In this vast world, when everyone is born, it is a blank piece of paper.
Later, with the different environments and personal circumstances, different people had different stories.
Come to think of it, when I was young, everyone was the same, and I always thought that my life would be very good, but later, after I grew up, I found that I was not so special as I entered the society a little bit.
Most people are not so different, but it is just an ordinary existence, and most people's lives are really not as brilliant as imagined, but they are just very ordinary.
As an ordinary person, an ordinary man, everyone's experience seems very different, even seems to be very different, but in general, it is always quite similar.
Basically, one day, all of a sudden, with a cry, I came into this world without understanding.
Then, under the careful care of his family, he began to learn to walk slowly from climbing, and gradually, with teeth, he also learned to speak.
After a short period of freedom, he began to carry his school bag, came to school, and became a student, at that time, although he was young, he carefully wrote down his dreams on paper and said that he must be what he must be when he grows up.
Like becoming a teacher, teaching and educating people, like going to outer space, becoming a scientist, like especially liking music, hoping to become famous in one fell swoop when I grow up.
From a few years old to a teenager, it was a very good age, more tasks, but learning.
Later, less than twenty years old, the love sinus began to open, there was a favorite person, while liking each other, full of thought, each other will have a future, but before there was time to happen something, they ushered in the college entrance examination.
For the first time, life is faced with an important choice, which city to go to, and what major to study.
For college, I thought I would be able to go to the place I really wanted to go and learn what I really wanted to learn, but as a result, my grades didn't seem to be so satisfactory, and I didn't seem to know what I should learn.
When you are in college, you can learn more majors and have more freedom at the same time. During this period, I also began to try to talk about a relationship, but more, but just thinking about where I should go after graduation
On the day of graduation, my heart was full of ambition, but there was also a lot of hesitation.
While thinking that in this world, there must be a place of its own, but at the same time, I always feel that I don't know where to go.
The first job after graduation, it was not so smooth, going around, but it was also settled.
However, the salary is not as high as I imagined after all, and I tried my best, but I just just had to support myself.
In the next few years, changing jobs, looking for direction, unconsciously, it was a few years again, I finally felt a little stable, and I had a little savings, but my heart also began to become more and more lost.
I began to realize my own smallness, and I also began to realize that life is not so easy.
I have not yet figured out the meaning of life, how to live in this life, the family began to urge marriage, but also began to arrange blind dates for themselves. For blind dates, it is obvious that they are particularly rejected, but they have no choice but to choose to accept.
After all, I don't seem to have a better choice, and the people around me have begun to enter marriage one after another.
Later, after several blind dates, slowly, I chose a person, not to mention how heartwarming, just think that each other can still get along, not so annoying.
After talking about love for a period of time, I have not yet thought clearly, but in the eyes of the people around me, the time seems to be ripe, so they began to talk about marriage and marriage, and put marriage on the agenda.
On the day of marriage, in the eyes of everyone, the scene is so warm, you have won the happiness you want, but only you know that everything is not as beautiful as it seems on the surface.
You're not ready to become a husband, and you don't know exactly how to run a family.
Life after marriage does not seem to be so romantic, more just a variety of contradictions.
As a family, you earn money to pay off your mortgage together, and you also start to think about having a child together.
With a family, you have also begun to become more serious than ever to put into your work and be responsible for your family.
Just when you still feel that you are still a child, one day, but ushered in a small life, you have become a father, you are a little confused, a little happy, but also began to feel the weight of a life.
In the following decades, the relationship between husband and wife gradually faded, and you were preoccupied with your children and busy making money to support your family.
As your child grows up day by day, you begin to grow older day by day, year after year, you have long since stopped mentioning your dreams, and even forgotten what your dreams were, just busy commuting to work, busy going out and going home.
I also don't know from which day, you began to feel the passage of time more and more, and sighed that time passed really fast.
Your face starts to wrinkle, your energy is not as good as before, and your hair begins to turn gray.
The life in front of you, the marriage without much emotion, the painless work, the children who always have various problems, you are unwilling, but you seem to be powerless, you can only accept all the reality.
After all, you did not live the way you wanted to be, and you often think back to the past and always feel sorry in your heart.
But occasionally, looking at the fireworks in the kitchen and feeling the neatness of the family, you also think that this seems to be very good.
In this life, there is no great achievement, no vigorous emotion, very plain, and has experienced some tribulations, but it has finally spent decades in peace and security, and it has been very remarkable.