Some people say that love is just a pastime in a man's life, but it is the woman's life itself.
It is true that unlike men who pay more attention to their careers, most women are "love brains".
Love is supreme, once in love, all your energy, time, and thoughts are used for love.
The whole person is like a "crazy for love", humble in love to the point of desperation, and even blocking his own life and future.
And Fan Xiaoxuan is a typical "love brain", her love is different from ordinary people, close to madness.
Act boldly and do a lot of things that others dare not even think about, amazing!
Today, let's take a look at how Fan Xiaoxuan dedicated herself to love.
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Many people's impression of Fan Xiaoxuan is an uncompromising rock and roll female devil, tattoos, piercings, smoky makeup, and all kinds of strange hairstyles.
But if you take a moment to understand, you will be surprised that Fan Xiaoxuan was a well-known pure goddess when she debuted.
What exactly has happened to Fan Xiaoxuan that will undergo such a transformation?
The story behind this has to start from everything she experienced in her childhood.
Fan Xiaoxuan once said that her childhood was like a marionette, and she was born in Taipei City in 1977.
When she was born, her mother was only seventeen and her father was nineteen.
Seventeen years old is the time when youth is ignorant, peers are still studying at this time, where do you know how to be a parent.
At that time, people were more feudal in their thinking, and neither of them had reached the legal age of marriage.
Fan Xiaoxuan's parents were controversial, and in order to avoid responsibility, her father left the two soon after.
When Fan Xiaoxuan was two years old, her parents officially divorced, and since then, her mother has raised her alone.
Fortunately, the family is still relatively wealthy, and although Fan Xiaoxuan's childhood is not carefree, it is also worry-free.
Her mother is a young singer, although her fame is not great, but she attaches great importance to the cultivation of Fan Xiaoxuan.
From an early age, she was influenced by music and began to learn to play the piano at the age of three.
The friends around her are all playing freely, only she is locked in her room every day, practicing day and night.
The mother's excessive discipline laid the groundwork for Fan Xiaoxuan's rebellious personality later.
At the age of 7, Fan Xiaoxuan was selected to enter the music class of Guangren Elementary School, and at the age of 9, she learned to play flute and began to learn to write lyrics and compose music.
As a child, her musical talent was already evident.
He created such deep lyrics as "Love is blind, delusion is pathetic, I am attached".
Coupled with her outstanding appearance since childhood, Fan Xiaoxuan was recommended to participate in children's programs and appeared on the stage for the first time.
In 1991, Fan Xiaoxuan auditioned for a chewing gum advertisement by chance.
The director of the film, Li Yaming, took a fancy to this cute-looking little girl with a little baby fat on her face.
After consultation, the company was nailed down, and the heroine finalized Fan Xiaoxuan.
Also because of this advertisement, Fan Xiaoxuan became a celebrity and also appeared in major MVs as a heroine.
After signing a contract with an agency, Fan Xiaoxuan quickly released her first album in her life, but the response was mediocre.
Unwillingly, she began to prepare for a second album, and this time she had experience.
The album "Talk to Yourself" and "Your Sweetness" sang the mood of the girl and was very popular.
Then the company found the most popular creator at the time, Huang Guolun, and wrote two songs.
A song "Sky" was given to Faye Wong, and a song "Tears" was written to Fan Xiaoxuan.
And Fan Xiaoxuan's "Tears" has become a must-hear song for young girls who have lost love.
Fan Xiaoxuan's talent was revealed, and soon ushered in a turning point that changed her destiny.
The company took over the singing work for her on the theme songs of "Doraemon" and "Cherry Pills".
After publicity, Fan Xiaoxuan became the "children's song queen" of the whole country, a full "little witch".
Fan Xiaoxuan's children's songs are getting hotter and hotter, and the company let her continue to sing children's songs to consolidate the children's song market.
Since then, Fan Xiaoxuan, who is not yet 20 years old, has become popular on both sides of the strait under the name of "Xuanxuan's sister".
If you are a post-90s, then you must have heard Fan Xiaoxuan's songs.
In 1998, Fan Xiaoxuan wore a cupola cannon and sang in a pumpkin skirt
Three laps left Three laps Right
Neck twist ass twist
Go to bed early and get up early Let's do exercise
Shake your hands, shake your feet
Take deep breaths diligently
Learn grandpa singing and dancing
You won't get old
This "Health Song" has spread all over the country, and even appeared on the Spring Festival Gala in person.
