his girlfriend Koyuki, who was killed with Natsuko.
Compared with Yukio's inability to love, Omiya, although a somewhat rude and impulsive truck driver, loves his wife very much, and he will repeatedly listen to a recording left by Koyuki before he died, so sad that he will choke to tears when he listens to eat instant noodles.
When the two were eating together, Omiya also brought two children, it was the daughter Xiao Deng and the son Zhen Ping, and during the meal, Xiao Deng was taken to the hospital by Omiya because of seafood allergies, and Yukio had to take Zhen Ping back to the Omiya family to take care of him.
During the few hours he spent with Shinpei, Yukio found himself able to get more inspiration for writing from the Omiya family.
In order to have material to write, Yukio took the initiative to move into the Omiya home and asked to take care of the diet and living of the two children with Omiya.
In this way, the two men began a real "widowhood" education.
In the process of getting along, Yukio began to change gradually, and he also began to try to love and take care of the two children.
He will repeatedly check at the convenience store whether the food he buys contains seafood, will go with Xiaolan to pick up Zhenping from school at night, will gently advise Xiaolan and Zhenping when they quarrel, teach Xiaolan to cook rice, and open Zhenping's heart knot.
He is saving a shattered family, but he is also saving his own numb heart.
One day, while packing his wife's clothes, he found her mobile phone, which contained a draft to be sent to him: "I don't love you anymore, I don't love you at all."
The phone shut down because it was out of power, the aperture turned a few times and then the screen went black, and he froze as if he had been shocked.
It turned out that after he lost the ability to love others, he also completely lost his wife's love for him.
What really broke him was that when he went to shoot a documentary about the sacrifice of his wife like a puppet, the belated remorse mixed with sadness surged in his heart like a storm, and he came too late to explode.
Yukio finally revealed his unbearable side.
The longer it lasted, the greater the seed of remorse grew in his heart.
He also began to persuade Omiya to learn to let go.
Omiya hesitated and finally deleted the recording left by Koyuki.
During the accident in Omiya, Yukio desperately tries to comfort the two children, and has been resenting his father's Mahei for his mother's death, and Yukio has also begun to teach him truly.
He walked into his wife's former barbershop and let others cut his long-uncut hair for him, and began to accept that others called his most hated name, "Yukio", because he understood that sometimes, evasion was not only shameful, but also useless.
Sometimes, what we pursue is to love only one person in our lives and only have one kind of sorrow in our lives.
But often it backfires, and they all think that separation is not an easy thing, but in fact, separation is a matter of an instant.
We usually think that time is long, but no one knows whether we will see the sun tomorrow.
Just like countless public service advertisements for parents, don't wait until you lose it.
Source: Jian Shu
Author:Stork Tottling_