Xiao Wei's poignant memoirs

In the autumn of that year, 21-year-old Xiao Wei came to Changsha from the countryside of Changde. Mom and Dad worked in the family farm, the family situation was not very good, and there were two younger brothers below. The youthful youth and the future full of fantasies stretch freely in changsha, a city full of temptations.

On the recommendation of a friend, he was 178cm tall and had a beautiful appearance, and he quickly settled down in a bar on Jiefang West Road and became a waiter. Many stories are staged in places like this every night. At first he blushed when he saw the mess in the bar. Once, a woman pretending to be drunk deliberately touched him for a moment, he was full of crimson, simple personality, did not think that these women would be so bold. But what is impossible in such a world?

Young and handsome men will also become the prey of rich and lonely women, and Xiao Wei is hit by the hunter's bullets. In the dim bar, Xiao Wei was constantly busy with a smile on his face, and many women would always look at his face, and he would still blush when he was stared at by women intently. The 29-year-old Meiqian's eyes flashed like a cat, and she was attracted by this handsome boy who also liked to blush. It is not clear whether it is lucky or unfortunate, Xiao Wei has become Mei Qian's Nth prey.

One night, Mei Qian deliberately staggered into the arms of Xiao Wei, who had rushed to deliver ice cubes, when she was slightly drunk. The dim light covered Xiao Wei's blushing face, but it could not hide Xiao Wei's shyness and panic. Mei Qian's eyes were confused and confessed, looking at Xiao Wei helplessly, smiling darkly. She told Xiao Wei her name and then walked away. After that, every night she would always come to the bar, and then watch Xiao Wei do things, and pull him to chat when she had time.

She told Xiao Wei that he resembled her brother, but her brother had died in a traffic accident two years earlier. When it comes to heartbreak, I almost burst into tears. Xiao Wei saw that she was sad, so he said, "After that, I will call you Sister Meiqian." Mei Qian nodded and smiled and took him into her arms. That night, she invited Xiao Wei to her house and said that since she was a brother, she would not see her again. Therefore, she took advantage of the hazy night and the faint sense of wine to take Xiao Wei and brought her to the luxurious house of 145 square meters in Mengze Garden.

Meiqian is a small boss and acts as a brand agent. She knows exactly how to dress herself up with clothes. Xiao Wei was very timid in the face of the luxury and spaciousness of her home. Mei Qian said, after that, this is your home. After coming out of the shower, she sat down in front of Xiao Wei in her hot pajamas and grabbed him at once.

How can the green "fruit" resist the temptation of ripening? How pale skin can block the sharp thorns of red roses. That night, Xiao Wei tried his first passion, which intoxicated him, satisfied him, and made him taste the flesh of a woman for the first time. Later, he became Mei Qian's captive boyfriend.

The next morning, Mei Qian let Xiao Wei move out of the small dilapidated rental house and threw away a pile of outdated clothes. In the afternoon, I went to the shopping center to buy a bunch of clothes for Xiao Wei from the inside out, and all of them were well-known brands. Then call the bar to quit Xiao Wei's job. Xiao Wei felt that the sweetness had come too suddenly.

Every day during the day outside, Mei Qian would always call him often, and everything was arranged in an orderly manner. When it gets dark, Mei Qian will push off all the socializing and return home, give Xiao Wei a cup of pure milk, and then snuggle up in Xiao Wei's arms and say small love words that make Xiao Wei's heart jump, and then Xiao Wei will faint and fall into a gentle trap.

That kind of life fascinated Xiao Wei. Although he was very clear about what he was doing, he lived in the dark every day, either staying at home during the day at Mei qian's request, or accompanying her to go shopping, and playing with her non-stop at night. But the material and spiritual enjoyment that Mei Qian gave him made him very satisfied. He didn't know that he had long been completely controlled by Mei Qian, and he had already lost himself. However, just half a month later, something happened that made Xiao Wei just want to get out of this "sweet" nest.

