Seeing the water in the faucet spilling out of the basin, the tears couldn't help but flow out involuntarily, why can't even do such a simple thing, don't you just take a water? Why does it overflow? What else can be done?
The water in the tap, intermittently, seemed to be giving me a political lesson. When I stood in the sink and waited, the water in the tap did not flow, and when I just reached out to close it, it flowed out again, making me feel that there was still hope that it would not be closed, standing there waiting for less than two seconds and not flowing, to turn off and come out again, then open. So many times I really don't want to care, drive and then turn around to do something else, when you don't pay attention to it, it is behind the flow, the sound seems to tell you that he has been, but you can't help but go back and then don't flow... Seeing this makes me think deeply, this and two people get along like ah, if you have been waiting for that he has not turned back, people's hearts are the same, once there is a gap, once they go far, how can not be called back, just like this flow of water, hanging you just because there is no better choice, then it is better for me to choose, raise your hand and turn it off.
Squatting on the ground with the water I received while brushing my shoes, I burst into tears, thinking why am I so wasteful?
I have lived for 30 years, why do I live myself as I am now, I can't do anything well, I don't think about anything and always want to rely on others, I didn't understand it before, and now I have experienced so many things? Only their own strength will make themselves indestructible, but they still have to pass in front of them, after all, the state of the little sister who comes back from work is not very good.
Look at the time, four o'clock in the afternoon, it is time to go out to get the steamed bun bought online yesterday, four o'clock to send to the pick-up point, so the time is just right, just ready to go out the courier call, let go to the village mouth to get the courier. Well, the courier in the village is generally less, people may be waiting there for me to get the good delivery of the next one, then go to get the courier back and then go to get the steamed buns. Take the courier home to find that the medicine has not been sprayed, summer, there are many bugs in the village, all kinds of bugs have come out, the instructions say that there can be no one in the house within 20 minutes of spraying, but there is no place to go in the house, although there are colleagues living opposite, but can not trouble others, do not bother others, after all, there are occasional things to do, then you have to spray the medicine first and then go to get the steamed buns, just the steamed buns back is almost enough time, well, just do it. Everything seems to be the need of the plot, in the moment of spraying the rain outside the window pouring, there is no little sign of the road area into a river, tomorrow to work can not be delayed, not to mention the heavy rain, what is terrible, not to go over is not good? After making a decision, I took the umbrella out of the door, and sure enough, the water outside had reached the ankle, but there was no turning back from the bow, let's go!
Heavy rain is not merciless, umbrella up and down heavy umbrella rain, wading on the ground water did not feel a little cool, actually felt warm, may be cooler is their own heart!
Just like this, while walking while immersed in their own emotions, unconsciously arrived at the door of the steamed bun shop, counted first not to take it, and then walked back to a farther place to take it again, it was time to say goodbye to themselves.
After walking two or three times the distance from the steamed bun shop, I finally stopped at the door of a lottery shop, which was full of men in their forties, staring at you one by one with surprised eyes, perhaps thinking about how addicted the little girl was, braving such a big rain to buy lottery tickets. Under their eyes I don't know whether to go in, I will not enter before, but I did not come to say goodbye to my past self, then I have to break through my former self, push the door in.....
Don't know which one to buy and don't know how to buy a few bets, then come 3 bets each, machine selection, even the numbers seem to indicate scattered, glanced at the numbers that did not see their obsession, then two more, put all those bad days into it, anyway, let these numbers follow these pieces of paper into the garbage bin!
On the way back, went to the vegetable shop that often went, bought a piece of ginger, 3.4 good sample is not 3 or 4, plus plus minus, sure enough, it is today's date, 713, came out to take the steamed buns, oh 3 bags, and 3...
The owner of the steamed bun is very good, said come in, how to go outside the rain so much, smiled and said thank you, decisively into the rain, can not always passively wait ah, always take the initiative to turn around and face, sooner or later.
Back at home, the rain is getting lighter, that's not bad, anyway, everything that should be done is done, just like this...
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