Fate does not favor one over the other, everything has cause and effect.
I went to the mall again this morning, and the female section chief introduced me to the male manager (the manager is quite fat, wearing an eye, it seems that his wife has just divorced him), he did not invite me to sit down, but slowly said a bunch of things: the staff is full... I hung up a call to the personnel bureau, and the last sentence: You come back next Monday, and I will say goodbye. It's only Tuesday today, and there are still five days to go next Monday, so wonderful, I wish the side food didn't want me and hit the innings. These days can be crazy, idle, depressed.
Went to see uncle Three, went to Shancheng Station in the afternoon, bought two books "Reader's Digest" and "Liaoning Youth" at the bookstore, bought some food, received thirty pounds of grain, and went to the grocery shopping mall to buy meat (according to the third brother, they cheated on me and stole minced meat, which was not good.) ）。 When I came back, I lay down on the couch, turned over the books I bought, read them for a while, thought about them for a while, and now I forgot all about them, forgot about them.
Remembering the past does not soothe sorrow
You should write back to Li Shuxiang and Wang Hong, and maybe you can go to Spring City.
Think of me now:
No money, no power, no residence (temporary borrowing), no ability, do not dare to break in, afraid to meet.
To be celibate, not to cook meals.
What should I do? Just to run out of pen water, just write one sentence:
Find a place to cry!!!
18.9.1990 6:30pm
Helpless, crying.