The gold content of the Spring Festival Gala need not be said, especially in the nianda where the network is not yet developed, tv is the mainstream of people's entertainment.
This eccentric little girl was remembered by the people of the whole country.
From Taiwan to the mainland, both the elderly and children will hum this "Health Song", a song of fame Fan Xiaoxuan hit the iron while it was hot.
He has published popular works such as "I Love Bathing" and "Brushing Teeth Song", which are still the childhood memories of many people.
Her dress is becoming more and more pleasing, cute and playful, and many people like this "weird girl".
Fan Xiaoxuan's success led the economic company to find the wealth code, and they received countless business performances for Fan Xiaoxuan.
Fan Xiaoxuan came to major primary schools and did morning exercises with primary school students, becoming a well-behaved girl in the hearts of many people.
Watching Fan Xiaoxuan's acting career become wider and wider, everyone around her is happy for her.
Except for herself.
Fan Xiaoxuan felt that she was already in her twenties, and she still had to do exercises and sing nursery rhymes with primary school students every day.
Wearing those exaggerated to the point of exploding strange costumes, Fan Xiaoxuan felt embarrassed.
Fan Xiaoxuan's children's song albums are selling better and better, but she feels more and more kidnapped.
Once upon a time, when she heard the "Health Song", she was so annoyed that she even avoided walking away.
It's early to name themselves. But more people who become famous early, especially girls, are particularly difficult to live themselves.
The enormous attention that comes with the aura of youthful fame will only come more ferociously.
Not erupting in silence, perishing in silence, Fan Xiaoxuan finally couldn't bear it and began his own path of rebellion.
In 1988, Fan Xiaoxuan's idea of transformation became stronger and stronger, and she no longer wanted to sing those children's songs.
Despite the team's objections, Fan Xiaoxuan released an album called "Darling".
On the album, she changed her old manners, shaved her head an inch, and roared in a hoarse voice.
From the previous flattering children's full of innocence, health, positive style.
Turned into decadent angry punk, rock wind.
Not surprisingly, the album hit the streets without a doubt.
The media flooded the news accusing Fan Xiaoxuan of being a "fallen girl" and expressing disappointment in her.
Many parents even use her as a negative teaching material to scare their children, but Fan Xiaoxuan does not care about it.
She continued her rebellious path, and she went on to get tattooed, giving herself tongue nails and lip bands.
People around her reminded her that such a sudden transformation was not good for her career and would lose fans
It will also have a bad impact on the brokerage company, and it will only hurt both in the end.
But Fan Xiaoxuan is determined to play rock and roll, and this kind of behavior against the agency is not wise for artists.
Fan Xiaoxuan has been refrigerated by the company since then, and during 2001-2003, Fan Xiaoxuan rarely appeared.
Fan Xiaoxuan, whose career was frustrated and her image was damaged, was hyped up by the media and used extremely vicious words.
Fan Xiaoxuan's life, which has been smooth sailing, suddenly entered a dead end, her career encountered Waterloo, and her life was a mess.
During this time, Fan Xiaoxuan suffered from severe depression and once had the idea of taking her own life.
If it weren't for her boyfriend always being around to accompany her to enlighten her, Fan Xiaoxuan might have been devastated from now on.
The person who has been inseparable from Fan Xiaoxuan's lowest point in life is her first boyfriend, Zhou Junwei.
Fan Xiaoxuan and Zhou Junwei met because of a performance, because the two had to play a song together.
Such an opportunity is naturally indispensable for the two to rehearse, and sometimes Fan Xiaoxuan also invites guests to dinner, so the two become familiar.
Zhou Junwei looks particularly cool on the surface, and usually does not like to talk, but Fan Xiaoxuan's personality is very lively.
She often took the initiative to talk to Zhou Junwei, and the two of them chatted more and more speculatively, and gradually let go of themselves.
Slowly, Zhou Junwei was attracted to this generous and cheerful girl, and he knew that he liked Fan Xiaoxuan.
Fan Xiaoxuan was already famous, and Zhou Junwei himself didn't know when he would be able to mix his head.
The performance is about to end, and from then on the two may have to leave and forget about each other.
Thinking of this, Zhou Junwei couldn't help but feel sad, after a strong ideological struggle.
