One night, I was lying flat on the bed, and I inadvertently touched something on the outer edge of my breast that was about the size and hardness of a soybean, and I giggled in my heart, repeatedly pressed to confirm, and my heart sank, I knew something was wrong. So while thinking about the past, I wept, only to find that the original past was so beautiful, so that people wanted to continue. At that time, my husband was lying next to me, I tried to suppress my sadness and panic, not to let the sudden sound disturb my husband, but immersed in my own world, maybe at some moment, I still unconsciously choked. I don't know how long later, when I controlled my voice without trembling, I asked "Husband, are you sleeping?", "No!" The husband replied, and then there was the boundless silence, and after a long time, we repeated this question-and-answer pattern again, that night, I did not fall asleep, my husband did not fall asleep, but he did not ask anything, did not say. After thinking about it all night, I decided to go to the doctor, the next day I booked the date of the nearest expert number online, and then told my husband that I may be sick, I experienced a night of panic, he did not comfort me, he said he did not sleep, I do not know that he did not fall asleep because my movements quarreled or my sadness infected him, but I did not speak again, because our husband and wife feelings are very weak, he is a person who does not worry, I can only move forward on my own!
After a week, I went to the hospital, met the expert, said the situation, did a dual-mode light scattering breast examination under the advice of the expert, the report gave SDI-RADS: classification 2, benign changes in the results, but in view of my larger lump, must be surgically removed, I do not believe, repeatedly confirmed, the expert said not to worry, gave me the internal elimination of fistula pills, let me take it back to eat first, waiting for surgery, so I made an appointment for surgery, they said that when the time comes to call me, about a month or so, I will go back to the New Year. As a result of the outbreak of the epidemic, wait until the hospital can do the normal examination, I went to the hospital again, because I obviously felt that the lump increased more than doubled, found an expert, and did the same examination, the report gave SDI-RADS: classification 3, may be the result of benign changes, the expert let me continue to take those two drugs, I want to ask about the operation, but the doctor responsible for registration seems to be in a bad mood, the temper is also very grumpy, let me go back and wait on the line, do not affect others to see the doctor, cowardly I dare not argue, I had to continue to go home while taking medicine and waiting. At that time, although experts said that the problem was not big, I always had a bad premonition, during that time, I always saw things sad, spring flowers and summer fruits, which caused me a lot of sadness! In fear and anticipation, until August, I did not wait for the hospital to notify the hospitalization of the phone, there are no acquaintances in the hospital, there is no place to ask, I am in the good doctor online to find, kung fu does not pay off, but also let me find the expert's phone number, I tried to send a message, the result is very lucky, the phone number is correct. People asked me to avoid menstruation and come to the hospital for surgery next week, and it is estimated that people forgot about me in the front.
I went to the hospital as promised, handed in the first two examination reports, and the operation was scheduled for the next day, however, when drawing the line at night (that is, marking the location of the lump under the guidance of the machine, I forgot the technical term), the doctor who was not yet qualified to sit in the clinic found that my lump was unusual, and I was most likely breast cancer! This is undoubtedly a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and I can't stand on the spot...