On the afternoon of March 29, a 15-second surveillance video circulated on the Internet.
In the video, a man walks alone to the high-temperature furnace that is running for a long time, and finally jumps in and jumps in.
Subsequently, Baotou Steel Group issued a situation statement confirming that the deceased was Wang Long, a steelmaking worker of the company, and that jumping from the furnace was a suicide.
Wang Long was born in 1987 and is just 34 years old this year.
According to workers, Wang Long has been single and not married, and his only hobby is to speculate in futures and stocks.
However, some time ago, the stock fell, and he lost everything. On the day of the incident alone, he lost more than 60,000 yuan, and his co-workers said that Wang Long was sad all day that day.
Probably because he owed a lot of foreign debts and could not repay them, he was discouraged for a while, and he embarked on a desperate road.
34 years old, it is a good year, just like this instantly disappeared. People can't help but sigh, 60,000 yuan, even let a man with good age resolutely jump into the steelmaking furnace at 2000 ° C, becoming the last straw that crushed him.
Is it worth it?
The adult world is like this—
Some mothers are angry because their children lost 5 yuan subway tickets;
There are also white-collar workers who suddenly collapse and cry on the street;
There are also middle-aged people like Luo Yonghao, who have become executors because of entrepreneurial failures, and who bear countless ridicules and hard work to repay debts;
There are more like Chen Jinying's grandmother, who is more than ninety years old and has paid off 20.77 million debts in 10 years...
Life is the way it is.
Even if there are great difficulties, it is not worth gambling on precious lives.
Many times, we need to gladly accept the reality that as long as you live, you have to bear the heartache, grievances, and have to experience the situation that there are still thousands of difficulties after a thousand sadnesses, and a mountain is let go.
Slowly take the hammer and grit your teeth to find the answer that belongs to your life.
Lu Yu said in "Chance Encounter":
"Whoever has been or is experiencing the darkest moments of their lives is a long, dark, cold, desperate tunnel."
No one's life is easy, and everyone will experience collapse and heartbreak on the road to growth.
Sometimes I hope to close my eyes and never have to face the difficulties of the world, but when I look back, I have to continue my life.
Among hundreds of millions of adults, who are not like this, one second do not want to live, the next second to wipe away tears, in order to survive to do their best.
Darkness is long, and only by gritting your teeth and trying to survive can you usher in the dawn and find the true meaning of life.
Life is hard
Everyone is struggling to get by
Last year, due to the impact of the epidemic, many artists could not work properly.
In order to make a living, everyone was forced to change careers one after another, some to drive buses, some to deliver takeaways.
TVB movie star Mai Changqing is also one of them.
Once upon a time, Mai Changqing was the evergreen green leaf of TVB, and the role of Liang Feifan in the Hong Kong drama "The Righteous Sea Of the Gangsters" left a deep impression on the audience.
But during the pandemic, his work came to a standstill. But he still has a family to support, to continue to live, in desperation, can only choose to deliver takeaway food to make a living.
Mai Changqing began to deliver takeaways from 4 a.m. every day, until 11 p.m., about hundreds of pieces, but he never shouted tired, because sending one more piece can make a little more money.
In order to save time and expenses, many times he squatted on the street to eat a box lunch of a few dollars, and then hurried to pick up the meal, and then hurriedly delivered it to the guests.
In addition to Mai Changqing, there is also Li Jiawei, who once appeared in "Singer 2015" with a song "Torment".
The female singer, who was once called "iron lung" by fans, worked as a service staff in the sales office.
Why do singers pour tea and water around their customers? Of course, it is also for life.
Under the epidemic, only as an artist, her annual income is less than 20,000 yuan, and she can't support herself and her family at all...
Seeing this, my heart was deeply touched, and this is not the life of each of us.
Because to survive, even if you sweat, you must clench your teeth, do not dare to shout pain, do not dare to retreat, afraid of letting go of a breath and can no longer withstand it.
Balzac wrote in The Tall Old Man: "Life is full of real suffering, false joy. ”
Every day of adults is like going to the battlefield, no one has the word "easy" in the world, everyone has to experience light or heavy tribulations and ups and downs, and suffer from the beatings of life again and again.
Life is not easy, who is not under the suffering, struggling and strong to live.