He boldly confessed like Fan Xiaoxuan.
Zhou Junwei originally had the mentality of trying it out, and did not expect that Fan Xiaoxuan would actually agree.
Happiness came too suddenly, which made Zhou Junwei excited and made a promise to be with You Fan Xiaoxuan forever.
Because of the obstinate transformation, Fan Xiaoxuan fell into the trough of her career.
Fan Xiaoxuan didn't understand, she just wanted to do what she liked to do
Why is the backlash of the outside world so serious, and why people like an illusion rather than the real self.
While accepting the bitterness of not being understood by outsiders, he desperately wants to prove himself.
This invisible pressure made Fan Xiaoxuan, who was sensitive and fragile in her heart, suffer from depression.
Depressed and depressed all day long, she lost twenty pounds, and the most she said at that time was: "How can I die happily?"
When she was in a difficult time, Zhou Junwei was always by her side.
When Fan Xiaoxuan's depression was at its worst, she always asked Zhou Junwei, do you love me.
Zhou Junwei did not forget the promise made when the two were together, and has always stayed by Fan Xiaoxuan's side to take good care of her.
In order to take care of Fan Xiaoxuan, it was Zhou Junwei, who was on the rise of his career, who pushed off many jobs.
In order to better understand Fan Xiaoxuan, Zhou Junwei began to study books on depression.
Many of his friends around him couldn't take it anymore and laughed at Zhou Junwei for saying that he was like Fan Xiaoxuan's servant, and he didn't care about it.
Fan Xiaoxuan once rushed to the roof of the hotel on the 20th floor and wanted to jump.
Zhou Junwei hugged Fan Xiaoxuan hard and shouted, "Don't jump, if you go down, I will go down with you."
Under the careful care of Zhou Junwei, Fan Xiaoxuan's condition slowly improved.
It was this feeling that inspired Fan Xiaoxuan to create "I Want Us Together".
This song "I want us to be together" made Fan Xiaoxuan popular, and this song was played in the streets and alleys of that year.
Various music awards have been soft, and Fan Xiaoxuan has become a popular singer in the song world.
Fan Xiaoxuan has strengthened her determination to do rock and jazz.
She began to dye her colorful hair, tattooed green dragons on her arms, and her thighs.
Smoking and drinking, doing visual styling, and starting to indulge yourself.
Fan Xiaoxuan's changes were getting bigger and bigger, so big that Zhou Junwei began to feel strange.
Once her arms were as white as snow, but now there was a green dragon coiled in her hand, which was frightening to watch.
Because he loves Fan Xiaoxuan deeply, although Zhou Junwei is reluctant in his heart, he is still willing to respect the idea.
No matter what, Zhou Junwei spoiled Fan Xiaoxuan as always, hoping to fill the rebellious heart with his love.
Watching Fan Xiaoxuan's development getting better and better, Zhou Junwei was very anxious in his heart, and he did not want to have too much gap with his lover.
So, Zhou Junwei packed his bags and embarked on the road to Hong Kong, where he sought better development
Since then, the two have begun to live separately, one in Hong Kong, the other in Taipei, because they both have jobs, and they can't see each other several times a year.
He wanted to live with her for the rest of his life, but Fan Xiaoxuan's thoughts could never be guessed.
As a song goes, "What you don't get is always in turmoil, and the favored are fearless."
Fan Xiaoxuan did not cherish this relationship, and soon chose to break up with Zhou Junwei!
After bidding farewell to her feelings, Fan Xiaoxuan put her experience on her career and carefully ran her own band.
Musically, she did not stop, and "The Famous Man" and "FuLu Shou" came out as usual.
A heart that has not been broken, has not been completely knocked down by pain, cannot sing jazz.
Fan Xiaoxuan is only 24 years old, and she has the courage to sing jazz.
There's also a cold-pitched "Is There Any Other Way," as simple as her whispers.
At a promotional event for the band, she participated in the recording of "Kangxi Lai".
In the show, Cai Kangyong gently asked Fan Xiaoxuan whether her relationship with the members of the group was good enough to play kiss.
Fan Xiaoxuan thought about it, and she frankly admitted that she did not want to lie.
She then confessed to her relationship with Allen.
Fan Xiaoxuan's boyfriend Allen is a musician for 100% Orchestra.
In the past, he and Fan Xiaoxuan attended the press conference together, and after knowing each other for a long time, the two came together.
