"I'm getting more and more fond of Mr. W. I'm a little flustered."
"You have to cherish the present, not the future."
"Then accompany him until you can no longer feel lonely."
This sentence of my friend suddenly startled me, and the two people who had each other in their hearts only tasted it in love, and neither dared to cross the shallow window paper.
Friends Dayan and Mr. W met in the second year of undergraduate, two people who were both students who failed the college entrance examination but had the goal of rebirth in a desperate situation, became good friends who talked about everything.
They wrote papers and experimented together, and in our eyes they seemed to have shattered the obsession of poor students not being able to ascend to the hall of elegance.
During their undergraduate studies, they published more than ten academic journals, and their scholarships each semester were indispensable.
When everyone thought that Dayan and Mr. W would be together, Dayan shook his head, "We're just me and him." ”
When Dayan said these words, it happened to rain lightly, and the fine raindrops hit her thin shoulders, slightly sad.
I could tell that Dayan had liked Mr. W for a long, long time.
Mr. W's college entrance examination because of diarrhea, the literature is very unsatisfactory, but there is no courage to repeat the study, so he uses this school as the lifeline of the new beginning.
He struggled, forgot to eat and sleep, and even stayed up late at night and went to the emergency room.
That night I sat with Dayan at the door of the emergency room, during which I woke up and slept, whether I was groggy or awake, I saw Dayan looking at Mr. W on the hospital bed like a stone man.
"I'm going to work a little harder to get Mr. W. not so tired anymore."
"He doesn't belong here, so I'm going to help him go where he wants to go."
A night of anxious waiting made Dayan's voice slightly hoarse, without the softness of her usual voice, but also revealed a fearless firmness.
I understand that in Dayan's heart, Mr. W does not belong to this and does not belong to her.
Since then, Dayan has been soaking in the laboratory almost every day, sitting in front of the computer, running around the teacher's office, helping Mr. W to inquire and sort out the information.
Maybe it's because of my big personality, many people come to me to solve my emotional problems.
I could see that Dayan had a deep affection for Mr. W, but I didn't know how to express it, so I could only say excitedly: "I am the CP fan leader of you two."
Every time he heard my words, Dayan would smile slightly.
Her eyes were beautiful, because in her heart, the three words of Mr. W were full of starlight.
During their undergraduate studies, their lifestyle habits remained highly consistent, and I had never seen a couple more like a couple than them.
But neither of them will take the initiative, and even the two will often hate each other, until the cold war is full of bruises, until Mr. W takes the lead in breaking the deadlock.
Mr. W was admitted to Beijing for a master's and doctoral degree, and Dayan and I also went to Chengdu to study for a master's degree.
That day, The sudden inquiry of Mentor Dayan made her feel vanity for the first time: "Is there an object?" ”
"Yes, study in Beijing."
And all this was clearly heard by Mr. W, who was on the phone with Dayan.
When Dayan's mentor left, she wanted to explain to Mr. W, who knew that Mr. W did not refute it, but laughed:
"Well, Dayan has a boyfriend who is studying for a master's degree or doctorate in Beijing."
Mr. W was unquestionably sure that the man Dayan was talking about was him.
However, Dayan took it as a joke, because she couldn't believe that Mr. W had a place for her in the future plan.
They still talk for an hour or two a day, and no one mentions the episode as if it hadn't happened.
I encouraged Dayan to break through the tissue paper, but Dayan said, "Love, why do you have to be together?"
"He's in my heart."
Later, when they were no longer alone with each other, they found the other half.
The relationship between Dayan and Mr. W came to an abrupt end in a shallow taste, like a drama that suddenly ended.
As Hugo said, "If there is no love in the world, the sun will die."
Dayan and Mr. W guarded each other's boring academic careers for six years in pain, and without each other's encouragement, they were like a sailing ship wandering in the sea, drifting uncertainly, with the waves, not knowing where to end.
They supported each other so that the boats would return to shore and the deer would return to the forest.
Feelings are not a matter for one person, and It is not a pity that Dayan and Mr. W are not.
They have rational thinking, and they tell me that love is not a bondage and a bondage.
Only when both parties have a clear goal, under the premise of independent individuals and thoughts, can they say a true love. They also told me that love doesn't have to be together, but chooses to let go at the right time.
The starry sky fell silent in the night, and the sunlight restarted the day.
Dayan and Mr. W, for the rest of their lives, want better happiness for each other.
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