I am fifty-three years old this year, half of my life, the first forty years have been suffering, when I was young, I worked, and then I came out to start my own business, and it was not smooth, the worst time, the New Year's family went out to hide, I was afraid of the creditors coming to the door, after the age of forty-three, my business was finally done, the debt was paid off, the house also had two sets, and there were more than two million deposits in the bank, which was also a spirit.
My ex-wife divorced six years ago, and I am grateful that she once accompanied me through the most difficult period, but when I developed, she would only look for things every day, suspicious every day, and did not want to live a good life with me, so I gave her half a million plus a suite and divorced. Last year I just married this wife, she was twenty-five years old at the time, when we got married, we also had a lot of pomp and circumstance, and many friends who came to participate were envious. Originally, I thought it was a double degree, but I didn't expect it to be the beginning of the nightmare, and since I married this wife, I have hardly been able to sleep well one night. My ex-wife used to stick to me every day, but this would not be, but it did not let me worry about it at all.
She stays at home every day, doing nothing, just watching Korean dramas, watching variety shows, doing nothing at home, the snack garbage after eating is piled on the coffee table, the sofa, the house is full of mess, not to mention that she will go to sweep the floor to wash her clothes. She stays at home during the day, but at ten o'clock in the evening, she goes out to eat supper at eleven o'clock in the evening, and also engages in what live barbecue on the Internet, every time she has to wear particularly thick makeup, dresses very exposed, and also plays with other men on the Internet, I said her, she said that she is doing this to support herself, to make some money for herself, every time I hear her say this, I feel particularly helpless, I said that I wanted to find a job for her, she immediately refused. I don't even know if she really wants to support herself and spends so much money on me every month.
She came back every night at more than 12 o'clock, sometimes until one or two o'clock, and when she came back, she didn't sleep, and she chatted with foreign friends, and I couldn't understand what English she spoke. And the terrible thing is that we have been married for more than a year, and there is almost no conjugal life, because during the day she is almost lazy and does not wake up, plus I also have to go to the company to deal with affairs, but at night she almost tosses until I fall asleep before going back to bed, if you insist on having sex, she also has no reaction, like a wooden fish.
My mother told us to have a son early, because my ex-wife only bore me one daughter, and that was why my mother did not object when I proposed to marry another young girl. My mother probably thought that marrying the daughter-in-law who came in the door would be able to give birth to a son for our family. But now it's good, after I told her what my mother thought, she actually said that the current era is different from before, women are very independent, not reproductive tools, her friends do not have a 25-year-old child, they are 30 years old, let me wait for her for another five years, let her enjoy life. Every time I hear her say this, I can only smile bitterly, I am already fifty-three, can I wait another five years, but every time I say a few more words, she will lose her temper, and I can't do anything with her.
Every time I went to see a client, she would go with me, saying that she was blocking the wine for me, and that she was so beautiful that I took her out to meet the client and had face. However, her alcohol consumption is not very good, every time after drinking too much, she will become particularly bold and unrestrained, and chat with customers very openly, even the privacy of my getting up three or four times at night to go to the toilet is shaken out. When she woke up and scolded her, she was particularly aggrieved, and said that she was doing this to narrow the distance with the customer and help me get the contract, but the customers were all male customers. As long as I didn't take her, she said I didn't love her. I know in my heart whether I love her or not, but whether she has ever loved me or not, I am really depressed, and recently when I think about our marriage, I almost sleepless night and night. What to do?