Allen has a thick beard, and the whole person is also sloppy, always looking like a hanging child.
Allen also likes tattoos, and there are a lot of totems on his arms. At a glance, it is very compatible with Fan Xiaoxuan.
Fan Xiaoxuan silently felt that with Allen, there would be an unspeakable power.
Compared with the blessing and recognition of Zhou Junwei who is a friend around him, Allen's boyfriend, Little S and other sister groups are strongly opposed.
Because boyfriend Allen is an open unmarried, Dink, and a man whose love is paramount.
They have been persuading Fan Xiaoxuan to break up, and they are not accustomed to this unscrupulous tramp when they usually get along.
Everyone thinks that Allen wants to look good, to be talented, just a poor boy.
As a girlfriend, Xiao S is even more quick to say: "Allen is an ugly man, looking for a boyfriend must find a handsome."
Fan Xiaoxuan is a very strange person, sweet and dreamy on the outside, but loyal to the true side of human nature on the inside
Being a "weirdo" is not easy.
Fan Xiaoxuan, who can make independent music according to her own wishes, is supposed to be happy.
But she realized the harsh reality: she was angry, why didn't she get the blessing of the people closest to her love?
In the face of the sisters' difficulties, Fan Xiaoxuan's rebellious energy has come up again, and the little witch is so stubborn and humane.
What you believe in yourself will not be diverted by the will of others.
For allen, Fan Xiaoxuan announced a break with the good sisters of more than ten years.
Unlike the pampering she received from her last love, she was with Allen for 8 years.
In addition to working to support herself, Fan Xiaoxuan also has to take money to support her boyfriend's artistic dream.
Fan Xiaoxuan is like an old mother to Allen.
Bothering to change his scruffy image, the similar approach can not introduce resources.
Allen told Fan Xiaoxuan that he would not get married, only in love, just like a disclaimer!
Fan Xiaoxuan has no complaints about this, and she is willing to accept all the choices of people she likes.
In order to express her determination and identification with Allen, Fan Xiaoxuan even decided to remove her own womb.
She said the womb was just a dispensable organ and that there were no children or marriage in her life plan.
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Now Fan Xiaoxuan has been debuting for more than 20 years, and in recent years, in addition to still insisting on chasing his musical dreams.
Fan Xiaoxuan has rarely appeared in front of the public anymore, and communication with fans is mostly through music
The music in "The Age of Purity" and "Fu Lu Shou" represents her attitude.
From a well-behaved girl in everyone's eyes, she has transformed into a cool girl.
In the variety show "We Are True Friends", Big S, Aya and Fan Xiaoxuan are in the same frame again.
Both Big and Small S and Aya are both married and have children.
The big S held by her husband in the palm of her hand has a little more tenderness.
Little S's married life and career transformation have made her experience the confusion and confusion of forty women.
Aya seems to have had a smooth life, from the front of the stage to the backstage, and the works have a good reputation.
Only Fan Xiaoxuan has not taken the step that is always expected as a woman, and has not become anyone's wife and mother.
Some people describe her as the only woman who combines cuteness and sexiness, coldness and warmth, handsomeness and softness.
She seems to have been out of the mainstream of her life for a long time, doing things that many people can't understand.
However, this is the real Fan Xiaoxuan.
Now in her 40s, she is still radiant.
Compared with the big S that has always been set up by the young girl, there is light in the eyes, and there is no trace of age.
Taking photos with goddesses of Zhou Xun and Fan Bingbing's level, filming, are not at all behind.
Someone always has to rely on women, either by money or by love!
However, Fan Xiaoxuan gave another answer - to live your own life according to your own will, so that you will not have regrets!
Everyone will have a process of exploration in their own lives, and perhaps Fan Xiaoxuan is a bit out of the ordinary in the eyes of everyone.
But those choices that insisted on herself made her more confident and determined.
There is no perfect answer in life, and every girl has different expectations of herself.
There is never a need to go against one's heart in order to satisfy anyone's expectations.
In the short few decades of life, the most important thing is to satisfy yourself, not to please others.
Aya once asked Fan Xiaoxuan why she semi-quit the entertainment industry
Her response was, "I don't want to be seen." ”
Maybe it was seen too early and now I want to leave more time for life.
Such a Fan Xiaoxuan must know how to fill up the time in the future.