Stumbling along the way, everyone is doomed for the rest of their lives.
If not forced by life
Who wants to be stained with dust
Two days ago, I saw such a news.
A man leaned against the subway door and waited for the subway, but perhaps so tired that he stood there and fell asleep.
In his sleep, he lost consciousness and stumbled to the ground, breaking his head and bleeding, and he thought he was dreaming.
According to the police, the man is 32 years old and unemployed not long ago.
Now working two jobs, there is no time for a day to rest, busy like a "top".
There are old and young in the family, as the top pillar, he has no other way but to carry hard.
If it weren't for being forced to be helpless, no one would want to be so embarrassed.
I once saw a heart-wrenching video on the Internet.
In order to make more money, a takeaway brother specially picks up orders that do not have an elevator to climb the stairs, so that he can earn a dollar more than others.
No matter the large or small pieces, he held or carried them, trotting all the way up the stairs, several trips down the stairs was already sweaty, and his clothes could be wrung out of the water.
Even though he was very tired, he just squatted on the ground to catch his breath and then sent an order.
In fact, he could not have been so tired and chose an easier list, but there were children at home who wanted to study and waited to pay the tuition, and the old mother fell ill not long ago and was still lying in the hospital.
The family was too short of money, so he had no other choice but to do his best.
There is a saying: "As soon as an adult opens his eyes, he is surrounded by people who depend on him, but there are no people he can rely on." ”
Maybe sometimes, I really think about giving up, but every adult doesn't live for herself.
Looking at the wife and children behind them, they had to silently wipe away their tears and sweat and continue to stagger and hurry.
I'd rather be covered in dust and mud than let my family behind me suffer a little.
Life is a sea of misery
It will eventually reach the other shore
Lu Yao wrote in "The Ordinary World":
"The sky will not be dark forever, when the dark clouds fade, the brilliant sunlight in the blue sky will illuminate the earth, the grass will still be bright green, and the flowers will still bloom vigorously."
Perhaps, surviving the most difficult moments, you can cross the darkness and meet the dawn.
No matter how big the wind and rain, it will eventually turn sunny.
My cousin failed to start a business a few years ago, owed a lot of debts, and was often blocked by many people at the door of the house asking for money.
To pay off his debts, he sold his house and car, but only partially.
During that time, the family was in debt, crowded in the garage, and the wind and rain were shaky.
At that time, the cousin silently shed tears countless times, and even prepared to take poison to commit suicide, which was a "father" of the child, which woke him up.
If he just gave up on himself like that, what about the child? What about family members?
The cousin changed his mind in an instant and secretly threw away the medicine.
He began to work on construction sites during the day, and every day he ate and slept in the open, with a dirty face.
Take a bite to eat after work in the evening and go on a night train until the early hours of the morning.
My cousin was really tired and tired during that time, but he survived.
Later, he gradually paid off his debts little by little, and now he not only has a house and a car, but also some savings in his hands.
Life is really a sea of suffering, everyone is a boat that can be destroyed at any time, but when you cross to the other shore, it may become beautiful and vast.
I have seen a sentence like this: "I wanted to die this winter, but recently I got a beautiful dress that is suitable for spring, so I will live until spring." ”
Many times, life will give you a blow to the head, so heavy that you are about to suffocate and unbearable.
For a moment, I really couldn't stand it, and I wanted to fall from here on, a hundred.
But just when it is about to collapse, there is something that can clearly make you see a glimmer of hope and light ahead.
I believe that dragging the tired body, step by step through the long darkness, what awaits you will be the dawn.
Leonard Cohen once said:
"A life that never got what you wanted, everything has cracks, and that's where the light comes in."
Behind the quiet of many years, there are unknown patience, helplessness, heartache and sorrow.
The pressures of life and the frustration of work have long exhausted us.
This is the world of ordinary people, there are many thorns and jungles, but everyone is gritting their teeth and struggling to live, because they believe that as they walk, the sky will light.
Life is not easy, I hope that everyone can have a strong heart, do not be easily defeated by life, I believe that as long as you try your best to move forward, the future will eventually be expected.
Light up the "like", everyone who lives seriously, encourages.
Author: For the rest of my life, it's normal for you to be disappointed in my skin, but my soul is boiling hot.