Wang Yi (pseudonym)/Dictation
Deep Blue Defenders/Author
I am Wang Yi, 28 years old this year. I'm a stay-at-home mom and I still can't believe I'm living with HIV, but escaping reality doesn't change reality either. The month I received the diagnosis notice was the darkest day of my life, I washed my face with tears every day, and I had to force a smile in front of my children, and my husband couldn't take care of me after driving long distances outside all year round, and I didn't know how I survived. Now that the physical condition is still relatively stable, I really want to advise all the sisters to say a word: Don't take that step, once out of the wall covered with water is difficult to harvest.
Deep Blue Guard: How did you find out you were infected with AIDS?
Wang Yi: The first two months began to inexplicably swollen lymph nodes, accompanied by laryngitis, at first I thought it was inflammation, I bought anti-inflammatory drugs to eat, but it has not been good. Later, I went to the hospital for examination, and the doctor touched it and gave me a blood test. The time of going home to wait for the blood test results was really painful for me, I checked the symptoms of AIDS infection on the Internet myself, found that it was very similar to my own, and I really regretted it when I thought about the past, but I still had a glimmer of hope that it was not AIDS. Two days later, the hospital informed me that I needed to be diagnosed with a positive initial screening, and a week later I received a call from the CDC informing me that I was diagnosed. I was most worried about my children because my husband and I hadn't had that aspect of life for a long time.
Deep Blue Guard: So do you know how you got infected?
Wang Yi: I know, I blame it all. My husband has been out of the car for many years, because he has been driving for a long time, he has prostatitis, so that aspect is not good, and the child is the only bond between us. I was busy taking care of my children all day and didn't think too much, during the epidemic this year, I was idle at home, suddenly I put down a dating app, at the beginning I chatted with them to pass the time, and then I met a person who cared about me, I had never been so spoiled, and slowly I was moved. After a long conversation, we met, the feeling of meeting was particularly good, we drank some wine, and finally I still did not keep the bottom line, we crossed the line, because of the haste, so did not do any protection, he was so warm I also trusted him, after a few times the person suddenly disappeared contact, did not think much at the time. But after being closed for too long, I was still very lonely after my child was asleep, and I opened the software again, and I couldn't control it. Unexpectedly, my retribution came so soon. This brief period of madness buried my happy family, and I now regret my intestines.
Deep Blue Guard: How is your family doing now?
Wang Yi: My husband is very honest, I don't dare to tell him, I'm afraid he can't stand this blow. I'm taking medication now, and I think I'll talk to him again when I have the right opportunity. Now I'm obsessed with taking care of my children and taking care of my home.
Deep Blue Guardian says:
1, Wang Yi's experience is very worthy of our reference, regardless of men and women, if there is a family, with an object should not play dating software, download this software is equivalent to giving themselves more possibilities to cross the line.
2, I think that some family members are infected with HIV, other members have the right to know, should not hide from each other.
What do you think?