Do you know? I dreamed of you again last night, you were as handsome as ever, you turned your back on me, sitting in the place where we often sat in the café, I entered the door and went straight to that position, but I saw you, I was stunned there for a long time, and then you turned your head and saw me, you smiled at me, I plucked up the courage to try to get closer to you, but I never got to that position, and I watched you close at hand, but it was difficult to get close, and finally until you disappeared.
I woke up suddenly, eyes open, pitch black, quiet, and I let go for a few seconds before finally recognizing the fact that you had left me. Yeah, already gone.
It is said that the person who dreams in the dream is because I feel so far away in my heart, so I want to see you again in the dream, but in the dream you are also so far away from me, I can't get close to you.
Maybe it's telling me in this way that when you are separated, don't hold out hope, reality, and dreams.
When we were together, the friends around us all knew that loving you was something they all knew, and later separated, only a few people knew, but no one knew that I still loved you, which was a secret that belonged to me alone.
Later, I have been single, and sometimes friends joke that "you haven't forgotten him yet" I said "How is it possible, I took so much up and down the next person, I have long forgotten." The answer was so crisp and neat that they all believed it, said so much that even I almost believed it.
However, why do you feel shocked when you hear your name, why do you feel uncomfortable when you think of you inadvertently, why do you see a back shadow similar to your heart on the street for a second, why do you always fall into my dreams, and why you have no feeling for the boys who appear around you later, to this day, you are still my reason for rejecting others. I'm not waiting for you, but I still can't like anyone else.
Will secretly run to your space, because at that time together when WeChat was not so popular, then it will require you to make a couple avatar, associate QQ number, set into a couple space, free has been in your space message, and then our qq is no longer associated, you also changed the avatar, changed the space dress, emptyed all the messages. I sneaked in and spun around, then silently deleted the access history. I want to know your news, and I'm afraid you know I'm still thinking about it.
Will you sneak to your city, turn around the path we often walk, breathe the air of the city, blow the same wind as you, is it a hug?
I will also travel around with a bag alone, remember to tell you a lot of places you want to go, you always say that when we have money, where do you want to go, you always say that you will have the opportunity to go to many places. But until the separation, I still haven't been to any place, I walked and stopped alone, looking at the scenery we talked about together, and where are you?
After two years together, it took three years to remember, the memories are longer than the experience, should I say that I am too obsessed or too eager to open?
In fact, sometimes our hearts are far less dashing than the surface, and the back shadow can be turned around, and how to fill the gap in the heart? In the days after I left, I loved you from everyone for a long time, and I think this should be the price of my breaking up. But the three years that should be repaid are enough, and I just want to live for myself.
I used to always hope that you would come, would suddenly stand in front of me, would call me downstairs to surprise me, would gently say "don't come unharmed", but now I don't want it, those emotions that have nowhere to be placed will let it return to its own place, you don't come, I am alone.