I am the daughter of a double cancer patient, yes, my parents are suffering from cancer, and I will be inexplicably sad at the thought of this, feel sorry for myself, and also feel sorry for my parents! To borrow the name of the movie, to express my mood at this moment, tomorrow I will go to Shanghai, my mother will be admitted to the hospital for the second time, and I will have surgery the day after tomorrow. Yes, a word of illness is the most terrible, it is a kind of torture for patients, and the torture for patients' families is even worse, and I really want to cry without tears, at the beginning of last year, my father found prostate cancer, and in the middle of this year, my mother found liver cancer, double torture! My brother in addition to driving to and from the hospital, other things do not care, contact the hospital, doctors, admission, payment, examination, surgery, signature, discharge is all my alone, he can not do anything but half a technical content! What's the solution! My dad was sick for a year and a half, at first it was really difficult to accept, the doctor told me the result when I couldn't suppress my emotions at all, the tears snapped and couldn't stop, at that time I couldn't accept that my dearest people would get this disease, but my dad's illness was very likely to be cured in the middle of the disease, and there was no gap to adjust the mood, my mother's typical housewife could not resist things, my brother basically could only be used as a driver, and the burden was all on my shoulders! At that time, it was the most serious time of the epidemic in the country, or did not trust the hospital of Haimen, Shanghai was unable to go, the most unfortunate also had to go to Nantong Affiliated Hospital to see a doctor, with this mentality to entrust people everywhere, just to the colleague's husband's classmates, the key moment to rely on friends! The husband of the colleague really helped me a lot, and people really can't live without one or two doctor friends in this life!