There is a saying in frankl's "Living the Meaning of Life" by the American author: No matter how extreme suffering is, once meaning is found, suffering is no longer pain.
When Xiao Yu saw this book, she was in the most confused period of her life, and she was first attracted by the title of the book "Living the Meaning of Life".
How much she wanted someone to tell her what the meaning of life really was?
She had just graduated a year ago, and when she wanted to work hard and live a good life, she met Xia Zong, who at that time took good care of Xiao Yu's work and was the supervisor of her supervisor, but because the supervisor leader had something to take leave, so the supervisor of the supervisor directly managed them.
Indirectly, she was often called to work as an assistant, like a boss who had not been in regular contact with before.
Boss Xia is always a workaholic, and the work is also very demanding, initially denying Xiao Yu's work plan several times, and even relentlessly saying to her face that her graduation school is not very good.
Xiao Yu was almost said to cry several times.
Until once the two met in a café, that time was a weekend, busy for a week Xiao Yu saw the manager who was still working on the weekend, and then think about the guidance of the manager during this time, the progress of his work, felt the difficulty of the leader, originally did not plan to say hello, but because of a small episode, the two finally met face to face.
Dog blood is like a novel, Xiao Yu found that their habits are a bit like, every week will go to this coffee shop, of course, every time Xiao Yu silently on the other side, in addition to the first time to say hello, and then did not say hello, but this day, because Xiao Yu landlord said that there is a relative in the temporary family to come over, to reclaim the rented house, willing to return the deposit and this month's rent, let Xiao Yu quickly find a house, Xiao Yu who never spoke loudly that day was also anxious, because she did not expect to be suddenly withdrawn from the rent, I never cared about renting a house.
Naturally on the phone, she spoke loudly, and when she realized it, it was the manager who came to remind her.
She was blushing and was still talking to the landlord, but the landlord was just saying, "There's really no way." ”
Xiao Yu also couldn't, hung up the phone, looked at Xia Zong sitting opposite, she quickly packed up her things and prepared to find a house, after all, the landlord only gave three days.
Today, Saturday, the day after tomorrow, I have to go to work.
As can be imagined in the later development, it is really not easy to find a house in the city that is suitable for all price locations, and it is a time in between, and few people quit the rent.
The next day I ran a few more agents and looked around the web.
Until Monday, there was no clue.
When she went to work on Monday, she was in a hurry in her seat with a haggard face when she suddenly received an internal call.
Mr. Xia gave her an address. Nothing else was said.
At that time, Xiao Yu was still shocked and repeatedly resigned.
Mr. Xia said: "I rarely go to this house, and I put it away, you go first, and then move it when you find it." ”
Xiao Yu had heard before that Xia Zong didn't seem to be married, and he had never seen his other half.
At that time, Xiao Yu didn't believe that how such an excellent man could not have.
Xiao Yu did not intend to move, but later was forced to be unable to move, and could only move over.
It really looks like a model room, no one has ever lived. Two bedrooms. One is empty, one is locked.
She silently cleaned up the room, so she lived peacefully for a month, she gave the manager's WeChat double the previous rent, and no more could be paid.
The manager accepted it, and finally let Xiao Yu relax.
But until a rainy day, someone knocked on the door in the middle of the night and startled Xiao Yu, because the property in the community was still very good.
From the cat's eye, he saw that it was Xia Zong, who was a little drunk, and he squinted his eyes and said, "I'm sorry, I reported the wrong address and sent it here, and I can't go back when it rains." ”
Xiao Yu himself was still a little worried, but listening to him say this, he said busily: "It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, your locked master bedroom, I haven't moved." “
That night, Xiao Yu locked the door and slept restlessly, and the next morning he got up and saw that there was still breakfast in the living room.
Left a note saying to go to work first.
Xiao Yu couldn't say she wasn't impressed, but she also had her own persistence.
After this time, the two returned to the previous ones, and neither of them changed at the company.
Until a month later, another thing was staged, this time Xia Zong said directly: "This time I was not drunk and did not go wrong, I was really a little tired and wanted to find a place to talk to someone." “
Xiao Yu endured for half a day or asked, "Mr. Xia, are you married?" “
Xia Zong smiled and said: "Of course, they have been married, but because of the long distance, the relationship between the two has a big problem, and they are ready to divorce." “
That night, Xiao Yu cooked a meal that was used to being independent since childhood. She does a lot of housework. The home is also very well packed, I don't know whether it is the lights in the house or the figure of Xiao Yu cooking, all of which makes Xia Zong addicted.
Later, until she was blocked by two women in the house, she didn't know, in fact, she may have known that all this was expected, that day Xiao Yu calmly received two women, and she looked very beautiful.
The two women actually did not start to beat her, which made Xiao Yu very grateful.
Xiao Yu looked at the woman, and the woman said, "I bought this house when I was here." I want you to move out immediately.
Xiao Yu nodded, "I'm sorry, I really didn't know he wasn't divorced at first, he said he was going to get a divorce." Of course, later, I also realized, but I can't do without him, because because of him, my work is getting smoother and smoother, and my income is high, my parents and brothers have benefited, I want to break this relationship countless times, but I find myself inseparable... ”
As the opening sentence goes, "No matter how extreme suffering is, once it finds meaning, suffering is no longer suffering." Xiao Yu went from the initial guilt to the current calm, and she found that she had found another meaning for her "little three".
Xiao Yu listened to the words in his mouth: "I am in love with him, I'm sorry." ”