I was shocked to hear you leave today suddenly, and in this way.
Twenty-three years ago, you were swaddled with encephalitis from a high fever, leaving you with a lifelong disability and low intelligence. Although you have grown to a height of one meter and eight, your intelligence has always stayed at the age of ten.
I always thought that your life was simple, no different from a ten-year-old child, and although there were many people who laughed at the way you walked and imitated your vague pronunciation, every time I saw you, you had an innocent smile. I heard that you can play with smartphones, cook, raise a lot of pigeons, and think you love your days.
I have not lived in my hometown for more than ten years, and I rarely hear news about you. This year's May Day holiday back to your hometown, I heard that you have a son, although you do not like your paralyzed daughter-in-law with polio, but you have a child, very happy for you, your parents are also very happy.
Today I suddenly heard you leave in this way, and I knew you weren't having that much fun. I don't know if you complain about your mother, I think she once loved you, otherwise she wouldn't have given you three sisters, married you with all her heart, and taken care of your son. It may be that years of exertion make your mother ignore your feelings, let her hurt you with vicious language, and a momentary verbal conflict makes her lose her mind and say the words she said countless times, making you feel so desperate that your little self-esteem finally can't stand it.
You ran all the way into the cold river, I don't know if you regret it after jumping, I think your mother must have regretted it, this is not what she wants.
I hope that you will not suffer from illness in the next life, do not be discriminated against, do not experience any harm again, and live a happy and happy life.
Just now when I was coaxing my two precious daughters to sleep, I whispered to them that only mothers are good in the world, I don't know if you have ever heard this song, and suddenly my tears are like a break.