The night at the end of May is very refreshing, if you stand on the road for too long may be a little cool, the time is not very late, more than nine o'clock, there are many people at home, some sleep, some may not sleep tonight. I was a little sleepy, but I lay down for a while and didn't continue to sleep. And who is not disturbed, a person came to the door of the road, aimless walking, I do not want to sleep, I do not know what I want to express, occasionally look at the street lamp, occasionally look at the sky, when looking at the sky can not be too close to the street lamp, so that you can not see the stars, walking in the dark section can clearly see the Big Dipper seven stars, I want to take a mobile phone to take pictures, but open the camera is only dark, and always want to take something, it is best to be bright.
On the side of the road is a small river, and you will hear the frogs as you walk softly. When you get closer, the frog may feel that someone is coming, and it will not bark. I remember when I was a child, at night, if you walked on the field, the whole world was the cry of frogs, whether you were a human or a natural enemy, I just sang loudly. On the river is a wheat field, and in the countryside at this time, in addition to the houses, the farmland can see wheat. The wheat was not yet ripe, and as the breeze swayed, the ears of wheat were still green, and the smell in the air was green, which could not be smelled in the city even after the rain. In another month, it would be a different sight and taste.
Last night my mother called and said that my grandmother was critically ill and asked me to rush back the next day, at that time I had not yet left work, I was still working, my grandmother was old, I knew that she would leave sooner or later, I also thought that I would not cry, but people would have this day, especially recently, always in the news to see people die because of extreme weather or other reasons. I think of when I was a child, my parents went to the field to pack dozens of acres of land, almost every year out, grandpa left early, I grew up with my grandmother, before my grandmother told me those truths I can't even remember, as long as you are not too naughty, you will understand that what she said is really reasonable. Since leaving school to go out to work. Usually, I only go home during holidays. The nose was sore or I couldn't help crying, and I didn't cry out, for fear of affecting other colleagues.
My grandma
Today by high-speed rail rush back, the family has moved her bed to the living room, in the countryside is about to die of the elderly are like this, dying at home, not in the hospital, not do not want to rescue, but the doctor has no way, even if the family money is all spent is useless. Grandma's bedside several people around, I went in squatting down next to the bedside holding Grandma's hand and called her, she could hear, but the words in her mouth I could not understand, the aunt next to me said loudly to Grandma, your eldest grandson came back to see you. Did you hear that. Grandma replied, meaning that I heard it, and I couldn't cry a second. I could only watch her shake her hands in pain, and I couldn't do anything, dad told me not to cry, grandma is older. Yes, Grandma is older.
When I came out, no one shouted, I wanted to go out for a walk, and it had been an hour since I walked for a while, holding my mobile phone to type and stop and go. Tears too. On the way back, the frogs are still barking, the wheat fields are still swaying with the wind, the green taste is still there, the night is still dark, but it is darker than when it comes out...