His hands were busy, but his mind was deserting. For some reason, the word "world of two" suddenly broke into my heart. Just drop off your work and talk to you.
Thinking about it, the state of life in this "world of two" has always been what I want and can't.
When I first got married, although I lived in the front and back yard with my mother-in-law, I was holding a horse spoon in a pot. At that time, the sister-in-law had not yet left the cabinet, and the three members of the eldest uncle's family also lived with their mother-in-law. Seriously, I'm really uncomfortable with such a big family living together. I mentioned eating separately with my mother-in-law several times, but my mother-in-law always did not say anything. Later, I learned that my mother-in-law was actually preparing kitchen utensils for us little by little. Finally, before the Spring Festival, my mother-in-law promised us that we could open our own gang out of the first month, but I was very happy. I remember that the first meal of our little family was just in time for February 2nd, and we ate scrambled eggs, fried braised seeds, and porridge that day, which was really fragrant. The dream of the "world of two" has finally come true, and the happiness is beyond words. Unfortunately, the good times did not last long, and within two months I was pregnant with the baby. Nine months later, her daughter fell to the ground, and the good "world of two" was gone forever.
The life of a family of three is also happy, but it is different from the "world of two". Later, he was laid off, unemployed, and ran around for his livelihood, busy day and night. The days of that time were, at best, alive, of little quality, let alone enjoying life. It is so easy to survive until the parents and in-laws are gone, and the daughter is also married, it is time to enjoy our "two-person world", who expected that a greater disaster has long awaited us.
Twenty-one days had elapsed between the marriage of her daughter and her husband's diagnosis of cancer. But it was too short,rather than the idea of "finally doing all the work and taking a good breath," that there was no time for me to plan out how to get through the rest of our lives. So, these twenty-one days of "two-person world" are vague and even blank in my memory.
Nowadays, I still yearn for the "world of two", but with the passage of time, this yearning is mixed with a lot of "Ye Gong Hao Long" meaning. A few years ago, the vision of beautiful love now seems to be some "newborn calves are not afraid of tigers". Now, the previous great confidence has long since withered, and only two points remain to decorate my illusory dream. Oh, let it go. In fact, no life is absolutely beautiful, fish and bear paws can not be combined. For me, the current days are bright and colorful, and the happiness and happiness are not thin, and I should be satisfied. As for the "two-person world" that has been envisioning, it is better to go with the flow. Yes, it is nothing more than the icing on the cake, no, we are happy to continue the happy life now. All in all, let nature take its course, go with the flow, and live the days that fate has arranged for me, even if it is gray, we must have the ability to make it alive and fragrant. Hey hey [cute]