That night, Xiao Wei was a little uncomfortable, and when he was intimate with Mei Qian, Xiao Wei always had some lack of concentration. The sensitive Meiqian's warm smile suddenly became a glacier, the crisp and pleasant voice suddenly became hoarse, and the lips that were about to kiss Xiao Wei became a little trembling, she suddenly bit Xiao Wei, and then took a cup of warm hot water on the table and poured it on Xiao Wei's split head and face. Xiao Wei couldn't dodge and wet his whole face. And began a series of ramblings: "What are you doing? Unpleasant to follow? Where am I wrong with you? Do you make a lot of money as a bartender? The one dress I bought you was paid for more than a month! ”

Xiao Wei didn't dare to speak, and he didn't know how to answer. The only resistance he had when he was wet was to be alone in a daze. Mei Qian then scolded: "Suspect that this girl is old? yes! How many men envy you! I'm really not satisfied! ”

Xiao Wei whispered, "I didn't abandon you..."

Mei Qian was angry: "What are you!" Are you entitled to look down on this girl? Aren't you just a farmer, full of earthy gas has not yet fallen clean! You still dare to drag with me! ”

Xiao Wei stopped talking, and Mei Qian saw the situation, held his face, and gave him a kiss that was hotter than Fang Cai's warm water...

After a while of fierce wind and rain, Mei Qian murmured contentedly on Xiao Wei's body: "I like you, I will not give up on you." ”

Through this time, Xiao Wei had already made it clear that he was just a plaything of Mei Qian, and his self-esteem had been extremely hurt. When Mei Qian was still in his dream, he was ready to quietly choose to leave this luxurious cage. He didn't bring anything, and Mei Qian didn't want everything he gave him.

Under the bus stop sign at the intersection of North Station Road, he looked back at the house that had made him lose himself, and was not sure where he should go. Suddenly a pair of hands pulled him, looked back, Mei Qian ran out in pajamas and cold drags, very sadly said: "Is it okay to follow me home?" It is not clear why, Xiao Wei also returned to the luxurious cage.

After that, Mei Qian was very good to him. It's just that when the temper comes up, it will still scold Xiao Wei to the point of bloodshed, and then confess to him. Over and over again, Xiao Wei was already exhausted. But when he chose to leave, he still didn't dare. One day, Xiao Wei's brother called him and told him that his father had been hit by a falling stone while repairing the kitchen wall at home, hoping that he would quickly send money home for treatment. (It is the truth that people are poor and short-minded.) ）

Xiao Wei had no choice but to open his mouth to ask Mei Qian, although he had never opened his mouth to ask her for money before. Mei Qianyin smiled, "How much does it cost?" Do you really need money to see your dad? I can only give you 1000 pieces. Sigh, it turns out that all the men are the same. Xiao Wei stared at her disdainful gaze and said nothing, just tears in his heart. How did you become such a person? Once again he wanted to leave. Mei Qian's love for him is just an extremely selfish love that she needs herself

It's just that the world is unpredictable, and before he even leaves, she is going to tell him to leave. One night in early December, the cold wind blew recklessly. It was almost 1 o'clock in the night, and Mei Qian came home and told him to open the door. He went to open the door sleepily, and there was a young man next to her, and as soon as Mei Qian entered the door, she pointed to Xiao Wei and said, "This is my brother Xiao Wei, who lives in my house for the time being." ”

Xiao Wei stared at her and swung to hold another man in, and all his dignity was suddenly destroyed. Although he was annoyed, he was still silent, he knew that he was just a hurried visitor to hers, and now that she had found a new love and a new "brother", he had only the choice to leave.

I asked him, "Do you feel ashamed of those days?" Xiao Wei lowered his head: "Yes, it has become the deepest wound in my heart, and now I never mention this period of history to others." Nowadays, although it is difficult to go to work every day, I am full and happy at the same time. ”

Do you think Xiao Wei was right to leave Meiqian?