After the nap, I opened my phone and saw the news pushed by NetEase Cloud Music: About us, are you sorry?
What kind of understanding is "we", the 'we' in the heart, is it still there?
Everyone's understanding and sensitivity to the word 'we' is different, some mention us may be a vigorous feeling, some may be a two-way friendship to accompany a lifetime, some may stay in the superficial meaning of the text, just us, nothing more.
I've seen friends around me enjoy 'us' together in their young and uninhibited time. In the early morning rush of early reading bells, together to cash in on the tacit understanding of tardiness, together were punished to stand outside the corridor of the classroom, holding books to the "green plants" and "air" on campus to loudly promote our ambition, how much 'we' at that time and youth wanton.
The teacher who was held by the shoulders of the hands of 'us' was also very cute at that time. In the very precious ten minutes between classes, the 'we' who go to the bathroom in groups together, the 'we' who go to the bathroom in groups in class, the 'we' who fly around in the classroom, the cover,' the 'we' who talk about their favorite songs, idols, movies, games, gossip together at the end of school, the 'we' who have nothing to do with learning, the 'we' who are with us when they cry and laugh, are they still there?
I also remember a friend next to me who fell in love with a girl in junior high school and started his crush life.
Let me can't help but think of a lyric in Wang Shi'an's 'precocious': You don't understand that crush makes people precocious, but also makes people lonely, even if they are just friends, they also insist on being left and right, there are boundaries, don't touch, provoke embarrassment, don't say, sensible, simple and happy, can't be your heaviness.
I knew the girl in the third year of junior high school, and the academic performance of the two people was not at the same level, but when they filled out the volunteer form, they enrolled in the same high school as the girl they had a crush on.
Fate is elusive and full of surprises.
The two of them were assigned to each other's next class, the distance between the two people was closer, and the boy's heart was a little more brave and hopeful. Every day, he would pay attention to the people who walked by the window of the corridor, afraid of missing her every moment, looking for an opportunity to find an excuse to meet and chat with her seemingly coincidentally, her every move, a glance and a smile were his sweet and sour. He even resolutely told his teacher that he had a girl he liked for a long time in the next class, and I wanted to go to her class, she had recently been troubled by math, and I wanted to go to her side to teach her math.
In my opinion, this decision of his is his attitude of daring to express his likes and dare to pursue, and even a little touched and a little yearning.
But in front of the adults, how could he understand the long-stacked likes in his heart at that time. In this way, that love became a reef immersed in the deep sea. The 'we' that my friend was looking forward to in my heart ended up not hearing from us for various reasons.
'Do you regret about us, will you still think of me when you walked the road you once walked together? Either way, the days we used to be together were the beauty of life.
I've always believed that anyone who comes up in our lives is meaningful. Probably most of them will not necessarily go to the end as girlfriends and brothers and lovers, but they will definitely leave something for themselves in the process.
Perhaps 'we' are accompanied by stories of reasons that are difficult to express and do not open their mouths, regrets slowly turn into memories of dazes with the pace of time, and the relief of being asked.
In fact, regret is also a kind of broken beauty, cherish the present, and do not let the present become if it is the meaningful existence of 'us'.