Nagging my pearl marriage

Since the ignorant intrusion into the besieged city, it has been thirty years unconsciously. Looking back, I tasted it like sour, sweet, bitter and spicy. When I was an ignorant girl, I was ordered by my parents and arranged by the words of the matchmaker to be pushed into the besieged city early. Now that I think about it, why my rebellious period is the same as my youth, a short period of time is too late to think, and my youth is so sloppy and swallowed like a date with a flash marriage.

When I was a child, when my peers were still in the school, I began to be ignorant of being a wife and a mother. After the marriage, he began to face the fireworks and turn his back to the child. Since then, my youth has only taken a turn and gone. He left three children to accompany me to start a trivial, crazy, happy, grumpy, xianglin-style housewife career.

Trivial parenting career, difficult days, counting days with broken fingers, hoping that the children will grow up a little earlier and end this trivial and exhausting day. When the children grew taller than me and didn't need me to worry about anything, they suddenly found that the days were like white colts passing through the gap, too fast, and they were at the age of knowing their destiny in a flash. I feel that I have not yet lived to understand, I have not yet touched this society well, I have not yet created a wonderful and colorful life for myself, I have not had time to seriously have a quality of life, I am caught off guard, and I have been pushed by the years to the ranks of middle-aged and elderly women.

I was thinking about thirty years, a great and long day. Pearl wedding, celebrate. The result was the same as the anniversary of the first year of marriage, and I was the only one who remembered the day when I gambled myself out. It's a mundane, no surprises, no celebrations, and even memorizations. Decades of days are just small blisters from the rain. The days flow like stagnant waters. Some people say that every marriage has dozens of urges to divorce every day, and the urge to strangle each other every day. In fact, women are emotional animals, even if they are eager to strangle each other, sometimes a soft and warm word, and then begin to hum songs and water flowers. For a macho man, it is already a great happiness for you to be materially unggrieved, to eat and wear warm, to earn money outside the home to support the family, you are at home, take the baby full-time to watch the house, and by the way, you are responsible for being beautiful as a flower. When this model becomes a habit, gradually in addition to eating enough to wear warm children optimistically, other than no longer desire, the warmth and romance of longing, can only be in the TV series, envy and envy. I don't know if others have the same as me, a big mother of a lot of age, don't like to watch the parents in the short TV series, because of real life, parents in the short, mother-in-law mother, long and trivial has been really boring, chaotic. In the past two years, watching the love idol drama may also make up for the boring and tasteless days in life. There is a saying that if you want not to fall in love, it is best not to see each other, and if you want not to meet, it is best not to owe each other. For marriage, whether you love each other or owe each other, choosing a city to grow old and white with one person can also be regarded as consummation. The benevolent see the benevolent, and the right or not is only known by the foot. Lost in the east corner, harvested mulberry elm. Although life has no passion and romance, boiled frogs in warm water, comfortable and lazy to jump. At least for so many years, I have raised a white and fat, and the breeders have also raised them with dedication, and they are also indispensable. There are also two small cotton jackets and a mink vest, and three children are my strongest strength, so that my life is still warm and leisurely. Life is as flashy as a cloud, trivial and often to the sun and the moon, is my motto, this may be the portrayal of my life.